Mr Heartbreaker

Hi I'm Kayla Braun. Yes, Scooter's daughter. Girls say i'm lucky to have connections with Justin Bieber, but I think not. I have an amazing boyfriend, Nathan Kayne (which by the way, is a normal high school student that goes to my school). Or I though he was...

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Hello readers! Chapter 2!!!!! 

Hope you enjoy!

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Kayla's POV

"Hello?" I asked, speaking into the phone.

"Umm hey Kay.. now is not the time to ta-" Right when he was about to finish, a girl in the background noise was saying something like, call her back later babe, come back. I was pissed.

"Where are you?" I asked, getting angrier.

"Babe this is not the time" He said

"Wait.. what was that?" I asked, trying not to burst out with tears on the phone. He didn't answer.

"NATHAN?.. ARE YOU CHEATING ON ME?" 

"I can explain.." Before I let him finish, I hung up.

I started crying..bursting out in tears, trying to reduce my level of noise because I didn't want to grab attention. I ran out of the buffet room and into a random one in the building. We were on the highest floor, 32 and the scenery was beautiful, something that me and Nathan would enjoy on our da-.. Wait what? KAYLA WAKE UP he cheated!! Why me? 

When I finished crying, I sat on a chair, looking out of the windows, into the beautiful scenery, all alone, in a dark room. Or alone at least I thought... "Hey are you okay?" Of course, it had to be Justin, the 2nd last person I would ever want to talk to (the first is Nathan btw).

"Yea i'm fine" I said while standing up.

"Ummm.. I saw you leaving and your dad got worried and asked me to check up on you" He said while walking towards me.

I don't know what came to me but I just hugged him. My arms were over his waist, and his were over my neck while I could feel him breathing into my hair. I felt calm when I smelt him. 

He then pulled away.. "Don't" I said. And he listened. We just stood there for minutes until I broke the hug, looking into his honey brown eyes, I just stared at him, and he stared at me too.

"Hey umm.. you can tell me anything you want..as in..umm you can always count on me.. I know it sounds cheesy and all but.. umm" He stuttered.

"Yea I get it" I said. I stopped crying because I was at the point where I couldn't anymore.

"Umm.. Do you want space?" Justin asked.

"No..just please stay with me for a moment" I said while I sat down on the floor, and he followed after me. He leaned on the pole for back support and I put my head on his chest.

"Why me..?" I asked him. "Am I not good enough for him? I'm so stupid I should have known, I should have treated him better, I should have been a better girlfriend!" I said crying in his chest.

"Don't say that Kayla.." He said while taking the strand that was covering my face and tucked it behind my ear.

​We just sat there.. for an hour.

 

Justin told my dad I wasn't feeling so good and he brought me home. All I was thinking about was the feeling of wanting to cut. Nobody knew my habit, except for my mom. Who died a few months, almost a year back. I stopped cutting when I met Nathan, that's why he means so much to me.

When Justin pulled into our driveway, he looked at me. "Are you okay?," He asked. 

"Yea." I lied.

"Well call me if you need anything, or if you want me to stay if you are feeling lonely." He said as he placed his hand on my shoulder.

"Yea, thanks," I said opening the car door and walking into my house. The moment I got in, I ran into the bathroom and got my razor I use for shaving. Before I started, I looked in the mirror asking myself, do I really want to do this again? Once I do it there's no turning back, it'll turn into an addiction and I'll go to rehab, again. Last time my life was messed up, me and my mom had to lie to my dad about me staying at grandma's for 2 months. If he found out, I would be in so much trouble. 

But again, what's the harm? I promise I'll just do it once and never try it again, but that's what I said last time. I got all the negativity away and was shaking, right when I was about to, Justin barged in.

"Put the razor down." I could see the worry in his eyes.

"Why should I?" Why does he always have to ruin everything? Dad never spends time with me anymore and doesn't even realize my depression because he is so fixed on this dick. It's like dad never cares about me anymore, mom was there for me when dad wasn't, and that was all because of Justin.

The next thing I knew, Justin tried grabbing the razor, but my quick, but stupid reflects swung it on his arm, cutting him.

"Oh my gosh, I am so sorry Justin, it was on accident," I said, concerned. A lot of blood came oozing out, and I quickly wrapped it in a towel and took the first aid kit off the shelf and started treating him the way I did to myself when I cut.

"Hey, its okay," He replied as I start crying. I can't believe I hurt someone who was trying to help me, yes he was the reason why me and dad drifted apart, but I couldn't believe the jealousy within me got to me.

After I treated him, he was tired. I can't believe he lost so much blood. Actually I can, I stabbed him so hard. I let him sleep on my bed since it was the least I could do, the couch was uncomfortable to sleep on and dad will freak out seeing Justin on his bed. 

It was already 11pm and dad wasn't home yet. I was exhausted and stressed out. I just needed to rest and cool down. I stuck a sticky note on my door saying that i'm asleep already and locked the door, in case dad is worried.

I took a nice warm shower and didn't even try cutting. The guilt got to me when I looked at the razor.

After showering, I changed into an oversized tee and some leggings, since it was cold out here in Los Angeles.

I turned around to see a peaceful sleeping Justin. "I'm sorry Justin, I don't know what came to me. I didn't mean to hurt you, I was hurt, and I put the blame on you, I wish I could turn back time and not be so stubborn and put the razor down, I'm so stupid, but you are asleep, so..ummm, goodnight." I whispered.

"It's alright," I turned to him, shocked that he was actually awake.

I didn't bother to say another word, and soon, drifted off to sleep.

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