"Everything is contingent, and there is also chaos."

Contingent (Adjective):
1. Dependent on something that is uncertain
2. Something that may or may not happen; possible


10. Chapter 9: Keep Hidden

Lou P.O.V.

"I'm going to pass out the graded tests. Some of you did excellent and some of you didn't do so well," the teacher explained.

The teacher handed my test back and I failed! What? How did I get this grade?!? I hate myself!

I woke up all of a sudden and hit my head on the top of the bunk. "Fuck!" I said. Oh it was just a dream. Nerd problems ugh! Wait, what day is it?!? I checked my phone and it was like seven in the morning on Saturday. Ok phew I thought it was like Monday.

Luke starts to move. I woke Luke up. My stupidity and me has to wake up Luke.

"What happened?" He questioned in a raspy voice.

Wow, I'm so stupid aren't I? "I just had a bad dream. Sorry for waking you up."

"It's ok. What was the dream about?" He looked at me with his bright blue eyes.

Seriously, I need to explain the stupid dream that I had. "You're going to think it's stupid."

"It's not stupid. C'mon just tell me."

"Ok. I just had a dream that I failed a test. I guess I'm just worried about a test coming up. There I said it."

"You're one of those smart girls aren't you?"

"You're really getting into that 'get-to-know-you' thing huh. I'm not answering that. Anyways what are our plans today? Because I suspect I'm literally allowed to be here."

Luke smiled and his one dimple showed. "I am really trying but ok. I don't know, but you're the bad girl here."

"Really, bad girl? Luke you said you were going to 'figure everything out in the morning.' By the way, are we the only ones awake?"

"Sorry, but it's not my fault I needed to bring you last minute on our tour bus. And here we are. We usually wake up later."

"Stop it." I stuck my tongue out and kissed him. Luke is so irresistible. "What do you guys usually do in the morning?"

"Well usually the bus is parked close by the hotel and when we wake up, we check in and shower there. Afterwards, we go out and eat breakfast."

"Ok cool. I got the plan. When we go to the hotel, the bus has to be parked at the back entrance. I get out of the bus first and enter the hotel at back entrance. You guys go in the hotel through the front like you always do. Once you get the room number, text me it so we can meet up at the room. You guys take the elevator and I'll climb the stairs. This is so that no one, especially the fans, will know about us."

"Lou, you just answered the question I asked you before."

"Smart no. Sneaky yes."

"Oh I see. Let's get ready."

We both climb out of the bunk quietly. I went to go change into the clothes I wore yesterday in that lounge again. I look such like a fangirl. A fangirl with awesome boyfriend. I don't want the Fam to find out because it's all of a sudden and I want to introduce the fact to them slowly. The Fam are my people I feel them.

Wait? Hold up! Luke hasn't asked me to be his girlfriend? It's not even official between us yet! He better ask soon or there's going to be some problems!

When I was ready, Luke was ready too. He was wearing all black. A black shirt, black skinny jeans, black shoes, and a beanie.

"Is that Calum's?" I asked.

Luke answered,"Shh.. Yes it is how'd you know?"

"I don't know. I've been in your fan base since like forever and all I hear is Calum saying that you steal his beanies all the time."

"Wow, sometimes I got to remind myself that I'm with a fan."

"Wow, sometimes I got to remind myself that I'm with a band member."

"What ever."

"What do we do now? No one's awake."

"I don't know what do you want to do."

I mimicked him. "I don't know what do you want to do."

He continued, "I don't-"

"If we're going to just continue this we might as well just sit down."

We sat down on a couch in the back lounge. Luke put his arm around me. How? Like how is possible?

To be honest, I'm not one for the love stuff. I can say that I'm a bit reckless and forget how people would feel. I'm such a mean person. That's why you won't see dating all the time.

But Luke brings out a soft side or another side of me. I can't resist it. He's just so sweet that I can't be mean with him. 

Luke asked, "Why aren't you open?"

"What do you mean 'open'?'" I said.

"Like you don't talk as much."

"Oh, I just don't. It's either because I have nothing to talk about or I'm shy. Then again, I don't just blurt out my whole life story, people have to ask me in order to get that. Once they ask me, I answer them as honestly as I can. Just want people to solve my endless puzzle." Shit, I said something kind of stupid.

"I never thought about it that way. Are you shy of me?"

"I don't know. Actually, don't listen to what I just said. I think too much and that's a bad habit."

"I see that." Luke got up and went to get his guitar. "Want to hear a song?"

