"Everything is contingent, and there is also chaos."

Contingent (Adjective):
1. Dependent on something that is uncertain
2. Something that may or may not happen; possible


9. Chapter 8: I shouldn't be here

Lou P.O.V.

We went all the way to back where the back lounge and the bunks were. Calum and Michael were already there. Michael was watching a movie and Calum was in his bunk using his phone.

Calum had a puzzled look when he saw me. "Hey Lou is here again," he said.

Mikey came out of the lounge. He questioned sarcastically, "What is she doing here? When Ashton comes, you're in trouble Luke, you dumbass!"

"Shut the fuck up Michael! Ashton isn't going to do anything!" Luke shouted.

I just stood there clueless of what to do next. I want to be here but don't want to be here. 

Ash came in. Ooo Luke is going to get in trouble. I'm just guessing because that's what Mikey said.

"Whoa, no swearing! Um...Luke, why is Lou here?" Ashton asked.

Luke answered, "Uh...I thought it was a good idea."

A good idea. Yeah right, this fucker made-out with me in his dressing room. He mesmerized me and here I am. I shouldn't be standing here quietly. 

"We're traveling to another city and you just bring her here like we're not busy." Ashton shot a long look at Luke.

"Since I'm just standing here, I'm just going to say that it's part my fault too. I came because I didn't know better. I can't say more than that," I explained.

"It's ok Lou, I'm just worried about-," Ashton told me. 

"Lou won't cause any trouble. She'll sleep with me in my bunk and in the morning we'll figure something out," interjected Luke.

"Sounds good to me," Ash agreed.

That whole time we were talking, Mikey and Cal were just staring at us with suspicion. Nothing really happened between us, we sort of kissed and stuff and yeah. I can't right now!

The bus was already moving and there was no turning back now. Everyone went back to doing their normal things. Michael was watching a movie in the back room. Calum was in his bunk on his phone. Ashton was in his bunk too using his laptop. Luke and I were still just standing there looking at each not knowing what to do next. It was getting late and it was around 12 in the morning.

I commented, "It's going to be uncomfortable for me to sleep in these clothes."

"Just wait in my bunk and I'll get you something," Luke responded.

As Luke left, I went in his bunk like he told me. It was a top bunk, a bit small but very comfy. I also found a stuffed penguin. Aw, he still sleeps with a stuffed penguin and he's like 24.That's cute!

Luke came back and found me hidden in his bunk. He handed me one of his shirts and pair of his boxers. I'm wearing that?

"You can dress up in the back lounge over there," Luke directed, "oh, Michael isn't there any more I kicked him out."

I giggled and he smiled when I did. "Ok thanks," I said. I smiled at him and then went into the lounge.

I closed the door behind me. In the room, there was a DVD player and other electronics. It was a bit messy too. Windows also surrounded the back of the room. I could see the shining lights of the cars and the dark of the night. 

I changed into the clothes Luke gave me. They were oversized but comfortable. They were covered in his scent, which smelled amazing. 

I decided to chill for a moment and sat down. I looked out at the open road. I can't believe I'm in 5SOS's tour bus! This is too crazy! Why am I here? I don't deserve to be here.

When I was done, I came out of the room to find that the lights were out. I went to Luke's bunk where he was waiting for me. He was shirtless and in his boxers, cuddled up under the covers. It was a tight space, but worth it. His skin touched mine. I was on the inside while Luke was on the edge. He held me close on his bare chest that felt so warm. 

He whispered, "I wanted to tell you this entire time but couldn't."

"Why did you go through all this trouble for me?" I questioned.

"Because I want you in my life. You're beautiful. You're sweet. There are so many reasons. I just need you." He smirked. "I want to get to know you better."

I couldn't help but smile. 

He continued, "I know you keep everything in."

"Wait, still remember what I told you Tuesday?" I questioned.

"You thought I wasn't listening. You were upset at yourself how could I not?" 

"Then that means you're the only one that knows."

"We'll keep it that way. I'll be here always. I'm your escape. I want to be yours."

I just smile in agreement, speechless of what to say next. I'm done with life! Our lips met again, but only for a short time before we went to sleep. I closed my eyes and I felt him hold me in his arms as if he didn't want anyone to steal me from him. Today was awesome.

Luke P.O.V.

She's in my arms and I stroke her curly hair as she's sleeping. Then I hear Cal calling me from his bunk. 

He shined the light from his phone in my eyes. "Hey! Luke you still awake?" Calum whispered.

He scared me a bit. Was he awake this whole time? I flipped him off. "She's sleeping turn that off!" He did as I told him too. "Yeah, what time is it anyways?" I answered.

"I don't know. I think it's going to be two in the morning. I heard you guys."

"Oh ok. Wait what?"

"You guys are cute. You really do like this girl don't you?"

"I can't really say no."

"Aww Lukey in love."

"What are you guys talking about?" Mikey joined. He must've woken up because of light Cal shined at me. 

Ash interrupted, "We're supposed to be sleeping. Lights out! Mikey that includes any video games you have."

"Good night," Cal said.

"Nighty night!" Mikey responded.

"Why are you saying nighty night like what is that?"

I interrupted, "Well it's sounds cool to me."

"Ok, goodnig-" Mikey spoke.

"Good night guys! Can you guys just be quiet?" Ashton said.

I whispered loudly, "Gernert ashtern, calerm, mercherr."

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