Suicide songs

All the songs that I like that I listen to that are about suicide and cutting

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10. Suicide note

SUICIDE NOTE!...

  Staring at my food but I am not eating lying in my bed but I am not sleeping  Crying in my room and I keep it top secret cause people tell me they care but they do not mean it I'm cut open even though I am not bleeding my heart is broken so imma make it stop beating someone walks in the room and screams "he's not breathing" rushed to a hospital to have a doc treat it  But they cannot beat it there's no time at all  Cause they can not beat it there's no time at all cause I just popped some pills with some Tylenol and 3 bottles of antidepressants and zam booka 40 also got killed I didn't puke up There's no use of pumping my stomach I'll just do it again I'm a lost cause so fuck it Everyone with grudges towards me is gonna love this smiles on there faces when my death goes public Cause I'm Killing myself taking matters to my own hands I can't picture myself as a grown man I don't wanna grow up I hate change and everything is just so rearranged  My life's nothing but a disaster and time keeps going by faster t in a second all that shit won't matter fuck this imma kill myself I act happy but I wanna die thoughts of suicide keep crossing my mind on a regular basis  Going crazy cause I'm going through bullshit On a regular basis Look at me in the face, I'm sick in my eyes cause I'm sick in the mind I've been wishing to die ever since I was nine this isn't a lie I don't bitch just to whine or bullshit just to rhyme about it  I don't cry just to spit or try to guilt trip cause could give two shits about your pity  I ain't trying to get everyone to feel bad about me I'd rather dis everyone and make y'all mad at me I'm not a happy person and I ain't that liked not even by myself I know I ain't that nice But people don't understand how much I hate my life cause if they did they'd know how bad I wanna take this knife and be killing myself taking matters to my own hands I can't picture myself as a grown man I don't wanna grow up cause I hate change and everything is just so rearranged  My life's nothing but a disaster and time keeps going by faster but in a second all that shit won't matter fuck this imma kill myself I quit, I'm bailing, I'm done, I finally give up, I'm sick of failing and I'm done trying to live up to the expectations ms everyone has set for meno more relationships my friends are all dead to me My head is aching I have no energy I'm patiently waiting for the day that I can rest in peace And this medication is the reason why I don't get no sleep it's not worth taking so why's it taste so good to me They ain't my friends "you're a retard fuck up" well maybe killing myself will make you retards shut up  Cause I only do it every once in a while when I forget how to fucking smile I hate being belittled when y'all act like you're looking out for me if you were looking out for me I wouldn't about to be Killing myself taking matters to my own hands I can't picture myself as a grown man I don't wanna grow up cause I hate change and everything is just so rearranged  My life's nothing but a disaster and time keeps going by faster but in a second all that shit won't matter fuck this imma kill myself When the time comes I'll be crying then I'll have to get ahold of myself Call all my friends and say goodbye to them  Then get high and then call up all my friends again and say goodbye again and cry again  Stop crying smile find a pen write down some last words Somebody will find them when I'm in heaven looking down on them or who knows the way shit's going maybe Hell looking up on them But either way I'm watching I'm waiting for their reaction Suddenly someone walk in wait they ain't laughing they read it and start crying they actually do care I'm shocked I can't believe they're sad that I ain't there They miss me oh what a horrible mistake I've made and I can't take it back its way to late  If only I could relive my life I'd remake this song rewrite the hook and it would be like Life's shit but I'm taking matters to my own hands I can picture myself as a grown man I wanna grow up I can deal with change even if everything gets rearranged  Maybe my life's a disaster and tome keeps going by faster but now I can see that all that shit don't matter fuck that imma live my life!...
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