Dear diary <3

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  • Published: 19 Dec 2015
  • Updated: 13 Mar 2016
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Dear diary - school bullying, rich parents, keeping to herself.
Will there be a happy ending?


11. Day 10


Worst day EVER! Blood everywhere in my room! After my parents screwed me over, I've been cutting even more than usual! Even places on my body that is worse than the other. Opening up old scars. I've lost a lot of blood and I'm so not ashamed of it. I want to DIE!!! Get away from this horrible world of people who doesn't give a shit about me or what I have to offer. School is horrible. Teachers ignores me, classmates who terrorise me more than they've ever done before. I have burn marks all over my body after they've been using lighters to burn me. They're so insane and the teachers aren't doing anything. Even when I come into the classroom looking even worse than I did when I arrived in the morning. I HATE THEM!!! I HATE THIS WORLD SO DAMN MUCH!!! 

So far I'm in a mental hospital. The voices came back full force this time after they've been missing for so long. They dared me to jump. Jump out from a bridge near by our house. The worst part of that incidence is the fact that it wasn't my parents who discovered it before I jumped - it were our housekeeper who stopped me. She even told my parents, who immidiately checked me into the mental hospital, where I have to be for I don't know how long. The doctors say I have to be here until they can clear me out - to be exact - when I'm healthy again and won't cut myself or hear the voices anymore. But I don't think they can help me. It will take YEARS! I need to get out of here NOW! There are stuff I need to take care of, which I can't say right now. But it might end very BADLY!

XOXO - Zoey

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