Dear diary <3

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  • Published: 19 Dec 2015
  • Updated: 13 Mar 2016
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Dear diary - school bullying, rich parents, keeping to herself.
Will there be a happy ending?


9. Day 8


Everything sucks. My parents made me see this psychotherapist and he sucks. All he does is ask me "how does that feel" after everything I tell him. HE IS SO DAMN FRUSTRATING!!! I can't handle it. I've been there for two months now and it sucks every fucking time I'm there and he's such an idiot. He doesn't understand me. Just like everyone else. I've even skipped a couple of sessions, but I've been caught everytime. They've even made me go to an extra time, to make up for the psychtherapist's lost time when I didn't show up for the actual apointment. 

At school it have become even worse with the bullying agaisnt me. I told my parents the psychotherapist had to be a secret, but of course the entire school knows. But that doesn't surprise me. The entire school already claimed me loser of a lifetime, so this isn't exactly surprising to them. It's just ammunition for them to throw at me. Why is it that I'm the victim here, but I'm the one who's being punished? I don't understand. What did I do in my previous life that gives me this hell on earth in this life? I HATE MY LIFE! Even worse - my parents are trying to buy me whatever I want, when they don't know what else to do. They mistake money for love, but what's new? They aren't fit for the parenting role, but the outside world can't see what's going on, not even in school. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME!!!

I want to run away. Run so far away where no one can find me and not know who I am. Where everyone would listen to what I have to say, even when it would sound rubbish.

XOXO - Zoey

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