"Our Private Life"

Summary:
With tension rising & emotions threatiening to explode through Vera's personality she confronts Joan regarding where their relationship needs correction. But is trying to talk to Joan about this a risk she has the courage to take & will it be too demanding for Joan...
Notes:
* For The one & only, Queen of Wentworth Prison & Governor of our hearts.
Written especially for the most wonderful #Joan & Vera Shipper of all, #PamelaRabe (This one's for you) next Chapter to Follow, will be *at the beach* as you requested :) you would like that as Joan...
Written also to go with tumblr link on page that some of you have seen & told me you loved, here is the story that goes with the video... :)

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3. "Soulsex by the Sea"

Chapter 3: Sincere Sensual soulsex by the Sea
Summary:
Vera is finally about to spend the most beautiful of her dreams with Joan in a weekend away full of love, where they get to really know a lot more about each other on many levels from many angles... Joan has planned a treat of a holiday full of things she would learn more from Vera through, Vera is new to the experiences & falls further, deeper in love with Joan... The hidden Joan, without constraint, the child inside that has been locked away has grown to Vera's amazement though, the young Joan still shines through... "Scratch beneath the surface, wipe away the dark soot & relish in the golden heart broken but intact".
Notes:
Hope for us all this will heal some of hurt, a story of what a love so entrancing should be...
A weekend away with the one you love so infinitely would be all our dreams come true, am I not right? I think this one will soothe myself as well as hopefully some if not most of my dedicated readers... Hope you enjoy! Kudos & constructive critiscism helps me know you want me to keep writing for you :)
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There could never be a moment so devinely connected, than that which we have already dreamed into existence" my own Quote... 
Joan & Vera set off home after being so close in the office the night before, the y got home & ended up in bed early after Joan carried in Vera's clothes & then made a simple light meal for them both they planned to leave early for their time away together at the beach the following day... They bathe together, eat a few bites before retiring to each other's arms for the night, their bags are packed, & ready & thanks to Joan thinking ahead Vera was able to tell her what things she wanted to take like the teddy she hid under her pillow, little did Vera know Joan had some more adult *toys* in her own case ready for when Vera may show interest...
 
The night is quiet, peaceful only birds can be heard as there is the hint of the sound of a light shower falling around outside the windows, letting a soft breeze into the bedroom window. Joan had laid out both of the matching silk night slips on the bed for after their shower together. White was always the colour attained to purity, although Joan was used to black more these days, she succumbed to the thought of allowing herself to show Vera she was also fond of such a angelic & purely gentle fabric that she wanted Vera to feel deeply was what attracted her to her deputy in the first place. 
Purity came with its price, it also invoked some feelings from long avoided memories for Joan, but she wanted to show Vera that she was indeed appreciative of the unique qualities Vera had shared exclusively with her.
They had gently caressed & connected earlier in the evening, a touch here, a stroke there, a kiss fervently placed along each other's relaxed muscles & a deeper unstanding between them both overtook Joan's more erotic desires to pin Vera down & frolic with her, maybe it was the sensation of warmth between two silk laden bodies, maybe it was the sense that everything they both ever wanted was now safely secured between them. Whatever it was both women felt it, in every way they felt connected as slowly Joan began yet another beautiful journey of exploration of Vera's body as she brought her to climax, Vera whispered to Joan,
"I am now more in love with you than I had dream't was possible, into existence".
Joan replied to Vera without words, she enveloped her arms around Vera's waist from behind & pulled her closer into herself as they fell asleep in sync of each other's soft breathing & the rise & fall of their bodies melted into one as they both felt the deepest connection possible. Joan had never experienced such a thing, never knew that soulsex as she had previously heard of & disregarded could ever be so real, especially after all she had learn't of sexual feelings, encounters none was as potent, as beautiful or pure in her life.
Vera, curled in tighter than ever to Joan's embrace, as Joan kissed her lips one last time before they fell into a blissful slumber. The morning arrived both still in each other's embrace the slowly woke together to the hint of sunlight coming through the curtain. Slowly without words, they smiled at each other. Joans hair was spread over the pillow slip, her skin a healthy glow & her eyes sparkled as she remembered they were needing to head of early to reach the coast in time for the day spa she had booked for both of them at 10am. 
Leaning over Vera, Joan gazed deeply into her eyes & as Vera connected to Joans soul via the chocolate pools before her she felt the morning glory of want within her nerves, tingling through her abdomen she felt butterflies flutter through her
"Do you see me Joan"? 
