I love her. IloveherIloveherIloveher. I told myself not to but... I can't help it. When she walked down those stairs in that Ramones T I bought her when we were sixteen,and that beanie I gave her,I realized I'd missed her. She gave everyone love,and when those pretty green eyes looked at me,I wanted to cry and kiss her and tell her how much I'd missed her. How I never wanted to leave her. But I also got angry. How could she not talk to me? She stopped calling,emailing,and texting me for three years! And now she wanted to be buddy-buddy? Bullshit.
She turned to me and I turned away. I knew I had hurt her. I could tell from her gasp. She walked up to me and said,"Hello Lucas. Nice to see you,too." And then left. I immediately felt like crap. Ash went up and talked to her. She came down holding his hand.
I go on Instagram and type: I messed up again and I don't know how to fix it. Sorry,Charlie. Cuddle Invite? I look over at her and it breaks my heart when those bright green eyes look up at me. They look dull. They're red and puffy and oh god! I'm the cause of that. My phone beeps and I look at it.
It says yes.
I walk over to the counter and wait. I mouth"Come hug me." She smiles and I do the same. She jumps up and I envelope her small frame in a hug. "I'm never letting you go.", I whisper in her ear. She nods. "I missed you.",she says. I pull back and ask her to take a walk with me.
"Uh...guys...I'll be back.",she says. We walk outside,and she closes her eyes,standing in the sunlight. She slowly starts to twirl. She is amazing. I smile. Maybe she's happy. She noticed I'm starring,and stops,giggling. I love her laugh. We continue walking around the nieghborhood.
"I missed you a lot,you know.",I say. She grins and her smile darkens. "You okay?",I ask. She shrugs and I frown.
"Why did you leave me?",she asks. I think my heart stopped beating. She looks so hurt,it's like she was when we were fourteen. When she told me one of her secrets.
"I... Charlie... I.", I stutter. She nods. She starts to walk back to the house. "Wait! Charlie! I left because I thought that's what you wanted,for me to follow my dream." She turns and I see tears pool into her eyes. "But I never left you.",I say,holding up my hand to show her that I still had my other half of the charm I gave her. She holds hers up,too.
"You didn't leave me?",she asks. I shake my head.
"I'd never leave you." She lets the tears fall. She cries. I walk over to her and hug her again. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry I was such a jerk. But I thought you hated me. I got so angry." She nods. I lead her back to the house.
"Can we cuddle,now?",she asks. I nod,laughing all the way back.
I hope you liked this chapter. If you couldn't tell,this chapter was in Luke's P.O.V. It'll be like this the whole book. Charlie to Luke. And maybe you'll have surprise P.O.V.? Who knows. Let me know if you guys want a preview of new trigger warning chapters or sneak peeks in general. Hope you all liked the chapter,and keep a look out for my new Mikey novella 'Little White Lies'. New update soon my little SIP's( Strangers In Paradise)