No such thing as Happily Ever After

We had such a perfect, fairy tale love story. Well, more like fan-tale story. We were from two different worlds, yet we knew everything about each other. I thought that meant we just had to have a perfect love story, no worries whatsoever. God, I was so wrong. There's no such thing with a celebrity.

Cover by Danielle Cullen


3. Everything has to change.

The day before Valentine's Day was the first time I ever cried on camera. About a guy, nonetheless. It wasn't even for a bad thing; it just made me feel so lucky.

Nate was standing behind my camera as I recorded a motivational video for my subscribers. I knew a lot of them were going to be alone, and I used to be another girl, staring as couples exchanged gifts to one another. 

"Hey everyone," I said, waving. I had gotten used to the glare of the camera a while ago, so I stared at it with ease. "It's Eran here, and today I am going to talk about the day most single people hate."

I smile as Nate snickers behind the camera, making me realise that this is the first Valentine's Day that I have a boyfriend.

"I used to be single," I state, looking back at the camera. "Actually, I haven't ever had a boyfriend until now. Why, you may ask? It's because I never felt I needed one."

Nate looked surprised at this. I'd never told him this, simply because I thought it was irrelevant. That was my past, and the past is something I want to escape.

"Nobody really does. If you do find someone though," My lips form into a grin. "Try it. I did, and everyone has seen what that does. It gave me this amazing man, a man who has helped me. Wether it be through a screen or face-to-face, he always makes me smile and laugh and everything I wasn't."

I wipe away a few tears that escaped from the corners of my eyes. "I wasn't, because I never let myself be. I forced myself away from anybody that could ever give me happiness. Nate was kinda a mistake. I never knew anything like what's now, would happen."

"I love him, you guys." I choke out, grinning at him. "He's my happiness, my everything. I wouldn't be who I am right now without him."

As I finished up, Nate was just sitting on the chair in the corner of the room, and I finally had enough and sat on his lap right afterwards.

"I love you, you heard that, right?" I ask him, brushing away his fringe.

He nods his head, looking at me. "Yes. I could see if to. Your eyes lit up when you talked about it."

I smile a little. "Really?"

"Yeah. It's really unique, love is. You don't really notice it until you're staring it right in the face. The peak, the point where you can't stop worrying about someone."

Slowly, he moves his thumb around my cheek in circular motions. "I love you too, Eran. Till the end of the earth, I'll love you."

That night, I felt great. I felt whole. Yes, that seems so wrong now that I look at it, to need a guy to make me feel whole. Really though, it was just the pure happiness I felt with him that kept me in one piece. His whole person made me fill with joy and made me feel alive.

This was the biggest change I had ever experienced. Going from unloved to loved, not knowing about love. It can destroy you.

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