"Yes, my dear I do indeed"
"I feel you too, can you feel me inside you already, the wanting, longing to take you in my arms tightly & forget we are human as we tesselate again?"
"If you can feel me, then we are indeed 'soul sexing' as I've heard of, it's the deepest connection two lovers can have, something I never believed to be true until now, Vera". It's so much more than physical, mental it's so pure".
"Joan, do we- um?
"Do we what, Vera?
"Do we have time to um--- because I don't think I can be beside you in the car without wanting you to pleasure me & &--Shhhh, Vera....hmmm?? Vera, recoiled from herself, feeling inept she looked away briefly & Joan felt her scorn herself...
"Ohhh, Vera... Hmmmm" She smiled... Well, we are packed ready to go...
Vera, gazed hungrily over the hands that were now gliding over her breasts & gasped softly, moving under Joans soft embrace, Vera elongated her body's length & as Joan glided her hands over Vera's body down toward the hem of the satin slip, Vera closed her eyes & smiled... Joan, lifted Vera's slip, smoothing the silk up slowly over Vera's soft skin letting the silk smooth over her body as the tingling sensation caused Vera to quiver, revealing her lower body to the eyes that devoured her slightly built frame. Vera raised her pelvis as she arched her back & Joan seeing this smoothed her hands down between Vera's legs, slowly she eased her fingers over Vera's womanly folds, circling her hardended clitoris as she glided her fingertips over the aroused nerves with the wetness that was so very evident Vera murmured... "Ohhh Joan"...
Smiling as she watched Vera begin to climax from her stroking her 'labia minora' Joan leaned over Vera & with her teeth she levered down the string strap from Vera's shoulder & glided her her tongue, sucking on her breast as she took her nipple in her mouth & waiting for Vera to sigh again she pushed two fingers inside Vera's now pulsing entrance... As she felt Vera befin to climb she kissed her cheek & then leant over to her bedside chest & pulled out a device, "How would you like some butterfly kisses, my dear... As she giggled softly & waved the device Vera giggled & bit her lip... 
"no, no no Vera, that's my job all of your lips belong to me now"... Joan slowly eased herself up & then with the help of the silk down lower over Vera's body. She loved the feeling of slipping down with ease over Vera from the silk. Vera sighed as Joan gently Spread her legs apart & lifted Vera's legs at the knees,
"Now Vera, I'm going to treat you as though I'm your personal gynae I want you to let your legs drop to the sides" 
She lifted Vera's Legs, placing her feet together, she glanced at Vera & licking her lips she kept her eyes on Vera's as she lowered her mouth to her vulva foldsm& began to run her tongue over Vera's entrance sucking on her clitoris every few licks, Vera began to moan, as Joan placed one arm under Vera's bottom & gently Squeezed, she told Vera to watch her as she she placed the tip of the vibrator to her clitoris, Vera gasped... 
"Ohhh, Joannn!"
"Ohhh Vera watch me turn it on, watch as it lights up in my hand, this gadget has so many different settings & I thought how nice to see your response to each, hmmm?"
With that Joan turned it on, the buzzing was soft but the effect was instantaneous on Vera, she began to moan & gasp... "Breathe, dear you must not faint on me this time" she giggled... 
Vera felt she was going to burst as Joan entered the length of the vibrator into Vera, with each return Joan gently glided it deeper into Vera's now aching vaginal canal. As she watched Vera begin to move & shudder Joan reached up to Vrra's breast & circled her nipple. Vera, suddenly gasped as her body jolted she felt her muscles in her tummy contract & she let out a noise she thought had come from Joan, not herself... Joan waited until the muscle walls of Vera's internal structures had contracted as much as she could before turning off the device & gliding it from in between Vera's legs...
She gazed at Vera before reaching up & pulling her now quaking body into her arms... 
"What do you think?" Should we bring this too? Hmmm?
"Hmmm, yes I think so, I would love to use it on you though?"
"Ohhh really? Is that so? She grinned well, I have something else for myself, my dear"
"We had better get dressed, & go now I've settled that little issue, there is a beach kaftan on the chair here, you can wear it if you would like?"
They both unfurled & got up getting dressed watching each other, before Joan reached the door she swung Vera's travel bag over her shoulder, Vera picked up Joans & the left the house after checking all the locks were secure they were on their, way... 
