Secret's I'll Never Tell

"I know what your doing." Draco said, smirking at me.

"And what is that?" I answered, holding back a smirk.

"Admit it Nora. You want me." Draco said.

"Too bad that you might be right."


25. Chapter 23-Mood Swings

  Ughhhh, I thought. I anxiously waited as the time flew by. Where is he? Dead?  I thought to myself. My foot tapped against the floor impatiently with a rhythmic thud like a heartbeat. 

  I was sitting in potions on a cold, uncomfortable chair waiting for Draco to show up. The classroom, dark and cold as normal, had no bleached blonde boy anywhere. I really needed to speak to him about multiple things. For one, actually studying because last time that didn't workout so well, and two, what are we now? Friends with benefits? Boyfriend and girlfriend? Or was that just a one time thing. I sure hope it wasn't the last one because I enjoyed that kiss to much. 


  I sat all alone in the Great Hall, munching on a burnt piece of toast. It was too early in the morning for anyone else to be down here, especially because today was Saturday. But, because of the Triwizard Tournament, there was one class. It was to be with Mrs.Mcgonagall, and only the fourth through seventh years had to attend. Each house had their own class, all today, but all with their own house representatives. I was curious as to what we would be doing today, and tried to think about all possibilities there were, but was interrupted from my thoughts.

  "May I sit here?" Asked a deep, familiar voice.

  "Why'd you ask?" I replied in a questioning tone. He chuckled and his hazel eyes grazed me over and he smiled his a thousand watt smile.

  "You aren't still mad, are you?" Cedric asked, concern clear in his voice. I smiled. 

  "Nah. I mean, I cried for about five minutes, but we only 'dated' for a day and when we kissed it was like kissing my brother." I said. Cedric chuckled and picked up a scoop of scrambled eggs from a dark maroon on the table.

  "Yeah that was kind of weird." He admitted. We laughed and it felt like we were back to our normal selves. 

  "So...we good?" 

  "You know, I feel like I should be the one asking that question." He said, raising an eyebrow. I rolled my eyes and smiled at him.

  "Fine. Yeah we're back to normal." There was so much more I wanted to tell him, but I shut my mouth before the words would vomit out. I'd save those words for girl talk. 


 "Listen, I gotta go prepare for the first task, but I'll see you later, yeah?" Cedric says, standing up. I nodded and watched him retreat back to the great hall doors. I sighed and stood up, heading slowly back to the common room. My shoes clicked against the cold floor, causing the sound to echo throughout the school. 

  "Hey! Harries!" I heard a very familiar voice whisper yell. I saw a bleach blonde boy look out a small door.


  "Yeah it's me, now get your arse in here." He said hurriedly. My eyebrows scrunched together in confusion. I walked quickly in there, and Draco quickly shut the door behind us. It was pitch black in here, and I was squished against the wall.

  "Lumos." I heard Draco mutter before a small light appeared. I could see his grey eyes looking at me intently.

  "You didn't tell, did you?" He asked. I held back a scoff, but rolled my eyes. 

  "No, I didn't. Why?" 

  "Just because." But it looks like he couldn't control himself and leaned in. He grabbed my left wrist tightly and I gritted my teeth to keep from screaming at the pain. I felt my cuts open and blood slowly drip out. I kept my poker face on and looked him straight in the eye. 

  "Don't worry. I won't ruin your little reputation." I said angrily and pulled my arm from his grasp. I rubbed it gently and made sure no blood was on my robes. He scoffed and rolled his eyes. 

 "Meet me in the potions room tonight at 23 o'clock." He said roughly. I nodded before watching him walk out of the small closet. I waited thirty seconds before following his actions. I readjusted my hair and robes before walking to the Great Hall, where people had already started gathering. I saw Cedric and sat down next to him. I forced a smile at him, which he saw through easily. 

  "Don't worry. I'll be fine. There's a really small chance I'll be picked anyways." Cedric said trying to calm me down. 

  "I know but-" 

  "But nothing. I'll be fine." He spat, getting annoyed. I sighed frustrated.

  "Im just trying to look out for y-"

  "Well stop because your not my mum and you won't ever be so leave me alone." Cedric's friends looked worried as tears welled up in my eyes. Cedric turned away coldly. I nodded and got up slowly. I walked quickly out of the Great Hall so no one would see my tears falling down my cheeks. 

