"Our Private Life"

Summary:
With tension rising & emotions threatiening to explode through Vera's personality she confronts Joan regarding where their relationship needs correction. But is trying to talk to Joan about this a risk she has the courage to take & will it be too demanding for Joan...
Notes:
* For The one & only, Queen of Wentworth Prison & Governor of our hearts.
Written especially for the most wonderful #Joan & Vera Shipper of all, #PamelaRabe (This one's for you) next Chapter to Follow, will be *at the beach* as you requested :) you would like that as Joan...
Written also to go with tumblr link on page that some of you have seen & told me you loved, here is the story that goes with the video... :)

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1. "This is not enough"

Chapter 1
Chapter Text
"This is not Enough"
Chapter 1 
During the course of the past week their have been a lot of changes to the running of the prison, tempers have mounted against staff & drugs had been still finding their way back into the prisoners clutches, this made Joan's blood boil... Vera had been increasingly difficult to get to speak about her feelings and Joan wasn't sure why but she felt a tension starting to rise between them. The previous night they had decided to go off to bed early after watching the news, it was only reinforcing both their concerns about the prison work & menuché they had been forced to keep going everyday... Not a pleasant way to spend the evening at all, but both were tired & by the time Joan had switched off the remote to really pay attention to Vera entirely she had noticed that her lover had drifted off to sleep slumped in a fetal position & hidden her face under her hand... Joan turned off the screen & slowly picked Vera up, scooping her to herself "Shh, it's alright Dear... It's bedtime" lifting her up & slowly walked into the bedroom laying her on the bed & pulling up the already cast down duvet over her she saw a slight grimace flash across Vera's face... It was subtle but if she wasn't mistaken it was when she had layer her out in bed, leaning over Vera to do so that she noticed it.
Returning after switching off the lights as Joan had grown accustomed to doing each night, giving herself a sense of power that everything was as it should be in her home environment she returned & allowed her nightgown to fall from her shoulders, she place it on the chair before climbing into the other side of the Kingsize bed. She leaned over to Vera & pulled the now foetal positioned woman's body into her own "Shhh, my Dear time for sleep" she soothed before kissing her tenderly & wrapping her arm over her & pulling her into a comforting spoon embrace.
Joan fell asleep listening to Vera's soft breathing and they remained this close throughout the night until the bedside alarm sounded the next morning. Vera opened her eyes not remembering how she had managed to get to bed & smiled feeling Joan's arm across her middle & her hand over her right breast. She felt so safe, protected by her lovers gentle touch over her nipple & the tingle through her body was yearningly eager for Joan to awake & see she was awake. Turning her head slightly she gazed at Joan's arm holding her & moved slightly as She felt the body encompassing her move. Joan breathed deeply, gazing down at Vera she had seen the smile over Vera's face & breathed warmly "Morning sleeping beauty" she whispered... Before lightly kissing her cheek... Joan's felt the familiar morning tingle wash through her muscle fibres, the warmth was heightening in her errogenous zones as she became more alert. Her hair falling over Vera's face she slowly lean't up over Vera & pulled Vera's chin toward her face gazing deeply into Vera's eyes & over her face she smiled...
"Hmmm? You feel me don't you, wanting you so much? We have time dear" ... "Vera gazed back into Joan's soulful gaze, her eyes widened with love. Joan rose onto her left elbow & pulled Vera underneath her before kissing her more deeply, feeling Vera's body rise up slightly under her, she bit her lip & gingery lifted the solace strap off Vera's shoulder, running her fingertip down over her breast to her nipple circling her thumb over it lightly. The response was instantaneous & the frisson was unmistakably reciprocated. Joan's pelvis contracted sending pleasure to her loins & she moved so she could move over Vera more... Vera gasped slightly, not breaking the gaze they both silently locked eyes as Joan ran her hand down over Vera's body, stopping at the edge of her slip she slowly ran her hand over Vera's skin under the slip, up her thigh, to her hip then down over her belly, resting it there as Vera took in a sharp sudden breath. Joan's lips parted slightly as she breathed & smiled back down at her.
Resting her hand on the top of Vera's thigh she gently moved her fingers over Vera's mons & placed her thumb on the edge of her thigh close enough to where Vera could feel the heat from her touch enliven the aching nerve endings in her hardening clit. She responded, easing her legs apart slightly, she smiled at Joan... "oh yes, I think so don't you?" Vera gasped as Joan lowered her hand & parted Vera's legs more... With her other hand she lifted the soft silk fabric up revealing Vera's abdomen & pelvis, then breasts to the thrilling morning air & kissed Vera "Ahhhhh" she sighed with her lips parted, Vera gasped "Ohhh J-Joan" she opened her mouth & leaned her head up taking Joan's nipple into her mouth circling her nipple with the end of her tongue, while Joan began placing hot kisses over Vera's clavicles she rested her hand on the inside of Vera's thigh, rotating her fingers over her hardened clit & down her labia... Vera arched her spine up into Joan more & moved her pelvis hungrily parting her legs more "You want me as much as I want you, too? She whispered... I might say, I always am hungry for you, Vera" always wanting you naked before me like this. Vera raised & arched her back again as Joan felt her body rise she pulled Vera under her more & ran her hand up slowly as she kept her piercing gaze locked into Vera's own eyes.