An hours drive of listening to Joans collection full of music, they pulled in at the "Hot springs" Day Spa, with just under 10 mins to spare they walked in together... The massage assistant was waiting for them, she handed Joan two white towelling robes, nodding to Joan & glancing at Vera she smiled & took them through to the back room where the technical was waiting... Two bed like tables were a lined side by side waiting for them both... Two ladies walked into the room, telling Joan more than Vera to remove their clothes & put on the gowns, as Vera is shy Joan went over to her & undid her kaftan then handed her her robe. 
Another assistant arrived & as Joan had removed her clothes, he had asked her how her back & her migraines ad been... Joan got up onto the table, as nervous vera copied her every move, the assistant began to rub a long Vera's legs down to her feet & began to massage her feet... Joan noticed a  rather fast  arousal returned to Vera as the assistant reached Vera's feet, She took note that the reflexology points for the genitals, reproductive organs & lymphatic a were what really had Vera sighing with delight, something she planned to explore further when alone with Vera... Joan noticed a few new erogenous zones whilst watching the sensations ripple over herself from watching Vera, as she herself began to feel her own thighs clench... 
"We are going to be late for the "real deal" today at lunch Vera, but you & I surely can find we have enough...
lets really, enjoy this & get a nap in before our Buffett lunch, she smiled
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Chapter 4: The Hidden Agenda
Summary:
A continuation from last chapter, Vera & Joan are on holiday... By the sea, in a beach house for the long weekend & in the comfortably serene surroundings they connect in deeper ways that neither had thought possible...
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Candles with jasmine & Amber oils burnt away leaving the most aromatic of scents throughout the large room. Joan's eyes were relaxed she could here the sound of those around her even better now that one of her senses was calmed, so well that she heard the sounds escape from Vera as she was encouraged to relax under the massues's careful application of pressure to her spine... She smirked  to herself as she listened to Vera respond to the hands that were caressing her muscles, she would be giving Vera more massages in the future... Now she knew the most erroneous zones of her deputy & love.
Vera couldn't believe how good it felt to be touched by another's hands, it had been years since she had a massage & rarely did she have time to spare to spend on herself in this way & it was a real treat that Joan had not only booked them both in but that she accompanied her to such a luxurious activity.
Joan was enjoying the flashes in her mind of Vera's face from earlier in the morning, she loved the way Vera's wavy hair fell around her face & shoulders, the imagery in her mind of Vera responding to her touch & the sensitivity she discovered when she made love to her had given her idea's that now made her lick her lips with pleasure. As the technician moved their hands over Joan's scalp she planned the evening in her mind. The beachouse that she had booked them into was on a quiet stretch of the bay & the waves were known to come up to the back steps before receding into the foamy sand. The sky was always most beautiful late in the afternoon with gracing colours of blues, pinks & irredescent hues stretching out over the expanse had been invitingly surreal the last time she had taken the same cottage that she had reserved for their holiday.
She imagined how nice it would be to sit back in the deck chairs together enjoying the beauty of the late afternoon...
The technician eased her overly tensed neck muscles before placing a warm towel over her forehead & pressing a circle of cucumber gently to each of her eyelids. She anticipated Vera would soon be looking much the same as she felt she now did, as humorous as it was, she allowed this amusement to illicit excitement in her subconscious mind. 10 minutes passed before Joan could make out any sound coming from the table to her left & she thought she heard a snoring sound? She was amused that she had tired Vera out already & thought it good that she would be rested before the rest of the day. The technician walked back over to Joan & lifting the towel from her brow handed Joan her dressing gown as she opened her eyes she glanced around the room allowing the light in as she reaccustomed her eyes to her surroundings... 
Glancing over at Vera, she noticed for what she felt to be the first time the way her feet arched, such a severe incline in her under step was surely from wearing improper fitting shoes & she realised she had not really taken much notice before of what other footwear Vera ever wore other than the prison issue court style she herself had to wear... Something else to her list, she would give Vera a foot massage in private later... 
Stepping softly down from the table Joan walked over to the shelves lined with creams & oily lotions, she read a few before calling over the technician
"I want something for tired bruised feet, what do you recommend?"... "Well, we have a huge range but it depends on the sort of results you want, is it to treat or soothe?" 
