Hello. Yeah, this is me Vanessa! You don't exactly know me, I'm not a person many people pay attention to, but whatever.. Listen if you want to, and if not.. Then don't. There is just one thing you need to know, you are going to regret it if you don't, because then your going to miss an amazing story a.k.a my life.
When you hear this tape, no matter who you are, you have to know, that I'm dead. Don't freak out, I'm not a ghost just take it easy. Right now the 30. November 2011, I am alive. But just for a short while.
I might sound like a psychopath who needs thousands of meetings with a psychology I know, but if you listen to these tapes in the box, you might found out, that that is not the case. I will on these tapes explain why I choose to commit suicide.
You know how it is to have a bad day? Of course you do, then try to imagine, that my life was like that every day. So of course I needed to do something, everybody would have done that, if they were me! Even you..
Maybe you think: What the hell is she talking about, dead is never the only way, but your wrong! See I already know you better than yourself!
I'm actually really good to se how people really is, somebody would think, that's a good thing, but not me, I thinks it's a curse.
Sometime you really don't want to hear the truth, do you know that? That is actually one of the reasons why I don't want to live anymore, but you will hear more about that, if you choose to listen to the 24 tapes.
Okay I am going to end this tape now, but remember you may not hear the next until tomorrow! It's like an advent calendar! So you can hear tape number 1 the first December! Witch is tomorrow wuhuu!
Hili guys, this is my first fanfic on english, so what do you think about the prologue?
- let me know if you see some mistakes, im not that good to english.. :)