3. Wouldn't I be pretty?
“It’s nothing! You’ll be fine.”
Yeah you’re right it is nothing.
Why can’t I be like the other girls?
Wouldn’t I be pretty?
Put on makeup like them.
Laugh like them.
Smile like them.
Eat like them.
Feel like them.
Everything would be perfect then.
Maybe then I would have the confidence.
I should tell you.
But you won’t understand.
I’m just another weirdo.
I’m not wanted.
I should stop spending my time on you.
Before I sleep.
While I sleep.
You’re all that goes through my mind.
You’re a constant insult that keeps coming back
I need to stop.