Dear diary <3

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Dear diary - school bullying, rich parents, keeping to herself.
Will there be a happy ending?

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10. Day 9 - Feel = screwed

Dear diary!

I feel like screaming. School sucks and I'm flunking out every class I'm taking. I'm not even there half the time and I'm a big time failure. My head hurts and even worse is that my heart hurts even more. Truth is that I allowed myself to feel. Feel close to my parents. For a month they've been sweet to me, paid attention to me like they've finally been noticing me and my existens. They allowed me to stay home from school, because they've noticed how depressed I am, even after seeing the psychotherapist. It made me open up to them about everything that's been going on with me here at home and in school. It made me feel good and special and the fact that I finally believed in my parents. It made me think better about them and their parental skills. BIG MISTAKE!!!

Just yesterday they broke every bond we've been building for the last month. They've walked all over me, like I'm no one and I was just an experiment to see how I would react to they're testing. It's so damn frustrating. They're even making me go back to school, even though I'm flunking out. I've opened myself up to them, showed them my through self and all my scars on my entire body. They've had me tested for every possible mental desease there is. They're convinced something is seriously wrong with me, and they won't even listen to the professionals. They're so close minded. It's unbelievable. 

At school everyone is laughing even more. Asking where I've been. Joking about me being a hooker and that I've been in the hospital with several sexual deseases for the last month, because I'm a hooker. They've added several names to their list: hooker, slut, whore, prostitute, kitty, sexy kitten and miss sexy slut from Vegas, which are just some of them. It made me run into the bathroom and break down. I swear that someone heard it, since it were out everywhere in no time at all. Almost every guy in school have been asking for my number to get a booty call whenever they want. YOU CAN ALL GO TO FUCKING HELL!!! HE'S  WAITING FOR YOU!!! I HATE YOU ALL!!!

XOXO - Zoey

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