"I guess soothe, something warming perhaps?"... "We have a lovely Amber, mint massage balm here that is great for tired aching feet" we also have the best body oils that can be used over the entire body & an intimates range as well"... Taking a bottle of the oil & removing the cap they handed it to Joan, "try it, see what you think" ... Joan tapped her finger over the top of the bottle before rubbing her thumb & index finger together, she could definately imagine how silky smooth this would make Vera's skin & images of taught leather straps slipping over her legs began to fill her mind. She could smell the amber warming up as she smoothed it over the heel of her palm... 
"What about a scrub for the bath?" The technician showed her the range of scrubs, Joan found the the exact thing she wanted, a set of body butter's & a scrub that released essential oils & giving them to the technician she said these will do nicely... Smiling to herself she placed the oil tester back in the shelf, the noise of the glass awoke Vera, who suddenly became aware of her surroundings & fluttered her eyes open glancing over & around before she realised Joan had finished her own massage she felt a hand lightly over her own. "Fall asleep there, did you dear?" Joan had walked over to her & was looking down at her, when Vera looked back she noticed how shimmery Joan's skin was & her eyes wandered over Joan's neck & chest... "I guess I was tired again"... She smirked... "Hmmm, well I'm glad you got a nap in we have a lunch booking & then we can relax after a swim if you like?" 
Taking Vera's hand Joan pulled her into a sitting position & smoothed over fingertips over Vera's shoulder & down her bare back sending noticeble shivers through her skin. She couldn't take her eyes off Vera, her skin was illuminated by the same silky glow that she presumed she had from the oils used in her own massage... gliding her hands to Vera's cheek she noticed the light sparkle in Vera's eyes there was a twinkle & the colour was piercingly arrousing, as were Joan's deep chocolate pools to Vera they felt each other's deep gaze intoxify each other... Vera was amazed with herself, the unusual sense of calm of being naked in her body in such a setting wasn't what she had ever envisioned possible before, she became aware of how revealed she was sitting the way she was & began to move in self preservation. Joan eased her fingers over the delicate skin of Vera's lips before leaning in to kiss her tenderly, "Cmon, Vera... Let's get some lunch"...
Vera waited for Joan to hand her the robe before she eased herself down from the table in front of Joan she stood & their eyes locked as they both felt the electricity ebb between their hot oiled bodies, the smell enticing them. Joan Lifted her hand to Vera's middle & glided her fingers up to Vera's breast, scooping her hand around the soft mound before leaning in to kiss her again she then circled Vera's nipple with her fingertip. Feeling Vera respond fervently, Joan stepped even closer to her & pulled her into herself, allowing the robes to fall open at both their sides, their hot oily bodies slapped against each other. Joan slipped her tongue into Vera's mouth & pulled Vera tightly against her making her step backwards on one foot. Joan glided her other hand up under the robe covering the other woman's buttocks & smoothed her hand over her rump, breaking  the kiss suddenly, Joan purred.
"Hmmmmm, hello you" she lifted her hand away & smacked Vera's bum sending a sudden shock through Vera's skin as she then gave her a good squeeze. "Later dear..." She teased her, but Vera thought fast, opening her mouth then gliding her tongue slowly up between Joan's breasts, she looked into Joan's eyes & smiled... "Really, Ohhh I was just beginning to enjoy this oily panther in front of me" she joked. Guttural sounds left Joan's throat as she felt the throbbing of her own insistent pulse between her legs erupt & the familiar jolt in her belly... "Hmmm, Ohhh I can see that my dear, but we have a lunch booking"... Vera smiled "Rebook it, for in an hours time I'm sure they can wait for their guests to have their own private entree?"... Joan knew that the technician would have heard Vera say to have the lunch rebooked & she had told them prior that unless she conjectured otherwise they were to go ahead smoothly with any plans they heard, like butlers as this weekend was to be as natural & stress free as possible, she always paid them a little extra for their trouble. 
"Oh, Vera, Vera, Vera... You are indeed trying to ruin my plans for an active weekend aren't you?"
"Mmmm, not sure what you mean Joan, this is activity... Of the coitus kind" she gasped... "Ohhh really? Well, Vera you would be surprised to know just how much planning I put into this weekend for both our enjoyment...  Joan replied...
Joan heard the click of the door shut as the technician left them alone in the massage room... They knew better than to question Joan... They would ring through to the restaurant. They knew her power, contacts & above all she was a VIP at the "Hot Springs"... On the desk, they had left a set of keys, one for the spa bath hall, one for the guest suite & another one on a leather strap they were all joined by a clasp to a diamanté go stopper. These keys were only used by VIP gold member customers in an elite club known as the "Ladies BDS & Lace Club"... 
