When I woke up the sun was shining and the birds were chirping. Some might say that this was a beautiful day and that today would be a good day and to look forward to it. But in my opinion, these days kind of sucked. When people go out side to enjoy there day, they just end up complaining 'the suns to bright' and 'why does everyone have to be at the beach when I'm at the beach?' well maybe everyone wants to be at the beach too, ever think of that?! I thought to myself. I hate these days because these were the days that Luke and I used to go to the beach, or the park if we felt like being little kids. I hate these days because they bring back memories of the times i can no longer have. Yeah i know, your probably thinking whats up with that chick?
well you want to know whats wrong with me? Luke Robert Hemmings is whats wrong with me! Yes i know he's from the band Five Seconds of Summer why would he be a problem? well its not exactly him i guess it's more the fact that he has to go away on tour all the time.
I miss him so much i miss his voice and his face, i want him home. I haven't spoken to him in so long he's either to busy to talk or to tired to talk. He's supposed to be coming back to Sydney in two weeks and i really want to get him something but every time i even try to think about what i am going to get him i go blank.
I am seriously freaking out about seeing him, will it be awkward?, will he breakup with me because his feelings have changed while his been away? or will everything go back to normal, like i hope it will. He hasn't visited me in a year and i can't stop thinking about him but every time i do it feels like my heart is being torn in two.