Things Happen

Lena goes to the mall with her friend Diana who she knew since 3rd grade to hang out and when they arrive they see a mob to meet the boys from 5 Seconds of Summer.
After legitimately running into the boys, things happen.

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17. 10. Secrets

Michael's POV

I held close in my arms. Her movements were shaky and she cried close to my chest. I started rubbing her hands and arms and felt something rough against my fingers and she quickly took off my hands.

I heard her whisper "Dammit." and I immediately felt a rush of worry throughout my body. She was shaking a lot and decided to get up.

"I need to go to the bathroom- Where is it?" she asked, her voice shaking and breathing heavily.

"Over there." I answered

She had her right hand placed over her left arm over her sweater. I watched her as she walked slowly to the bathroom till she closed the door. I leaned my head onto my hands wondering what could be the problem. She was obviously a victim of her own self harm. But I didn't want to believe it. I heard sniffling and weeping from the bathroom hoping she could just cry it out and let out all her feelings.

"Lena?" I called from the other side of the door

"Yeah?..." She answered, her voice still shaky and out of breath

"Can I come in?"

"Yeah." I hear some shuffling and the sound of tissues hoping the sound was her wiping her tears.

She eventually opens the door and looks the same as I last saw her... except she looked like she had cried a lot more.

"Hey, I felt something on your arm and I wanted to ask you if you can tell me about it before I jump to conclusions.You don't have to tell me if you don't want to." I said

"Yeah, go ahead... I'm not very good at explaining or introducing this topic so, look at my arm." she said reluctantly

I was quite honestly scared to this point.

I slowly pushed up her sleeve and saw a numerous amount of cuts scattered along her arm that stopped at her elbow. And the worst part was seeing a few fresh cuts on her wrist.

"How-" she cut me off

"I carry a blade with me wherever I go."

I felt a knot come up my throat and felt like the worst person ever for not coming earlier. I put down the toilet lid and sat on it, bringing Lena to my lap and holding her close on it.

"Lena, I want you to stop for me. I know it can get rough sometimes but just think. Self-harm won't solve anything and would only remind you of your depression. We don't want that because it can lead to numerous things such as suicidal thoughts or just being out of your mind and who knows what will happen next." I cried.

It was such a shame to see a beautiful girl I've only known for one day with scars and cuts on her beautiful skin. I will be honest, I shed a few tears.  But it was for good purpose. This may sound dumb, but I'm surprised she hasn't died yet. Considering she's been through that much pain, it's unbelievable how strong she is. My pain isn't half as bad as her pain.

She slowly drifted into a deep sleep with her cheeks stained with her tears and her face completely clean of makeup (wow) because she doesn't wear any. I quickly cleaned her face with a wringed dry wash cloth and tucked her into my bed. I quickly changed into a tank and sweats and got in with her. I kissed her goodnight and stayed awake, thinking about her. Her beautiful hair that has so many shades of brown and her smile is so adorable. She reminds me of a little cat. She's so shy, yet so outgoing and has little baby laughs and gets scared by the tiniest things. I love her.

 

A/N: I AM SO SORRY FOR BEING SO INACTIVE. I've been going through a tough time and sharing this information with you guys is really scary and frustrating but anyways, NEW CHAPTER!!! PLEASE like and favourite and I will be back with a new chapter! By the way I got the chapter in before the deadline I had for myself but my phone wasn't working so I couldn't share till now lol

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