Joan didn't exactly intend on sweepingly introducing Vera directly into the wrealm of this part of her mind on her own, unless she felt Vera wanted to advance their trust to that stage, it seemed though that to not take this opportunity would be such a devastation to physics itself... She glanced over at the desk & on seeing the familiar strap laying their, she knew she ached even more for the Gold key that unlocked her secret world once again. She glared over at the key, with want & lust, the power that one key held to unlock her deepest cravings... Ohhh she just had to have the chance to feel the power, her Jaw tightened.
Releasing her hold on Vera, Joan let her own robe fall from her tall shoulders as she turned she pulled Vera by the hand towards the desk. 
"Come, my little minx... let me treat you to something exquisite"... "My playroom, my dear is just behind that door"... Giggling unaware of Joan's intentions Vera, shuffled over with Joan's grasp on her hand... 
Joan pulled Vera toward the desk, licking her lips she picked up the keys by the leather strap & placed the glittering gobstopper into Vera's open mouth... Surprise showed in Vera's widening eyes as Joan then lifted Vera up to her hips & moved toward a Gold door knob... Taking the key from where it hang Joan then pushed it into the lock, turning the bolt, she gasped As it released & automatically opened as soft lights began to illuminate the room, Vera gazed at Joan enticingly, she nestled her face into Joan's neck & breathed warm breath into her neck Sending shivers over Joan's skin... 
"Yes, hmmmm... I know you want this too" She murmured...
The room came alive with a fountain in the corner trickling water from behind a rainbow light that changed as it turned in the centre of the ceiling, glowing spheres of colour replaced the golden glow of the entry lights & all around them were chains of different weights, leather straps, studded belts & different shapes lay amongst red satin curtains. In the centre of the room was a large round bed & harness's with stirrups hung at to each side. Joan pushed the door shut behind her, dropped the key to the floor & as she entered the room, soft opera music began to play. Vera looked bewildered at Joan & winced in the light that enveloped them both. 
"Do you trust me?" She whispered to the woman in her arms...
"Forget what your eyes are telling you dear and focus only on me, if I'm  all that matters to you, then none of these things around us are of importance it's not in the items that one yields control but in how they are used"
Vera held Joan's gaze for a few minutes before she replied with a soft murmur "Hmmhmm" was all she let leave her lips...
She wasn't sure she understood exactly what this room was, what Joan wanted to do or what her intentions were but she did know that she felt every reason to believe Joan wanted only to love her, even if that love was a bit on the tough tumble side, she knew she loved this woman & Couldnt denigh them any longer...
Joan eased Vera over to the bed & slowly leaning forward released her from her arms... She then knelt down in front of Vera & took her hands in her own... "Vera I'm going to cover your eyes briefly, if I block one sense off it will heighten the others, I want you to be able to feel me without the fear that any of the things in here could exacerbate in you seeing them! But I'll remove the blindfold soon".
Vera looked at her coyly before she lowered her face... "Joan, is this what they call kink?" 
"Well, a lot of people call it all sorts of things, but for me it's personal, it's not a game for me Vera you need to understand that it's just something about me, even if t is considered twisted my dear it's just something I enjoy, not all of it is related to only sexual orientation & it's certainly not like in the fictitious movies or at least it doesn't have to be".
Joan looked away from Vera a moment, she was thinking of the last time she had been in the room & for a brief moment her eyes hazed over... Vera noticed that she seemed slightly pained by the thought she had revisited & squeezed Joan's hand so that the brown eyes would once again look back at her own.
"Joan...? "You have no need to explain to me about when you first became involved with any of this, I only want to understand what you want me to do"...
"Ohh Vera, dear... "I was Just thinking...again, like I often do, too much of"...
"Well don't" Vera replied...
Vera looked around her briefly before squeezing Joan's hands again... "Well" She grinned "what now?"
Joan placed her hand under Vera's chin before leaning forward and kissing Vera's lips, her eyes penetratively gazing over her cheek then into her eyes "We play, however much we want or you can handle" she smirked, these things in here can take my weight Vera, they are strong enough to swing off"... "But I don't want you feeling fear, nothing in here is meant to cause terrible pain, a twinge here & there guided by trusted hands makes it special, unforgettable".
