The Love Of My Life

HI, my name is Lindsey Renee Clifford. And I'm little sister to the much loved YouTube sensation Michael Clifford. I was born in Sydney, Australia. This is the story about how I met a boy and how he fixed my life.

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7. Songs of Sorrow

Lindsey's POV

 

The boys just finished singing another song so I went to the bathroom. When I got back I saw they were set up with their instruments. Don't these boys EVER take a break?!?! "Lindsey, the next song we are going to sing, it's for you." I was taken aback by Michael's words. A song... for ME! I sat down and listening to them sing the song. My song...

 

Within a minute I was all packed up

 

I've got a ticket to another world

 

I don't wanna go

 

I don't wanna go

 

The silent words are hard to speak

 

When your thoughts are all I see

 

"Don't ever leave," she said to me

 

When we both fall asleep underneath the same sky

 

To the beat of our hearts the same time

 

So close but so far away

 

(Can you hear me?)

 

She sleeps alone

 

My heart wants to come home

 

I wish I was, I wish I was, beside you

 

She lies awake

 

I'm trying to find the words to say

 

I wish I was, I wish I was, beside you

 

Another day and I'm somewhere new

 

I made a promise that I'll come home soon

 

Bring me back, bring me back to you

 

When we both wake up underneath the same sun

 

Time stops, I wish that I could rewind

 

So close but so far away

 

She sleeps alone

 

My heart wants to come home

 

I wish I was, I wish I was, beside you

 

She lies awake

 

I'm trying to find the words to say

 

I wish I was, I wish I was, beside you

 

There are pieces of us both

 

Under every city light

 

And they're shining as we fade into the night

 

She sleeps alone

 

My heart wants to come home

 

I wish I was, I wish I was...

 

She sleeps alone

 

My heart wants to come home

 

I wish I was, I wish I was, beside you

 

She lies awake

 

I'm trying to find the words to say

 

I wish I was, I wish I was, beside you

 

She lies awake

 

Beside you

 

I wish I was, I wish I was...

 

She sleeps alone

 

My heart wants to come home

 

I wish I was, I wish I was...

 

By the end of the song I'm crying. Hundreds of tears streaming down my face. This was definitely about me leaving. Michael begins to say something but I just run up to him and hold him for dear life. "Michael I'm so sorry I left, I promise I'll never leave again." By now we're both crying. Next thing I know Luke wraps him arms around me and Michael.

 

OMFG Luke is hugging me, be cool. Is what I would've normally thought, but I didn't really care who it was right now I was just enjoying my hug with Michael. Luke was followed by the rest of the boys. We all sat on the floor, still in our group hug. (friendship goals XD) We sat like that for a good ten minutes before Luke's mum walked in the living room.

 

Well, this is awkward. Instead of asking any questions she joins us, soon followed by her husband. I feel so... welcomed. Now I feel like I can talk to Luke's mum about anything. I know this is really the first time technically meeting and it's kind of an awkward way to meet but I just feel like she will be there when my mom's not home and I need someone to talk to.

 

We pulled out of the group hug and said bye to everyone and walked home. I totally forget to tell dad we were leaving 5 minutes before we actually left, which is what we were supposed to do... but whatever. Michael and I got home and got a lecture from our dad. I tuned out most of it. When he was done I went to my room, not even staying downstairs for dinner.

 

I really wasn't hungry... I just wanted to go to bed. I put on some grey sweatpants and a Blink 182 T-shirt. I opened my laptop and checked my twitter. Then posted a tweet saying @MichaelClifford thanks for writing the song for me. I promise I will never EVER leave Australia again... As soon as I finished that I went on youtube and stayed up until 10:30

 

I was about the close my laptop when I got a notification from my twitter page. Who is awake right now! Well... I am so I can't complain. It was a tweet responding to the one I posted. @LindseyClifford I'm glad you enjoyed the song... I don't know what you and Michael went through in the past but I can tell that it hurt both of you... tweet me if you want to talk about it... I would love to help... umm... yeah

 

I giggled at the tweet then read the username... @LukeHemmings96 ..... OMFG LUKE REPLIED TO MY TWEET WHAT  DO I DO AHH PANIC! Okay calm down Lindsey. I replied to his tweet. @LukeHemmings96 Thanks, I've never really talked to anyone about it before so it would be nice... umm.. we'll talk tomorrow..? Night :)

 

With that I closed my laptop and turned off the lamp next to my bed. Luke was so nice... it's gonna be really hard to talk about this tomorrow. It would be a huge weight lifted off my chest though. What if he laughs about it? What if he doesn't understand why I left and gets mad like Michael did? I'm over thinking this. I close my eyes and drift off to sleep.

 

AN: OH MY GOD THIS CHAPTER HIT MY FEELS! So I need another female character because let's be honest... MICHAEL NEEDS A GIRLFRIEND! SO, do we need a new girl or should I set sail a ship for Michael and Rachel? BTW it's the weekend in the story so that's why we haven't heard anything from Rachel. Anyways it's 11:00 PM as I publish this chapter so I'm gonna go. Stay beautiful;) -kitcat

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