Take me away(Dan Howell X reader) Trigger warning

Melody Jobs a smart girl and an overachiver with a low self esteem she moves in with her Best friends Dan and Phil while there she develops a crush on Dan but Dan has a girlfriend her name is Brittany McKee her arch enemy.Brittney eventually leads Melody to a suicide attempt and anorexia but will Dan save her?


5. Chapter 5

Dan's P.O.V
I looked at Melody wondering why she did this.She jolted awake she looked around and then she looked at the ground.She started crying"Melody it's okay."I said while walking over to her."I'm sorry." she said looking at me than Phil."Melody it's okay but can you tell us why you did this."she paused"I can't tell you.I'm sorry."she started crying again and she cried on my shoulder."Melody it's okay."she cried more and eventually fell asleep.

Melody's P.O.V
I didn't want to be here I just wanted to end my life.I couldn't wait to get out of this shit hole and end my life for good.
Time Skip
It was a week later from my last attempt and I was in my room writing my suicide note.
The Suicide Note~
It's really difficult to write this because I'm incredibly weak.It hurts to write,it hurts to eat,it's hard to live,and it hurts to breath I want to divide this letter into sections of people and I know I'm selfish enough to make someone feel good or bad about my death I really shouldn't be doing this.my head is not screwed on strait so excuse my writing.
 you always had something so nice or funny to say and I'm glad that you will be sucsessfull stay amazing you deserve the best.
thank you for being there when I needed you.you kept my head above water when I felt like I was drowning thank you so g-d damn much.stay awesome.
find it funny how a smile can hide a broken heart or the masking of your feelings is a secret art would you have seen this coming.Thinking nothing of the glare in my big brown eyes little did you know they're a great disguise.I would wake up look at the sunrise and start reeling up the bucket full of sad lies.No one hear the scream of my internal cries I feel no reason and no purpose for my soul to live.There is no hope or faith left to give.How could take me and make me feel secure then go grab your mates and make me feel impure.Did you like it when you heard me screaming out in pain the thought of it is driving me insane.One of the worst crimes you could commit and for what your own selfish benefit.Cause now I'm damaged forever and my thoughts are stained for every memory you gave me you should be ashamed.What you did there is no way I can forgive.I was so innocent until that event you made a indent on my presence.Guess you didn't think of the aftermath.Was it intentional are you delusional did you understand what you were doing at all?

It's a disgrace I was misplaced born in the wrong time and in the wrong place.I can't deal with the pain I'm not a fighter you'll make in through the night just hug your pillow tighter and I nkow in a year you'll forget I'm gone cause I'm not something that should be dwelled on.
I quit, I'm bailing, I'm done ...
I finally give up,
I'm sick of failing, I'm done trying to live up ...
To the expectations everyone has set for me ..
And trying to explain to myself ...
Always questioning about my destination ...
Fuck my destiny ...

No more relationships ...
My friends are all dead to me ...
My head is aching, and I don't have any energy ...
I'm patiently waiting for the day ...
That I can rest in peace ...
And this medication is the reason ...
That I don't get no sleep ...
It ain't worth taking,
So I just take some ecstasy.
Melody's P.O.V
I took a bunch of pills and wrote down"Sweet little pill take me away make me halucinate I just can't stay."I went to go give the note to Dan who was in the living area with Phil I started to get dizzy then I colapsed on the floor.

Dan's P.O.V
Melody colapsed on the floor I ran over I called an ambulance and I looked at the note and what Melody wrote to Brittney.I realized it was all Brittney it was Brittney who made her do this!I looked at Phil and then Melody she looked so pale I grabbed her hand I always have had a crush on her I was just afraid to tell her.Maybe I should?Maybe I shouldn't?I love her so g-d damn much.

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