She pulled Vera up so she was standing in front of her before turning her around she ran her hands up along Vera's back, then taking the sides of the gown from around Vera she pulled it away from her skin slowly & guided her over to where 4 straps of equal thickness hung down around the bed. Standing behind The smaller statured woman she pulled two of the straps from a bar above her head & eased them one at a time over Vera's hands then secured them with soft velour over her wrists.
"Step up Vera dear" Vera eased herself onto the bed in front of her as Joan whispered in her ear... "You want me to show you don't you?" ...Vera nodded ... Joan ran her hands over Vera's nipples & down to her hips, she leaned over Vera 
"Lay down" she ordered the ordered in a low growl... 
Vera eased herself down onto the bed elongating her small frame in the middle & crossed her legs...
As Joan saw her do this she felt her heartrate quicken & smiled a wry smile "Hmmmmmm"... They won't be like that for long she bemused...
Joan reached over for another strap & ran its length down Vera's thigh before securing it to the side of the bed then she leaned forward & gazing into Vera's eyes she kissed her forcefully parting her lips with her tongue before reaching for the woman's knee & pulling it away from the other she ran her hand along the inside of her calf pushing it toward the buckle that lay in wait. "There's no time for shame in here dear"...
Joan buckled Vera's ankle then repeated the same action with her other leg, buckling it to the other side. Vera let out a giggle & squirmed at the feeling of the leather against her skin.
"Hmmm, you like this don't you Vera?" 
"Now I'm going to cover your eyes & you are only to respond to me with noises, no touching me unless I guide you to do so".
Vera licked her bottom lip before pulling it in between her teeth softly...
Joan stood & looked over the small figure in front of her, she glanced over the small perky breasts, down the waist, the hips & at Vera's soft brown hair covering her femininity & then back to her eyes As she growled softly...
She reached over to a shelf of different belts, chains, whips & buckled pieces before running her hands over the satin cloth that lay amongst them, she noticed Vera's gaze as she touched each item for a response of curiosity or pleasure on her face Before settling her hands on a long pair of leather gloves, she slowly pulled them on over her hands & up her forearms gasping in the feeling of them against her skin, she straightened her fingers inside the gloves & smiled as she saw Vera swallow hard.
Joan then leant forward to Vera & eased her left hand over her eyes, circling them a little as she did...
"Time for you to use your other senses my love" she whispered before flipping Vera onto her tummy...
Joan smoothed the fabric over Vera's eyes & tied it in a reef knot at the back Before running her hands over her hair & pulling it playfully between her fingers, causing a loud gasp from the smaller woman, she ran both her hands down slowly over Vera's back before lowering her weight against her body She lowered her face to Vera's ear & smoothed the hair away from her neck before breathing warmly into Vera's neck from behind. Then continuing to run her hands around & under Vera's shoulders as she pulsed her pelvis into her buttocks.
"Are you comfortable like this Vera?" she breathed...  Vera was comfortable, surprisingly so & let out another gasp as the sensation caused her skin to electrify beneath Joan's weight... Joan pulled Vera's shoulder's tight to herself & lowered her hands to her breasts, relishing she had left the body oil on the desk in the other room she whispered "Hmmm, I seem to have forgotten something, I'll be right back dear".
Rising slowly from Vera, Joan went back out to where they were & picking them up turned to where Vera lay waiting for her, she closed the door & slowly crept back over to the bed, taking off the cap she raised the bottle & drizzled a small amount over Vera's back & buttocks Vera surprisingly didn't move at all, before placing it on the shelf... Removing her gloves then lean't forward from a sitting position over her & began massaging the oil deep into Vera's skin over her shoulders, down her back & over her buttocks. With her thumbs she deftly circled the tops of the woman's legs & with each movement she pulled her legs apart slowly she eased her hands just millimetres from Vera's core causing her to moan softly...
Joan leaned over Vera & murmured from behind... "Hmmm, smells lovely too doesn't it?"... She ran her hands down to Vera's hips & kneeling behind her she pulled her hips up so she was in a crouch position. Revealing her most vulnerably to Joan's vision wasn't something Vera had anticipated & it made her shiver as she felt Joan's eyes on her core. 
