38. You're Pregnant And He Leavres Part 2
I was at the store picking up some food and what not when I heard a familiar voice. My head snapped up and I looked around for the voice. I saw Y/N a few feet away from me. I smiled. She hasn't changed at all.
"Jaden, you have to sit down in the cart." She said. I looked at the boy in the cart. My breath caught in my throat. He looked so much like me. They looked so happy. I want them to be happy with me. I took a deep breath and walked up to her.
"Hey Y/N." I said with a smile. She turned and looked at me. I saw so many emotions on her face. Mostly hurt. "Hi..." She said looking down. "How've you been?" I asked. "We've been good. You?" She asked looking at the little boy then back at me.
"What's his name?" I asked smiling at the little boy. "Jaden. What are you doing?" She whispered the last part. I sighed.
"I know sorry isn't going to cut it but, if you'll give me the chance, I'd really like to make it up to you. Both of you." I said looking towards Jaden. She had tears in her eyes. She nodded and smiled. I was so happy!
I was sitting at the park waiting for Liam when I saw Y/N out of the corner of my eye. She was sitting on a bench holding a little girl. She looked so different! I wanted so bad to talk to her! But I didn't know what to say. I went over and sat down next to her.
"You look great." I said. That probably wasn't the best way to start. She looked up at me and gave me a weak smiled. "Thanks." "How have you been?" I was really trying not to make her feel uncomfortable.
"Busy. You?" She asked. "Good, good." I looked down. This was not at all how I wanted this to go! I sighed. "Look, I messed up a year ago, and I'd really like the chance to fix it. There's a fair this weekend. Let me take you two." I said.
She nodded. "It's a start. And her name is Sabrina." She smiled up at me. I smiled at the little girl. "Sabrina." I repeated.
I looked out the window and saw a moving truck. Hm, new neighbors. I dressed and walked over to see if they needed any help. A young lady came out of the house. It was Y/N! I wish I would've dressed nicer than joggers and a T-shirt! She walked up to me.
"Can I help you?" She asked.
"I was just wondering if you needed any help moving in." I said. She smiled and nodded. "Sure, thanks." I picked up some boxes and followed her inside. I set them down in the living room. When I turned to leave I saw a little sleeping boy on the sofa. He looked so much like us. Some hair was in his face. I reached down and moved it. I couldn't help but smile.
"His name's Derek." I looked up and saw Y/N. I smiled down at him. She smiled down at him and sighed.
"You wouldn't have been alone." She whispered.
I looked at her. "I don't want you to do this alone." I whispered back.
"Then help me." Is all she said. And that's all I needed to hear.
I was passing candy out to all the little trick-or-treaters. I loved seeing all the different costumes. My neighbors had company over and their guest was walking out to their car. I saw two little boys dressed as firemen. It was the first time tonight that I'd seen those costumes.
"Looks like you've got a couple little firemen there." I said walking over to her. She turned and I wanted to cry. It was Y/N! She looked at me.
"Yeah. They're just like their dad, always wanting to help people. Even at such young ages." She said looking at me. I smiled. They're just like me? I looked down at them. They definitely look like me.
"Caleb and Brody." She said pointing to them. They waved to me. I smiled and waved back.
"Do they uh... have uh... um have a.." I couldn't find the right words.
"Father figure?" She asked. I nodded and she shook her head no. I thought about this for a moment.
"Can I uh.. um be, like um..." I was at a loss of words again.
"Their father figure?" She asked again. I nodded.
"Yeah." She nodded. I smiled down at my boys.
I was walking my dog, Boris, when I heard a little girl laughing. I turned and saw the most beautiful little girl ever! But she almost looked like... me. I knew I had a child but I didn't think I'd ever actually see it. I smiled. There was no doubt in my mind that this little girl was mine. In all honesty, for the past year I've been looking for Y/N. Now I've found her!
I walked up to the girl and her mom. When the woman turned around I was surprised. Y/N hasn't changed at all.
"What's her name?" I asked softly.
"Jasmine." She answered, her voice just as low as mine.
"I've been looking for you for a year." I said.
"Well you found me." She said matter-of-fact.
"I shouldn't have run. I was just scared. I didn't think how scary it was for you." I said.
She didn't say anything. She looked up at me with tears in her eyes.
"I almost lost her. Her heart stopped when she was born. I couldn't lose her after losing you." She whispered. I wiped her tears away as they fell down my own face. I pulled her into my chest.
"I swear on my life I won't leave again." I whispered into her hair.
She nodded. "I know." She whispered back.