Take me away(Dan Howell X reader) Trigger warning

Melody Jobs a smart girl and an overachiver with a low self esteem she moves in with her Best friends Dan and Phil while there she develops a crush on Dan but Dan has a girlfriend her name is Brittany McKee her arch enemy.Brittney eventually leads Melody to a suicide attempt and anorexia but will Dan save her?


13. Apologizing

*A week later*
Phil's POV
I felt so bad for kissing Alexis, so I got flowers and went to her house. I knocked on the door and Alexis looked at me and asked, "Phil, are these for me?" in a surprised tone. I grumbled a yes, gave her the flowers and, she invited me in to her flat. I apologized to her and she asked why I was in such a bad mood. I really didn't want to bring up what happened to Melody but she had to know."My...my friend was raped a-and it's all my fault," I said. My shoulders shook from the force of my sobs, and I put my head in my hands. She was shocked.

"H-Hows it your fault Phil? You weren't the one who...?" I shook my head, tears streaming down my face.

"I let her on the streets of London at night alone."

"Phil it wasn't your fault," Alexis said softly, putting her arms around me in a tight embrace. I hugged her back, letting my tears flow. Alexis was wrong. If I had used my head, Melody wouldn't have gone through what she had. Alexis rubbed my back as I cried, soothing me with her calming words. When we seperated, Alexis also had tears in her eyes.

"Don't cry, Alexis," I murmured softly, wiping away a tear that had escaped and trailed down her cheek. 

"You must care about Melody a lot to be beating yourself up like this. I've never seen a grown man cry for ten minutes straight before," Alexis said, trying to ease the tension. I nodded, closing my eyes and breathing deeply.

"No matter what you say, I know it's my fault about what happened to Melody. If I had gone with her, or if I hadn't let her go at all, nothing would have happened. I would protected her from the man who took her. Don't you see?! I'm a walking mistake! Everything involving me goes wrong! Everything is my. Fault! I shouldn't even be alive anymore!" My chest heaved as I paused to catch my breath. Alexis put her hands on her hips for a brief second before slapping me as hard as she could.

"Don't you DARE talk about yourself like that! You don't deserve to die! You ccouldn't see what would happen to Melody, nobody could have! So please, stop...stop..." She burst into tears and flung her arms around me again. I hugged her back tightly.

"I'll stop," I whispered. Alexis smiled and kept hugging me. My stomach fluttered and I felt...strange. Not in a bad way, though. In a good way. I looked down into Alexis' beaming face and the feeling came over me again. I pushed her glasses farther up her nose. Our faces were only inches apart.

"Phil?" she whispered softly. 


"Can I kiss you?" I smiled and our noses touched. I nodded. Our lips connected, parting slightly. The kiss wasn't rough, and there wasn't any tongue action, and yet it was still passionate. It was soft and calm, just as a kiss should be. I felt Alexis smile in the kiss and she wrapped her arms around my neck, and I wrapped mine around her waist. When we parted our foreheads were pressed together. I smiled, and we kissed again.

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