For a few moments Joan gazed over all of Vera, she devoured with her eyes every millimetre of her body, every rise & fall... She leaned up over Vera & breathed hotly into her ear, as she gasped she ran her hand up the Back of Vera's thigh & then smoothed her fingers into Vera's delicate folded lips... Vera gasped with shock & shuddered causing the buckles to tighten As Joan began massaging her clit, she felt her arousal ebb through to her pelvis & electricity flowed making her heart race with anticipation... Joan circled the tender flesh with her fingertips & then with her other hand reached over she chose a cold metal plug, she pushed it gently inside Vera's entrance.
"Ohhh Ohhhhh"... Hmmmm, Vera moaned...
"You weren't expecting that, were you dear"...
Joan then pulled the leather straps to Vera's wrists tighter & leaned over or a short cat of nine tails... She raised it & slapped the fringes against Vera's buttocks causing her to yelp loudly, as it stunned her skin her skin flared scarlet where they had hit her. "Owwwwch" she cried out...
"Hmmmm? did that hurt really?"
Vera, sighed... But Joan continued... She whipped Vera's skin over & over lavishing the sound coming from her lover, she felt the stings as she watched the black straps hit the skin beneath her & soon her mind had gone quiet, all Joan could feel was the powerful control over Vera & the illicit pleasure of it through to her own core. 
She lean't forward again over Vera & grabbed her breast hard... "How much can you take?, How strong are you? "Do you want me to stop, Vera?" There was no reply, not a peep... Joan grasped Vera's face in her hand & kissed her, licking her lips until they parted she kissed her hard & when she stopped asked her again "Vera?, do you want me to stop?" 
Vera sniffled... Joan released her from her grasp & quickly pulled her close, "Vera, are you okayyyyy? Do you want me to stop &  undo you, have you had enough? Vera sniffed again...
"Hmmm? What's it to be? We can stop if you can't take anymore"...
"Vera, sighed... "I'm seeing things from my past, my father... He-he was violent" She sighed...
"Ohhh no, You never told me, you never told me you were heavily beaten As a child!". "Ohh no, that's not what this is, Vera" I'm playing dear, that is all".
Vera, tried to smile... Joan quickly took off the blindfold & pulling Vera to herself "Hey, Hey?.. She soothed... We can stop if you want...
"Thats just it, I don't want you to stop I don't want you to think I'm weak... I just want to stop remembering him".
"Ohhh, dear... Well, tell me what can I do to make it better? Tell me Vera, I can't have you left feeling this way"
"Vera loved being held in Joan's arms, she loved having Joan make love to her but this was frightening her, not because she was frightened of Joan or the leather but because it reminded her, it sent a video unravelling in front of her eyes, a video that competed with the love she felt for Joan & it threatened to unravel the joy of the intimate moments with her.
"Ohhh, Love.... Maybe I got a bit carried away... We can do this another time Vera or never if you would rather that it's not meant to cause you pain dear"... "How can I make it better now, right now?"
"Just love me" Joan, just love me...?? Vera looked up pleadingly into Joan's face, her hair was sweaty & her eyes deep & sincere... "Vera, my darling Vera... "I'm not sure I know how to love the same way you require, I too had a tough upbringing"... Vera couldn't believe her eyes or her ears, was Joan tearing up? There were glistening sparkles in her eyes, the rims of her eyes were red & she looked suddenly upset...
I know, you never told me anything about your childhood Joan & this may come as a complete shock to you, but I think we have a lot more in common than we imagined".
Joan pulled Vera to her chest, she Breathed in deeply & her voice quivered, "Vera I presume you are right, it was rotten for me as well... I'm sorry, I've not let you in"... Placing her hand on her own chest Joan went on "I have not let anyone in since the psychologists, psychiatric professionals destroyed my trust in people my ability to make friends on any mutual basis has been thwarted by the need for control in all situations". 
For a few moments they held each other. Joan rocked Vera slightly... They didn't speak for a while, but allowed there presence to sooth one another... 
"I guess, we can only heal together? Vera Whispered... "Ohhh, Vera... You still want me?" Even though I too am weak in Some ways?"... "Of course, Joan... Of course I do"... but... & reaching down she pulled the plug from herself... Giggling she handed it to Joan... Maybe, not like this exactly"! 
