The Love Of My Life

HI, my name is Lindsey Renee Clifford. And I'm little sister to the much loved YouTube sensation Michael Clifford. I was born in Sydney, Australia. This is the story about how I met a boy and how he fixed my life.

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3. Rough Night

Lindsey's POV

I was doing my homework when there was a knock at my bedroom door. "Come in!" I  shouted. "Lindsey, we need to talk about this." Michael said as he walked into my room. "Talk about what?" I spat. 'Lindsey, I'm not stupid. We need to talk about the cu-" He started but he got cut off when I tackled him. "SHHH!" I whisper screamed. "You can't tell mom and dad about this Michael." I said. "W-why? They have every right to know!" He screeched as he flung his hands behind his head.

 

"M-Michael?" I said weakly. "WHAT!" He shouted as he noticed where I was looking. He had cuts on his wrist too. "Michael..." "CAN WE JUST GET BACK TO WHAT WE WERE TALKING ABOUT! WHY! TELL ME NOW!" He shouted. "YOU CAN'T YELL AT ME ABOUT IT WHEN YOU DID THE SAME THING!" I spat. "YEAH WELL I HAD A GOOD REASON TO START!" He screamed as he pushed me off of him. "AND WHAT REASON WAS THAT MICHAEL? HMM? TELL ME BECAUSE I AM DYING TO KNOW!" I got no response. "WELL, I'M WAITING!" "BECAUSE I LOST YOU!" He shouted in my face. "W-what?" I said looking at the floor.

 

"BECAUSE I LOST YOU! BEFORE YOU LEFT YOU WERE THE THING THAT MADE ME FEEL SAFE! I GOT BULLIED ALL THE TIME WHEN YOU LEFT! BUT BEFORE YOU DID YOU KEPT ME SAFE FROM THE BULLIES! THEN YOU JUST UP AND LEFT WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD! I THOUGHT YOU WERE NEVER GONNA COME BACK! I TRIED SO HARD TO MAKE IT THROUGH EVERY DAY WITHOUT YOU BUT I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE! SO ONE DAY WHEN DAD SAID HE WAS GONNA BE HOME LATE, WELL, I CUT! AND IT MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER! IT WAS MY ESCAPE BECAUSE I FELT ABANDONED, I FELT ABANDONED BECAUSE YOU LEFT ME ON MY OWN!" He shouted, out of breath he continued. "WELL NOW THAT I'VE TOLD MY STORY WHY DID YOU START HMM? WELL, I'M WAITING!" He mocked me as he said the last bit.

 

"I STARTED BECAUSE I FELT BAD I STAYED AWAY AS LONG AS I DID! I GOT BULLIED TOO MICHAEL! AND YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO FEEL SORRY FOR YOURSELF!?!? I GOT BULLIED AND MY HEART WAS BROKEN SO MANY TIMES! I COULDN'T BEAR HAVING TO DEAL WITH THE FACT THAT I ABANDONED YOU THE WAY I DID! MOM TOLD ME SHE WAS GOING OUT WITH SOME FRIENDS ONE NIGHT SO I USED THAT AS AN OPPORTUNITY! I WAS GONNA PURGE AND THEN I SAW A PAIR OF SCISSORS IN THE BATHROOM! SO I RESORTED TO THAT! ONCE I FINISHED I HID THEM IN ONE OF MY DRESSER DRAWERS WHICH IS WHY I TURNED DOWN MOM'S HELP WHEN SHE WANTED TO HELP ME PACK! I DIDN'T WANT TO GET CAUGHT! I USED IT TO GET RID OF MY PAIN FOR LEAVING YOU AND DAD!" I said while tears were streaming down my face.

 

"AND YOU KNOW WHAT! I DON'T KNOW WHY I DIDN'T BEG MOM TO STAY IN NEW YORK! BECAUSE THEN I WOULDN'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH THI-" I got cut off when I felt Michael pull me into a big hug. I held on to him as if I was about to die and cried into his shirt. "I... I... I'm s-sorry Lindsey." He said weakly. "I'm sorry too." I said, still holding onto him for dear life. "Lindsey, Michael?" I heard two voices say in unison. Me and Michael both turned around to see our parents. We hung our heads low and started saying long, apologetic speeches. We were all of a sudden pulled into a group hug by our parents. "We are so sorry kids. We had no idea separating you two would be such a problem." My mom said weakly. They had heard everything, from Michael asking to talk about the cuts on my wrist to our huge argument. We sat on the floor embraced in our parents arms for what seemed like years. "We love you kids." Our parents said. "We love you too." Me and Michael said in unison as we intertwined our fingers.

 

A/N: I cried while I was writing this chapter. It took me so long because my vision was so blurred. XD Comment #endthepain if you cried while reading this chapter. Thanks to anyone who has made it this far. I try to update as often as I can but school starts tomorrow since Christmas break. UGH. I love you all!

-kitcat

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