Besides Remy and me, you know...The marauders kept me entertained. James was in detention every other day. Sirius didn't talk to Remus for a month after the news. He talked to me rarely. There was one thing I remember that I regret from year three.
I was following close behind Sirius while Remy had stopped at the library. "Sirius." I said.
He turned around, "What." he had a look of pure annoyance on his face. I felt pain. And I let him see it. I turned around and began to walk away, then I made the mistake.
I turned around. Sirius still had the look on annoyance, then his eyes softened and looked sad. I tried to keep walking but my feet wouldn't budge. He began to walk toward me, and he grabbed my wrist. He pulled me up the steps and I tried to pull away. When we got to the seventh floor he took me to a corner hidden behind a statue and pressed me against the wall. Our faces were literally inches apart. "Listen, I-I know that you made a decision on who you wanted to be with but-" He stopped at put his hands to his face. I sighed and looked at the crack between the statue and the wall, I could see no one walking except a few strands of students that were late for class.
I felt my head being clutched and forced to look into Sirius' eyes. I could see the pain and regret in them. He pulled my head toward him and kissed me. Hard. He pushed me back against the wall again and kissed me.
I regret this because, well, I didn't try to stop him. In fact after he kissed me the second time I might've kissed him again and maybe there was some- who am I kidding, there was definitely tongue involved. He grabbed my legs close to my butt and picked me up, I wrapped my legs around him and put my hands in his hair. He was an amazing kisser, I wanted more from him, but I knew I had to stop myself. Even if I didn't want to. I stopped Sirius when he started to put his hands down to far.
"Stop." I said breathing heavily. "What am I going to tell Remus?"
"Nothing. Nothing, I'll take the blame, I do love you Mel. So I'll let Rem be mad at me and not you. You just got together and after all I was the one who brought you here."
"No, Sirius you can't do that. You remember what happened last time you two got into it?"
"Yes, I do. But I won't let my stupidity destroy your relationship."
"But I kissed you back, I did more than you did."
"Shut. I don't care, Rem will be upset either way the story comes out."
"No-" Sirius pushed me out from behind the statue.
"Go to class. I'll consult James."
"Go." He walked away from me. I sighed and brushed my hair from my face. What was I going to do?
The night all of this had happened, Sirius, Remus, and I all were sitting in the Common Room, alone. Everyone else had gone to bed. I was too nervous so I just said, "I'm going to bed, night good.-erm- I mean goodnight." I began to walk up the steps to my dorm when I heard someone say, "Wait." It was Remy. He had his arms stretched outward and I went back and gave him a hug. His icy blue eyes met mine and he bent down and kissed me gently on the lips. I felt even worse when he did that because he didn't know that just a few hours earlier, my lips had been kissing one of his best mates. Speaking of him, I looked over to him and said, "Goodnight." he winked as of to say I'll tell him when you're up there.
I walked into my dormitory and sat down and waited. Then I heard someone walk up the steps halfway and say, "Mel?" it was a shaky voice. Tears began to fill my eyes as I slowly got up and walked to the door. I opened it. Halfway down the steps stood a teary eyed boy with red streaks down his face. "How-? Why-?" I couldn't think of anything, literally, my mind was getting foggier by the minute until everything went black.
I woke up in The Hospital Wing. Remy was still puffy eyed but he was holding my hand. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." I started to cry.
"Don't be, I knew Sirius still liked you, I knew it was bound to happen. But, I'm not willing to lose you that quick. You couldn't get rid of me if you tried."
Whatcha think? I think that this book is coming along nicely, also who do you ship? Melius? or Relanie?