I've been hanging out so much with 5SOS that I forgot that they could sing and play instruments. Or I probably have short-term memory? "Yeah, of course."

Luke sang a song for me. I remembered that when I first went into the fandom, I literally started to watch every video one their channel. Luke's covers were the best and when the rest of the band formed the covers were even better. Then, they started just started to grow! How did this turn into this?

Anyways, Luke sang so amazing! "Did anyone tell you you're so talented? I know tons of people say the same but you are!" I complimented.

He responded, "You don't have to say that." He gave me a cheeky smile and set his guitar down. He came towards me.

I followed his act by leaning towards him as well. We pressed our lips together again. This time I was cornered on the couch and his body was on top of me. His body was warm and his legs were intertwined with me. His hands were on my waist while mine were around his neck. His hands began to move downwards until they reached my ass. My hands found his hair and removed his beanie. My fingers tousled his blonde hair in different directions. 

His lips lingered on down to my neck. I felt his hot breathe on my skin giving me tiny kisses. He soon started to suck the skin on my neck. I let out a small moan. 

He began to move upwards to the back of my ear where he gave me more kisses. His lips lifted away and his hot breath was still on me. His face was right next to mine. He whispered in my ear, "You're mine now." He lifted away from me. We got lost in each other's eyes. 

"Good morning!" Ashton exclaimed as he walked in. "What are you guys doing?"

I answered, "Morning Ash! Nothing!"

"Yeah nothing!" Luke added.

"Why now? Can I get more sleep?" Mikey complained.

Calum questioned, "Why are you wearing my beanie?"

"Because I can," Luke replied.

Cal added, "You probably stole my underwear too!"

"You have to wake up, Michael!" Ash said.

"But I don't want to!" Mikey continued.

Everyone was literally fighting: Calum and Luke, and Ashton and Michael.

"Oh my god shut up guys!" I shouted. Everyone fell silent. "Ash, don't force someone to do stuff. Mikey, it's the morning just wake up. You're acting like a lazy ass. Calum, sharing is caring. Luke, you have to ask before you take."

"I really don't like her Luke! She's so fucking mean! Why'd you have to bring here?!" Michael commented.

That offended me, big time. "Um...I'm just going to go to the front lounge. So I won't bother anyone."

I left and sat down in the front lounge. I could hear heavy metal music from the front. The tour bus driver is cool. 

I looked out the window and thought for a while. Luke came along just to comfort me. He's so sweet and nice but I just think that the band doesn't like me at all. 

Luke said, "Are you okay?"

"Yeah, I'm fine," I answered. "Just curious, why me out of all fans?"

"It's really hard to explain. I just saw something in you," replied Luke. "What were you thinking about? I saw you looking out window. Looked like you were in deep thought."

"I was thinking about when I was younger and I would go on road trips with my family. The road reminds me of paths in life. First, you have to pick where you're going. Then, along the way you keep going just to get to that one destination. Anyways, I always thought that any kind of trip was fun and exciting. I love traveling."

"Wow, you have a lot on your mind." He teased me.

"Shut up."

"Just kidding." He chuckled. "I travel to a different place every day. I get you."

"You travel every day and that's amazing. You know what place I've always wanted to travel to?"

"What place?" He made a puffer fish face at me. 

I giggled. "You're really trying to make me feel better and it's working! I've always wanted to travel to Paris. I don't know, but I just want to go there." Luke continued to do funny faces at me. "Stop it, Luke, you're killing me!" He kissed me on my check.

• • •

We are finally at the hotel and the bus was parked at the back like we planned. Ashton asked us what we were going to do and I told him the same plan I told Luke.

Before I left the bus, Luke stopped me. "Lou, you should wear my sweater because you're wearing our shirt," he explained.

I said, "Oh yeah. Look who's smart too." I gave him a small smirk.

He handed his sweater and I put it on. It's oversized, but good enough too cover-up any sign of 'fangirl' on me. Luke pulled the hoodie over my head and said, "I'll meet you later ok."

I nodded and left the bus. I went into the building from the back entrance. Inside there were lots of Fam members waiting just to meet the boys. I hid my face from them as best as I could and went into the stairwell waiting for a text from Luke.

What's weird is that I'm hiding from the Fam when I should be with them fangirling too. I'm going to repeat myself again: the 5SOS Fam are my people! But now I'm just here in the stairwell looking out the small window to see if they're here yet.

I hear some of the Fam get louder and I know they're in the building. The best part of the Fam is that we don't mob. I saw that 5SOS were taking pictures with the Fam and giving autographs and all that good stuff.

