Meaningless Poems

poems that i scribble into my notebook around 3 am

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4. terror

(im copying this from two captions i wrote on instagram a while ago instagram: devon_lyric 

 

it terrifies me to know that we live in a world run by money and that we all want it but few of us have it. it terrifies me to know that my mental issues influence others' opinions on me. it terrifies me to know that i am less than a subatomic particle in this gigantic universe. it terrifies me to know that i am young and i will grow old and my childhood will wither away. it terrifies me to know that my face will change and so will my body. it terrifies me to know that one day i will be a rotting corpse in a casket long forgotten. it terrifies me to know that i am alive. it terrifies me to know that i am just one person out of nearly 8 billion, for i do not matter when it comes to statistics: I'm no more important than anyone. it terrifies me to know that i am just me. it terrifies me to know that i won't ever matter to those who don't know m. it terrifies me to know that i live around people that barely know me. it terrifies me to know that life is a choice. it terrifies me to know that there is life and there is death. it terrifies me to know that everything go wrong at any moment. it terrifies me to know that i could be the reason it goes wrong. it terrifies me to know that lots of things are my fault. it terrifies me to know that everything is so easy to end. it terrifies me to know that these memories won't fade as fast as these scars on my mind do. it terrifies me to know that death is inevitable. it terrifies me to know that i will, without a doubt, be forgotten. 

 

(d.s)

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