Losing You Was Hard

Its been four months since the death of Lillian's best friend Danielle. She's miserable, just like Danielle's boyfriend Liam. They only have each other right now and things become better.


1. Chapter One

Lillie’s POV  (October 16th)


I wake up and I check my phone, its only one in the morning. I walk down the stairs and I see that the TV is on in the living room. I walk in to turn it off, but I see Liam lying on the couch. I walk over to him and he scoots over and I lie down next to him.

“Are you okay?” Liam asks and I nod my head. Liam wraps his arms around me and snuggles up next to me.

“Why are you still up?” I ask and he closes his eyes and then opens them again.

“I have been up thinking. Why are you still up?” I don’t think he’s doing okay. Ever since the accident, he’s been acting weird.


“What have you been thinking about? I can’t sleep, Kory and I broke up last night and my heart hurts.” Liam tightens his grip around me and I smile.

“I miss her, Lill. If I could go back to that night, I would. I hate myself, she would still be here and we would be happy.” I see a tear fall from his eye and I wipe it away.

 A drunk driver crashed into us as we were going out to eat, she got killed. Liam blames himself for it, even though he had nothing to do with it. I walked away from the accident with bruised ribs; Danielle was the one who got it bad. They told us she would make it, but that wasn’t true at all. Harry and Louis got a concussion, Liam’s arm was broke. Niall, Nathan and Nick had some cuts on their faces.

“You have to stop blaming yourself for the accident, nobody knew it was going to happen, it was not your fault. I know it may not seem that long ago, but it was four months ago, you have been depressed for four months now, is there anything anybody can do to make you happy?” Liam looks at me and nods his head.

“Well there is one thing you could do.” I nod my head; I would do anything for him right now.

“Will you come with me to the cemetery? I haven’t been there since the funeral.” I nod my head. I haven’t been there since the funeral either, Dani was my best friend, and I told her everything, now I don’t have anybody to talk to.


“Lillian, you need to back up to your room.” My dad walked into the living room and I kissed Liam on the cheek and I got up. Dad hates it when my brothers have their friends over.


“Buzz kill.” Liam whispers and I smile. I look at Liam.


“You know you can come up to my room if you need to. I know I won’t be able to sleep and Nick could take a while.” Nick and Liam went to a party, but Liam left early, he wasn’t in the mood. Nick told him to come here and now we don’t know when he’ll be home.

“I’ll be up when buzz kill goes out for the rest of the night.” I nod my head and I walk upstairs to my room.

I walk past Nate’s room, his light is still on, and he’s probably on Facetime with Michelle. I knock on his door.

“Come in!” Nate yells and I turn the knob on the door, but I have to push on the door to get it to open.

“Nate, can we talk?” Nate pats his bed; indicating for me to sit there. I walk over to his bed and I sit down.


“What’s up, sis?” I put my head in my hands and I shake my head. “Hey, don’t cry. I know you are having a hard time with everything, but you need to be positive. I promise you everything will get better.” I look at Nate and he wipes my eyes. I’m closer with Nate than Nick. Nick acts like he’s too good for us.

“It has been four months and I still cry.” Danielle and I were friends since we were little. I always had her, now I don’t, I don’t have my best friend anymore.


 Nate and Nick are twins, but they have different personalities. Nick is the one who likes to go out and party every weekend. Nate is the one who wants to do well in life and he stays out of trouble. I wish we were with mom, I hate it here.

My mom and dad are divorced, so it’s our weekend with dad and he’s never here. I don’t mind, I hate him, he’s the one who had an affair with her.

I hear my phone ding and I look at it. I have a message from Liam.

Liam - Hey, where are you? I’m sitting on your bed & you’re not here.

Me - I’m in Nate’s room, I’ll be there in a sec.

I get up from Nate’s bed and I tell him goodnight and I walk to my room. I open my door and Liam is lying on my bed on his phone.


“I have a question. Did you have sex with Kory?” What kind of question is that? I mean, yeah, we were dating for nine months.


“Um, yeah, I did, why?” Liam didn’t answer me. Silence took over the room and we didn’t say anything to each other for a couple moments.


“I was just wondering.” Liam rolled over and I climbed into bed with him. I plugged in my phone and I lied in bed, trying to get some sleep.

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