a journey begin with love

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it's my very first day on dear diary. i am going to pen down my everyday life event. i will be true to my diary starting from my thought,crush,live event,like and everything that encounter me on daily basis.


30. 25/12 Merry Christmas

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Today 25/12/2015. Merry Christmas to everyone. People were fascinated to surprises from everywhere. Jesus born in the earth on this auspicious day. He sacrifices his own life for the betterment of the human society. He spreads the message of love and prosperity to all.


My life changes on this day. I never expected this predicament. I just don’t know how to look on this matter. I will be happy or sad. If I inspect this from one angle, I am the luckiest guy in the world who got such a true loving life partner who shares everything starting from her feelings to emotion which drives her crazy towards some other people. Who want to share everything with her boyfriend like recently she fell in love with some other guy? She doesn’t want to be but in some corner of her heart she fell for that guy and hesitated to share with me.


The other aspect of this matter is that love is all about feelings. Human beings don’t have control on their behavior. Love is a feeling. If I go through scientifically love is nothing but cocktail of some hormones. The question is can love happens twice? I mean when you are in a relation for such a long period say 6 years. Abundance of love flows from both the sides. Is it really possible that one fall in love with someone else or is it sex which has dynamics on relation.


I am suspecting because I belongs to Mars and she is from Venus. The role of superiority plays game in my mind that she is a girl or she is a damn beach, so she can do this. What if I fell for another girl and if I share with my partner, the way I react exactly the same way she react too or am I be glad that she believes me that am the person whom she can share anything and in return I spoke nothing and what if she believes that during any dark storm of life he never let me go. Conflicting thoughts make life complicated. The fear of uncertainty. What if I went wrong? This is a situation which appears in almost every one life. After all we defined with the choices we made.


I just can’t simply hate her. How can I be? I loved her. I never thought wrong about her, so now I can’t. I loved her. I love her and I will be till the end of my life. Love is like the butter fly if u holds tightly it will die and if u holds lightly it will fly. Hope for the best….and ……..


Good night guys
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