I stare at her in shock. She thinks I'm leaving again. She is so drunk. I sit down beside her on the bed and look into her big green eyes. "I'm not leaving you. Ever. Do you understand me?",I ask. She nods and lays back. God I love her. But I can't do that. I have a girlfriend. She'll never take Charlie's place,but she's still in my life.
"Thank you,Pukey.",she slurs,drooling on my chest as I lay beside her. I laugh. She won't remember any of this. So would it really hurt anyone if I just kissed her? No. I can't take advantage of her like that. I listen to the rhythmic sounds of her breathing as sleep takes over.
Everything about her lulls me to sleep like a lullaby, making me drift into a dreaming sleep.
I watch her chest move up and down as she breathes and smile. She's gonna be so hungover. I slowly slide away and get up,careful not to wake her. I walk downstairs to find a shirtless Mikey cuddling Cal. Ashton's passed out on the ground,a beer sword glued to his hand. Idiots. I grab a water from the fridge and a towel. I hear heaving. And it starts.
I jog back up to her room and go into her bathroom. She's leaning against the tub,wiping her mouth. I flush the toilet and hand her the water. I bend down and wipe her face with the towel." I hate being hungover!",she says. I nod and help her to bed.
"I'll get some aspirin.",I say,going back to her bathroom and digging through her medicine cabinet. I return and hand her the pills. She takes them, groaning. In so glad I didn't drink last night. I sit at the foot of her bed.
"Are you gonna make fun of me?",she asks. I nod. She giggles and waits.
"So,I was wondering if today you wanted to 'Oh look! It's Luke Hemmings! He's a new rock star so he thinks he can fuck over everyone's feelings. Especially his best friends!' after the other idiots wake up?",I joke. She shakes her head.
"Asshole". I snicker.
"You love me and you know it." She nods.
"Because what would I do without my favorite little asshole to keep me company.",she sneers. I laugh. She's such a smart ass. "Ahh. I really don't wanna do anything. You can leave though. Mikey and them might need some help. The probably cuddled with each other all night.",she jokes. I stiffen at the word 'leave'.
"Do you remember what you told me last night,before you went to sleep?",I ask. Stop,Luke! You're stepping into dangerous territory. She shakes her head. Oh,we'll,here it goes." You asked me not to leave you again."
She lets a single tear fall. I lean up and wipe it away. She looks down. "I- I'm so sorry... I don't know why I said that.",she apologizes. I shake my head.
"I do." She looks up. She frowns.
"I know why you said it. I left the town for three years. You still see it as me leaving YOU. I told you I never left you. You think I did,but I didn't. Really, YOU left ME.",I say. She stares into my eyes and stays silent.
She nods." Okay.", she whispers, getting up and going to her bathroom. I hear the shower turn on. Then, I hear little sobs barely audible. I hurt her once again.
Did you guys like it. I hope so. I know you guys are probably waiting for a vid or something,so just wait. It'll come. See you all next update. Sorry for the short chapter. Next will be longer. Bye!!!