As I look out of the small window of the door, some of the Fam notice me. One of them took a picture before I could cover my face. Shit, if they find out, I'm done.

Luke finally texted me: Our rooms r 502 and 503

Okay here I go. The rooms are on the 5th floor so I think this is going to be easy. I run up the first few flights of stairs, then I starting walking. By the time I was almost there I was literally crawling on the stairs. Why does there have to be so many stairs?

I finally reached the top and I'm laughing at myself. I was crawling on the stairs like a dumbass.

I find Room 502 and knocked on the door. Luke opened the door.

"Hey! You look tired. What happened?" Luke said.

I answered, "Heyz! Stairs. Stairs are the cause."

He hugged me and then stole a kiss. "Yup, I can see that."

"Can you guys just stop? Reminder, I really do like her, Luke, I really do," Michael said sarcastically.

I responded, "Well then, I'm just going to take a shower." I really do feel like I don't belong here. Luke makes me comfortable with the band, but Michael makes me feel not welcome. Sometimes, I want to just be in my apartment and fangirl and just be alone like didn't even meet them.

Luke P.O.V.

While Lou was in the shower, I was having an argument with Michael.

"Why do you have to be like that with her?" I questioned.

Michael exclaimed, "Because she fucking screamed at us in the bus!"

"Everyone was fighting and she just wanted order! Say sorry to her and give her another chance! She's only been with us for a short!"

"Fuck you, I'm not doing that!"

"What the fuck!"

"Okay I'll say sorry. Just kidding! You thought!"

Michael is so rude to her. She's still adjusting to this.

Lou P.O.V.

I come out of the bathroom all clothed and my hair brushed. I'm still wearing the clothes from yesterday. I really need to go back because I look horrible!

It was Luke's turn to shower, so it was just Mikey and I.

Mikey started, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean say those things."

"It's okay," I said.

Then, Mikey looked at me weirdly as if something was wrong.

"Is that a hickey?"

"What? Where?"

"On your neck, right there."

I went to the mirror to find a dark mark on my neck. How'd that get there? Oh yeah! No wonder Luke told me I was his! I'm so stupid! Damnit now I got to hide it. " I think so? I mean that I didn't know about it now. Just pretend you never saw it, ok."

"You guys made out on the bus? Eww! But, damn he really likes you. Okay I will, but stop being such a bossy pants."

"Yeah we did and thanks."

Soon, Luke came out of the shower dressed. It was Michael's turn. 

Luke's hair was damp and he started to style it up. 

Luke began, "Lou, I was thinking I could stay over your place for like a day. We have a two day break."

"Yeah! Of course you can stay over," I said excitedly. 

"Ok, I'll get myself some clothes to stay there."

• • •

We were all ready to go eat breakfast. Ash and Cal came over from their hotel room. Just like last time, I told that I would go the car first through the back exit and they would leave from the front exit.

Luke told me to be careful as I left the room. I took the elevator this time because I don't want to go through the pain of going down the stairs again. I go out the back exit and get into the car where I told the driver to pick them up front.

They came in once we got to the front and we went to a diner to eat. We literally ate a lot. I was so hungry my plate was clean. 5SOS ate a lot too. All I can say is that there were tons of pancakes and we kind of played with the food too.

"Wait how do we get back," I said.

Luke answered, "I don't know."

I thought for a while and remembered there was a train station nearby. "There's a train station around here and I know that one of the stops are near my apartment."

"Sounds good." Luke turned to his band mates. "I'll come back tomorrow guys."

We said bye to the band.

As we walked to the train station, I felt something grab my hand. I looked down to our tied hands and looked up to give Luke a huge smile. 

"You're my princess, you should know that."

"And you're my penguin. You do know that you're still Luke Hemmings. You should take your sweater back, so that you can hide yourself."

"That's true, but I like it on you."

I took off his sweater and handed to him. "If anyone sees you, they're going see me. Which means they're going to know about us."

"Calm down. Everything is going to be ok."

"Ok, I'll just chill man. That sounded stupid." I started to laugh at myself. 

We went into the station and waited for the train to come. No one was staring at us, which was a good sign. Oh wait, I was wrong. This girl looked at me and saw my 5SOS shirt. Then, she noticed Luke. Shit! We got caught! I elbowed Luke to let him know. She pulled out her phone the same time the train arrived. Luke and I were still holding hands as we ran inside the train before she could take a picture. I think she didn't. I don't know!

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