  Everything's just too much. My grades are slipping, my best friend could be chosen to die tonight, and I have a crush on him. 

  The one that's called me names my whole life, the one that's always been mean to my friends, made fun of basically everyone at this school, and I just can't handle life anymore. 

  The wind blew my hair back slightly as I walked down the moist grass down to the black lake. I shivered and wrapped my arms around myself. I sobbed harshly as I walked down the huge hill to the Black Lake. Tears clouded my vision, but I could clearly see the big boat that had come from Durmstrang sitting in the middle of the lake, and the cloudy gray sky just making my gloomy mood worse. I sat down on the grass and huddled myself into a ball, letting all my emotions out. I screamed bloody murder and teared the grass from under me angrily. I looked like I belonged in an insane asylum. After about thirty seconds, I calmed down and just stared at the Black Lake. 

  "Nora?" I heard a very familiar voice say from behind me. 

  "What Malfoy?" I spat, venom clearly dripping from my voice. I heard him sigh and come sit down next to me. I hugged my legs close to me and looked away. I could feel his eyes penetrating my head. 

  "Are you ok?" I stayed silent as he asked this question. 

  "Please. Just answer." I sighed and looked at him. My heart instantly fluttered and I wanted his arms wrapped around me. I opened my mouth to answer but I just started to choke out sobs and tears fell down my cheeks once again. 

  "Why do you care? All you've down my whole life is make fun of me and my friends, toy with my feelings and I just want to know what you want from me." I said quietly. I looked into his eyes which had their shield down. I could see sadness clear on his features and I wanted to comfort him.

  "Because I-" He stopped and looked at me. 

  "What do you mean you with your feelings?" He said, raising his eyebrows. Anger boiled inside me  like a volcano. 

  "You wanna know? You really wanna know? I've had this silly crush on you since second year and you've always been to bloody blind to see it," I said, standing up. He followed my actions, him towering over me by a couple of inches. 

  "I've liked you ever since second year. Your eyes, your hair, just you in general. And it's been so hard for me to admit this to myself because of what you've done to me in the past and how your words hurt so much. But I can't deny it anymore. I like you, a lot. And please don't laugh because this-" I was cut off by his lips attacking mine. My eyes were open, confused on what was happening but I caught on and kissed back. 

  Fireworks erupted in my body and sparks shot off my lips. My body had electricity flowing through out and I have never felt anything to good before. I ran my fingers through his hair, messing up his perfectly gelled hair. His lips tasted of mint and green Granny Smith apples. His hands rested perfectly on my hips and I had never once felt this sincere bliss. I felt him smile into the bliss, making me smile. Our foreheads rested against each other's and he took my hands from his hair into his hands. He intertwined our fingers and I smiled happily. 

  "I like you, too." He said. Those words were the best words I've ever heard in my whole life. I kissed him again and there was only more fireworks than last time. 
  "I would ask you to be mine but this probably isn't the best time." He said when we parted. I laughed at nodded, agreeing with his statement. 


  "Would you um...go with me to Hogsmade tomorrow?" He asked shyly. I giggled and nodded. 

  "Of course." 

  "Great. I'll meet you at the front of Hogwarts tomorrow at noon." He said happily. 

  Wow my mood has changed completely today. But why do I feel like my mood swings aren't over today?


  "Cedric Diggory!" My heart stopped in my chest when these words came out of Dumbledore's mouth. I saw Cedric get up happily and met Dumbledore at the front of the room, who congratulated him and Cedric left without even glancing at me. My heart shrank in my chest and I felt like I couldn't breath. I looked at Seamus, scared as heck. Seamus looked at me, sympathy clear in his eyes. Scar looked the same way. I wanted to scream. Scream so loud aid make everyone's ears bleed, but I couldn't. I couldn't muster anything to come out of my mouth. After dinner, I went to bed without a word, Hermione not bothering to see what the problem was, seeing she was very focused on her potions homework. 

  I cried and cried until my eyes were dry and after that I just stared blankly at the ceiling. I smiled at the thought I just head come into my head. I should have my own TV show. I would name it...

Nora's Mood Swings.


A/N: HEY GUYS BIG UPDATE ARENT U PROUD OF ME!! Sorry for not updating in a while school has just been HORRIBLE the past couple months so I'm trying squeeze in updates between everything. Thank you! -Lenora


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