Joan smiled as she realised that Vera was right, she could exercise control at work, Vera was her equal away from work she was her loving partner & the love between them the love she felt for Vera surpassed any of her needs to have control over her. Realising this Joan also realised she could never have been in control over Vera even at work with the deep love she felt for her now, she knew that their relationship had changed. What she was afraid of was that if Vera didn't feel the need to be Joan's subordinate that she would be innefective at keeping the prison in working order... But for now, she knew only one thing, she loved Vera purely & she wanted that to surpassed any fears for her safety & ability as her deputy...
Gazing into her eyes, Vera reached up & stroked Joan's hair from her brow... "We will do this together, we will learn together, heal together"...
Getting up from where they hugged one another they silently locked the room & went for a shower, they washed each other's  back & Vera held out a towel for Joan when she had rinsed herself off, they redressed & made their way out the back door to the car... "I think we have missed lunch Vera, Joan whispered" ... We can have a late lunch early dinner though she giggled... "Hmmm, well we still have tomorrow to eat at the restaurant don't we?" ... 
"Of course we do... What do you feel like doing this afternoon, How about a swim first, then we can think what we want to eat"...
"Sounds good to me, Joan"... 
They pulled up at the resort & taking their bags went in, Joan gave the booking number & was given a shiny gold key... 
Looking over at Vera, Joan shook the key jokingly... "Hey, Vera... What do you say"...
Vera shook her head... "Later, Joan...... After the saltwater takes the sting from my rump"...
They giggled together as they made their way around to the cottage... Joan unlocked the door & went in looking at Vera she smiled... Vera opened her bag & was rummaging through looking for her swimming costume, she swore she had brought it... She had kept it for special occasions... A lovely red & blue Summer print .. Joan was changing into her black & gold bikini in front of her... "Ohhh wow, I love those on you" so sexy"....
Joan looked over at Vera & smiled... "Can't you find yours?" There was a hint of humour in her voice that made Vera very suspicious "Okay, where are they?" ... "I haven't got them, what would I do with them... Wear them on one leg, Vera??"
"Ohhh well, I could've sworn they were on the top in here?"...
"Vera, come on out the back no'one will see anyway we have a private beach to ourselves"...
"What? Really, well geez I might run up & down starkers then?!" She teased... 
"Alright well let's wear our kimono's & both go nude!" She retorted & undressed...
Joan held out Vera's blue kimono & she raised her eyebrows teasingly at Vera...
"Okay, but you have to take yours off first Joan"...
They ran out onto the hot white sand... Joan giggled like a schoolgirl as she grasped Vera's hand & pulled her toward the waves... "Ohhh glory be, look at this place! Beautiful" ...
"Ohh, it's breathtaking... Vera couldn't believe the beauty of the water & with the sun shining down the sand was a perfect contrast to the glowing froth of the waves... Running along at the lip of the surf, Joan pulled Vera with her... They both ran letting the water splash at their Shins wetting the length of the kimono's they wore. 
As they neared the point Joan slowed & allowed Vera to catch up to her... Breathing heavily she smiled at Vera... I think we need some beers don't you? Definately, they walked on over to the bottle shop & bought two six packs of Coopers before heading back, to the water... On the way back Joan stopped & suddenly put the beers down looking at Vera mischievously before running toward her, picking her up & throwing herself with Vera into the waves, they crashed into the water together laughing... It was Beautiful & cool, the water crashed up around them & Vera felt herself relax n Joanes arms... They laughed until they got their breath back, then grabbing the beers they ran to the cottage. When they got inside Joan turned to Vera & pulled her swimming costume from her bag "Haha, Got you!" ... "I knew it, I knew you had them!" 
"Well, I knew you wouldn't come with me in just a kimono, or commando so I had to correcT the situation somehow" she laughed... 
"Ohhh, you just wait... I'm going to get you later".... "Hmmm, promises, promises Vera" ... Vera pulled off the tops of two of the beers & let the tops tinkle in the sink, handing one to Joan, Vera smiled... Now to order in?... She phoned through & ordered a seafood pizza & a minara pasta that they could share... Settling back into the beach chairs side by side, neither of them could imagine a time when they were stressed at all, they smiled to each other as the afternoon closed around them & the bay. The scenery was magnificent & it wasn't long before Vera looked over & found Joan's eyes closed & her breathing steadied... She watched as her chest Rose & fell, the glow in her cheeks & the gentleness of her face... She got up to get another beer for herself & as she walked back through the door she stopped & gently kissed the sleeping woman's cheek... She looked at Joan & whispered close to her ear...
"I love you, Joan Ferguson, Governor of my heart" ...

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