"I think we need to go slow this morning, hmmm? Seen as how tired you were last night Dear" one would imagine I'de worn you out at work yesterday".... It was a big day, a lot of times Vera could have felt that she was being watched as she walked the halls, it amused her to feel that Joan seemed to appear at any moment when she was either turning a corner or alone, there she was standing looking over to Vera as if waiting for her. "I-I was feeling off sorts yesterday afternoon Joan" "We don't have secrets Vera, not us... Your body will tell me what is going on when you refuse to articulate your feelings, your body will scream in a physical way what you try to denigh me knowledge of"... There is no "secret" with "Us" you say it with your body even more when you refuse to tell me with words.
"Hmmm?" You like me touching you so softly don't you? You feel my needs, well I feel yours too... Kissing Vera lightly as she slowly parted Vera's folds, Joan felt a surge of frisson electricity shoot through her to her own clit & tenderly began to suck on Vera's nipples, she rose her face to watch Vera's response & continuing to stare into her eyes, opened them & pushed her middle finger inside along the front walls of her internal muscle as far as it would go before tapping against it, "Ohhh J-Joan" .... "You like that Dear".... "Hmmmmmmm ahhhh" ... "Relax, now .... Concentrate on my eyes, Vera" she smirked, as she pulsates Vera's deepest spot with even taps... You want more? Vera, yes? " Ohhh I want a lot more, it's not enough" "Hmmm, Vera... Joan smirked as she entered another finger, she watched Vera moan & bite her lip.... Rising not disconnecting her gaze from Vera's eyes Joan smirked & bit her lip then kissed Vera & pushed her tongue up to her frenulum & tickled the soft structure of her cheek... Vera's body jolted with pleasure ...
Joan pulled up one of Vera's legs & curled it downward opening them more, she entered another finger into Vera's folds & massaged her internal structures as she pinched her right nipple, Vera let out a heave, "J-Joan more more more, Ohhhhhh" I need you, all of you... "You have all of me Vera, right here now, I'm all yours dear".... "Ohhh, J-Joan marry me, take me away, lets runnaway from all this.... Hmmm? Is this what you were trying to tell me yesterday, Vera?... "Finally you tell me, what you mean't in the throws of ecstasy, you verbalise what I already knew & I might add was thinking too"...
Joan edged her tongue slowly back down to Vera's clit & with hot strokes she felt warm surging from Vera... "Ohhhhhhh, I'm going to-to" "To what, Vera?" "Say it, Let me see you say it, tell me what are you gone to do!"
"Ohhhh, Joan.... I'm going to Hmmmmm" "What Vera, tell me dear...." "Come" "Come" "Ohhhh goodness" "Ohhhhhhhhhhh J-Joannnnnnnnnn!"
As Vera climaxed & her body released her with jolts of passionate electricity, Joan also felt her body surge just from watching her reaction, Joan's body jolted with succession to watching Vera & her moan of release was louder than ever before... Joan slowly removed her hand & quickly reached for her lover, when she saw tears gush from Vera's eyes, down over her cheeks, tears fell... Joan scooped Vera up again into her arms with one move... "Ohhhhh no, no no, Dear what is it? What's the matter? did that cause you pain?" After a few sniffles Joan knew this wasn't about the wonderful orgasm she had just witnessed at all. "Vera?? Vera? Whatever is it?
"I need to tell you something, Joan & I need you to just listen".
"I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered & rushed... I'de say it's my own fault, but I want you so much" I want to fly us away, where there's just you & me, nobody else so we can be free"...
Joan listened, stunned... Almost holding her breathe in too long...
"If I'm asking for too much, I'm sorry..."
"Heyyyy" Joan whispered pulling Vera into her lap & rocking her as she sobbed....
"I'm in serious shit, I feel so totally lost"....
If I'm ever asking for help it's only because being with you has opened my eyes, who could believe this love would ever be such a perfect surprise! I keep asking myself, where will we go, I keep closing my eyes when I'm alone, I long to fly us away, through the sun & the rain feel your love flood over my face & let it wash away all my pain & shame... If they were to stop & stare, I don't want it to worry you or me... Because I'm feeling for you what you're feeling for me, I could no longer try to resist, I tried to forget... But it's been driving me mad, going over & over in my head"....
Joan swallowed, she had no idea how long this had been the strength of Vera's feelings, she had indeed hidden her feelings well up until this morning, Joan knew Vera loved her, deeply... But she didn't know that Vera wasn't worried about her career & all she had been worring about was her love for Joan, she had believed Vera only really cared about her career after their first disaster dinner together...
"Shh, Vera.... I know, I know now" .... Joanwhisperd as she kept rocking her... I'm sorry I should have noticed, this-this volcano would erupt & I guess I never thought it would or could possibly be so strong between us".
"We need a holiday, I'll look into it... We're would you like to go?? How about a beach holiday?? "Really would love a Beach holiday, Vera.. The ocean can soothe us both... "Hmmm, we can't leave work like that, we can't just run away in total abandon, Vera" not yet Dear ... Vera sniffed, " I know but, I had to-to let it out"
"I know now, how you feel... I wish we could just runaway too, but we can't, not yet the women need us, as a team" "Can we talk about this over lunch?" "Indeed, we will, we can decide where we want to go for our holidays too"...

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