Take me away(Dan Howell X reader) Trigger warning

Melody Jobs a smart girl and an overachiver with a low self esteem she moves in with her Best friends Dan and Phil while there she develops a crush on Dan but Dan has a girlfriend her name is Brittany McKee her arch enemy.Brittney eventually leads Melody to a suicide attempt and anorexia but will Dan save her?


18. The Memories

Melody's POV
I kept thinking about my past and what happened when I was younger.

*the flashback*
It was my birthday and I was so excited until I walked into the living room. I looked up and saw my mom hanging there, her face fixed in a silent scream. I reached down and picked up her suicide note.

"Mom?!" a shocked voice said behind me. My 16 year old brother was behind me, tears streaming down his face as he stared at my mothers dead body. He turned to me, his fists trembling with rage.

"This is all your fault!" he screamed, running past me and out the door. I collapsed to me knees, sobbing. I didn't know it at the time, but that was the last time I would ever see Kenny again.

*end of flashback*
This was all too real my head went to dark places like to the day of my rape and more of my childhood. I looked at the time it was, 1:00. I knew Dan would probably be up so I walked to his room and quietly knocked on the door. I slightly opened the door and looked at Dan. He got up, hugged me, and asked me if I had another nightmare.

"Yeah, but it wasn't just about the rape," I said while a few tears left my eyes.

"What was it about?" Dan asked, hugging me tighter.

"It was about my Childhood," I said, trying to dismiss the terrible images in my head.We went to sit on his bed.
Then I told him about my nightmare."When I was maybe 19 my mom committed suicide my brother yelled at me and said it was all my fault and I didn't know that would be the last time I would see him again.I started to cry and my eyes got really droopy and I started to fall asleep

*The Next Day*
I got a call and when I picked it up the person said"Is this Melody Jobs?"

I was a little scared but I replied"Yes."

"Melody it's Kenny, your younger brother.Melody I want to see you again."

"K-K-Kenny?Where do you live I want to see you too!"

"I live in London central flats #206."

"Kenny that's like two minutes away so I'll see you in like eight minutes okay."

"Okay." I ended the call and got ready. I told Dan, "Dan! Dan! Dan! I'm gonna see Kenny again!" I smiled.

"Yep, I'll be back!"

"Okay call me if you run into trouble."


I left the flat and went to Kenny's flat. I knocked on the door and I saw my brother Kenny. "Melody, listen. I'm sorry about what happened; when mom died it wasn't your fault," he said, tears streaming down his face.

"It's okay Kenny," I said quietly. Hesitantly, I walked over to him and gave him a hug. He wrapped his strong arms around me, squeezing me tight. I could feel him shaking from silent tears as we embraced. The rest of the day we caught up with each others lives and he's in collage and he has a flatmate named Dave. He sounds sorta creepy. It was actually like when we were younger.

I went back to the flat and passed out on the couch. Who knew talking to your brother made you so tired?

"What should I do next? Tease you? Or go full out?" he chuckled, walking towards me slowly. "And when you're all used up, when you're burned out, what should I do then? Keep you here with me? Forever, as my little plaything to use as I please?" he cooed. "You're my little rag doll now. I can do whatever I want to you. I can break your spirit. I may even kill you if I choose. But where's the fun in that? I like to hear your screams."

I screamed I started to panic. My stomach lurched. I felt like I was half way from feeling faint and feeling like I'm gonna die. I was struggling to catch my breath. Dan walked in and ran to me, but all I saw was Lucas.

"Melody, what's wrong?!"

"Please don't hurt me please!"

"Melody, it's me Dan, not Lucas." I started to Panic even more. My hands started to shake and I cried even heavier. Dan held me tighter.

"Melody, look at me. Lucas can't hurt you anymore, he's in jail." I started to calm down.

"Dan I'm sorry," I said, feeling like I didn't deserve him or Phil.

"Melody don't be sorry....it's not your fault it's Lucas's fault." My eyes grew heavy, but I wanted to stay awake. I don't want to have another nightmare about Lucas.

*The Next day*
I haven't eaten a lot and when I do it's an apple and water. I decided to weigh myself. i looked at the scale and the number was 62 pounds I was a bit happier but I still felt really weak.I started to walk to my room then all of a sudden I felt weaker and weaker I fell to the ground and blacked out.
Dan's POV
Melody has gotten really skinny I'm really worried about her. "Dan come here right now!" Phil yelled.
I ran out my room and saw Melody passed out on the floor and Phil right next to her. "Dan I called an ambulance they should be here any minute."

I sat down next to Melody and held her hand. They rushed in and took Melody to the hospital.

"Dan, stay strong. Melody would want you to."

"Yeah Phil your right she would want me to." I walked in the house and sat down on the couch."Was she okay? Will she die?!" All these thoughts rushing through my head.

*The Next Day*

I woke up to my phone going off. "Hello is this Daniel Howell?"

I replied, "Yes. Who is this?"

"This is the hospital and we're calling about your girlfriend Melody Jobs."

"Is she okay?!" I said, freaking out.

"She's fine, but she wants to see you."

"Okay I'll be there," I said while hanging up. I got ready as fast as I could.

I walked into the room and as soon as Melody saw me she yelled out my name."Dan!!"
"Hey Melody," I said as she hugged me.

"Dan I'm so glad your here," she said as a tear fell from her eye.

"Melody don't cry. I'm here now; it's okay," I said while I wiped her tears away and kissed her head.

"I'm sorry. It's just I don't want to be here. I want to go back at the flat," she said.

"While we're on the subject, do the doctors know what happened and why you passed out?"

"Yeah.." she said while looking down.

"Can you tell me?" I asked, wondering what had happened.

"Dan I-I-I passed out because I didn't have enough energy cause I haven't eaten in maybe a couple days..." Her voice trailed off and she started to cry.

"Melod,y why haven't you eaten?" I hugged her and she cried on my shoulder.

"I haven't eaten because I'm fat, and I don't know why you love me because I'm so..." I interrupted her.

"Melody, you are not fat; your are beautiful and I love you because you're you Melody," II said, hugging her.

"Thanks, Dan. I'm glad I can leave tomorrow."

"Me too. Do you want me to stay the night with you?" I asked, not wanting to leave her alone.

"Yeah." She said as she put her head on my shoulder.

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