My name is Toby Rodgers.
I have Tourettes, Insomnia and CIPA (congenital insensitivity to pain anhidrosis)
I guess i'm lucky to be alive.
But sometimes the voices in my head make me decide that i'd rather be dead.


1. Toby

Sometimes I twitch uncontrollably without realising.

It's my Tourettes, which make me do this, and they also happen to make me stutter and say things that I really don't mean.

I have insomnia as well, which stops me from sleeping peacefully, don't even ask me what caused that.

The only thing that I don't mind having is CIPA. This stops me from being able to feel any physical pain.

Unfortunately mental pain never stops.

I remember I normal once. 

Well. Mainly. 

I had a kind mother, and a friendly sister Lyra.

I also had a abusive alcoholic father. 

But I don't talk about him much.

But that all changed due to that Slenderman.

He made the car crash happen.

He caused my schizophrenia.

He killed my sister.

He made me a proxy.

He made me a killer.

I will always hate him.


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