AMNESIA // AI

Amnesia Wilson was only 12 when her parents got in a fight causing her and her dad to move to New York. When Ashton found out that she was moving his was heart broken.

"Who will be there to help with bullies? Amie I don't have any other friends."
"Ash you're a year older than me. You'll be a freshman in a few weeks and I'll be in 8th grade. You have to understand that I can't be there for you all the time. Even if the world died and we're the only ones left or I move and never see you again you have to understand."


Warning mature content such as sex scenes, self harm, drugs, and cursing are in this book

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8. S 3 V 3 N <my mind keeps racing>

*I can't sleep cause*

*my mind keeps*

*racing*

    -Luke 

Ashton's POV

I couldn't believe what I had just heard. We, a nobody garage band, were just offered a record deal. Next we'll be performing at sold out shows. I smiled as i just stared at Luke.

"Ash you ok?"Calum asked waving his hand infront of me.

"Yeah I just can't believe we were offered a record deal,"I said in response. "So when do we go into the studio?"I asked. Luke just shrugged as he walked away. Amie just ran up and hugged me. 

"Ashton oh my god you got a fucking record deal!"She said almost yelling. She then ran up and hugged the others. Luke was upstairs probably getting a water or something. 

 

*time skip because I don't feel like writing*

 

We finished practice and everyone left. And Amnesia was asleep on the couch. She was adorable when she sleeps. I picked her up and carried her upstairs and put her in her bed. 

She groaned,"Ash stay with me." I just smiled. Slipping off my shoes I slid into her bed with her. She nuzzled her head into my chest. I wrapped my arms arms around her waist as she fell back asleep. I soon felt myself drifting away to sleep.

I woke up a few hours later to see Amnesia still asleep and it dark outside. I pick up my phone and checked the time:
11:57 p.m.

Shit was it really that late. I slowly got up went down to the kitchen to get something to eat. I heard faint footsteps behind me in the kitchen as Amie walked up behind me and hugged me from behind. I smiled as I turned around and planted a kiss on her forehead.

"Ash what are you making?"she asked groggily. 

"Just some Vegemite on toast,"I said back, slowly turning back around,"you want some?"

"Ew no thank you,"she said scrunching up her face in disgust. I smiled as i made her some plain toast. She took it gratefully and ran off to the lounge. I smiled letting out a small chuckle because of the silly way she ran. She stopped and turned around with the toast hanging out of her mouth. I let out a laugh as she giggled. I love seeing her like this. Happy. Smiling. I mean with the shit hole of a life she has I have to take every small smile seriously. I love her. She is heaven.

Amnesia went back to sleep. And that's when I started to write a song. A song about her.

The rough copy:

"Amnesia"

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

I thought about our last kiss 

How it felt

The way you tasted

And even though your friends tell me youre doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely

Even though he's right beside you

When he says those words that hurt you

Do you read the ones I wrote you

Sometimes I start to wonder 

Was it just a lie

If what we had was real how could you be fine

Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the makeup running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you 

Didn't need them 

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that  I could wake up with Amnesia 

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me are still living in my phone

I admit I like to see them

I admit I feel alone

And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around 

It hurts to know you're happy

Yeah it hurts that you've moved on 

Its hard to hear your name 

When I haven't seen you in so long 

It's like we never happened was it just a lie

If what we had was real how could you be fine

Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the makeup running down your face

And the dreams you left behind 

Didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia 

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

Cause I'm not fine at all

If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I'd hold you closer than I ever did before

And you'd never slip away

And you'd never hear me say 

I remember the day you told me you were leaving 

I remember the makeup running down your face 

And the dreams you left behind you 

Didn't need them 

Like every single wish we ever made 

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things 

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape 

Cause I'm not fine at all

No I'm really not fine at all

Tell me this is just a dream 

Cause I'm really not fine at all

 

Luke's POV

It was late probably 2:00 a.m. I was tired. Really tired but i couldn't sleep. I guess my mind keeps racing. Fuck I didn't apologise to her. She probably hates me. Fuck. I'm so stupid. She's never going to like me...

How am I going to fix this...

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