Puzzle Pieces

A blog about me.
People will have fake names in order to protect their identity.

The reason why the rating is yellow is 'cause I curse a lot, and a few of the situations that will occur.

ALSO!!! MY HOMIES don't forget to leave comments, I'll try to answer back. If you ask a question I maaaaaay answer it but I will definitely respond.

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3. A Confused, Ashamed, Stalker.

I have a friend, lets call her Jade. Jade is responsible for a lot of good things in my life. Now, I'm sure you're wondering why the title has stalker at the end of it. (I don't stalk people on my free time, sit back down) 

​I Stalked Jade through her middle school years. She never noticed me (she kinda misses a few things, but she's lucky that she can do that.) I was always too scared to go up and talk to her due to rejection. 

Finally in 9th grade, I had gym class. Jade was in the same changing cubical (room with lockers separating sections of it) Her locker was on the wall and mine was making a wall up, I'd watch her change trying to think of something to say but she always finished before I was able to get it out. (it sucked, she's probably laughing I feel it) 

But later on I was standing talking to who is now an x-friend. She came up and was like: "Hey, I'm bored can I hang with you guys?" And of corse my reaction was "Fuck yeah" Why didn't I play it cool and smirk and look at her and say "Of course babe" The world may never know, jk it was 'cause I wasn't as smooth as I am now. 

Anyway, we got to talking, a few of my friends didn't like her and they decided to leave me which was fine, one of the people was a bigoted prodigious crap-face and the other was a hormonal teenage girl who didn't lime my attention not being on her. 

 Now you should probably figure out my sex by now and if not it's ok. Some people are a little slow, just try and keep up with me homie. 

Unfortunately everything I had up until the age of six was pink, don't get me wrong pink isn't a bad color. I'm just more of an electric blue, or gray, silver, or maroon type of guy (ANOTHER HINT) 

So, as my friendship with Jade progressed I was happy and couldn't stop staring at her eyes. They're as dark as dark chocolate and I loved looking at them. 

I started feeling things, that I didn't understand. Kinda like before my small drug issue in middle school (dark times) 

I was/still going through a time where/when I hated every part of my body. I was in the wrong body, people kept messing up my pronouns and I had the feels for some chick I stalked around in middle school. BUT my head was always in her lap and my hand on her thigh :3 (that's my way of showing a smirking face)* 

So 9th grade went to 10th grade and I switched schools. BUT i had been chilling with Jade for the whole time so we got closer and closer and closer. 

I couldn't see her every day like I used to because I switched schools, my sanity began to was down the drain. 

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