I sighed and looked at the picture of Em and I, which was my background picture. I found one of the boys and me and set that as my background.
I went through the pictures of Em and I.
Should I delete them?
No. That would be too hard.
Another missed call from her.
I threw my phone to the other side of the room.
I was back home in California, a day off from all the interviews and drama.
My doorbell rang.
I sighed and walked downstairs, not caring to put a T-shirt on.
I opened my door.
"Hey Harry," Nadine said.
"Hey," I said and turned around, leaving the door open.
"Are you okay?," she asked.
I sat down at the table.
"No," I said.
"What's wrong?," she asked.
"Em and I-"
"Oh, I understand," she said.
"Maybe I should call her. But then...she literally told that guy that she loves him!," I said.
Nadine took my hand in hers.
"Then Niall says that it's not true. She only loves him as a brother-sister....I hate this! I just want to turn back time," I sighed.
"Well I don't want to get too personal in this, but I just want you to know that I'm always here for you," she said.
"Thanks," I mumbled.
"In fact, you should go out somewhere. Why don't we go to the club tonight?," she asked.
"No Nadine, no," I said and got up.
"Then maybe to the beach?"
"Um, what about....OH! Let's go get a new tattoo!," she said.
"NO Nadine!," I said, raising my voice.
"Sorry," she mumbled.
I sighed and hung my head. Emily, Emily, Emily. I took Emily to the club, to the beach and got matching tattoos.
"Fuck it," I said and walked to my backyard.
Nadine, of course, followed.
I tested the water with my foot.
"Do you have a bikini?," I asked her.
"No, but I can swim in my bra and panties," she giggled.
I rolled my eyes and turned to her.
"Wanna stay over for dinner and take a dip?," I asked.
"I would be happy to," she smiled.
I grinned, but didn't smile back.
"What will the head chef cook?," she asked.
Head Chef. Emily. Damn it.
"Taco's?," she asked.
"Yeah that," I said.
"So what should I do until that time?," she asked.
"Sit on the couch I guess," I said.
"Okay!," she went and sat down.
I made my way to the kitchen.
A short while later someone knocked on my door.
I went to find Niall there.
"Hey bro," he said.
"Hey," I said and walked back to the kitchen.
"Hi Niall!," Nadine said from the couch.
"Oh hey Nadine," Niall said.
He looked at me.
I just kept doing the food.
"Could I have a good explanation of this?," he asked lowering his tone.
"She came over, and I decided to make dinner," I said, shrugging.
"No you're not. You're just trying to forget about Emily," Niall said.
"Niall, we are over okay?," I asked, forcing the words out.
"You need to talk with her. Jess keeps saying that Emily's a wreck since you chose to leave her," Niall said.
"Her problem. I didn't make out with anyone and then tell them I love them," I said.
"Harry for fucks sake! She loves him as a brother!," Niall said louder.
"She enjoyed the kiss," I said.
Niall sighed loudly.
"Everything okay in here?," Nadine asked peeking in.
"Yep, just fine," Niall said.
"Okay," she said and walked out.
"You like her over Em?," Niall asked.
"Niall just leave me alone," I said.
"No. I want a straight answer, why won't you let Emily explain herself?," he asked.
"I don't want to hear her lying to me, when I saw what happened with my own two eyes," I said.
"Harry for the thousand time. She doesn't love-"
I slammed the pan on the stove.
Niall looked at me.
"Stop, just stop," I said.
"You didn't give her a chance," Niall said.
"Niall, just go," I said.
"You can't even stop thinking about her. Why won't you just listen to her and me?," he asked.
"Leave Niall," I said.
"See, you are thinking of her this very minute," he said.
"LEAVE!," I yelled.
"Just remember this. She loved you and still does. No matter what pain you're putting her through now," Niall said and left.
I took the pan off the stove and went upstairs, slamming myself on my bed.
I put my hands on my face.
"Harry?," Nadine asked, coming in.
"Hmm?," I asked, bit annoyed.
"Everything alright?," she asked, sitting down by my side.
"Yeah, just fine," I said, looking at her.
I looked away.
"You know...perhaps we could skip dinner and move on to more important things?," she asked, sliding her hand over my bare chest.
I kept looking out the window.
She took her shoes off and climbed on the bed beside me, kissing my neck.
I stayed there motionless.
"Let's have a bit of fun, shall we?," she whispered, her hand grabbing my cock.
I let out a gasp, from the suddenness.
"Oh you like that don't you?," she asked, rubbing my member.
I didn't stop her.
She got on top of me and rolled her hips into me, connecting our privet places together.
I closed my eyes.
She undid my belt and zipper and started pulling my pants off.
"Nadine no," I said, stopping her, finally looking at her.
She tried giving me puppy eyes.
"No!," I said.
"But I know you wanna," she winked.
"No, I don't wanna. I want to eat," I said, pushing her away and pulling my pants back up.
I got up and went downstairs.
I finished the meat and made the taco's.
"So after we eat, we go swimming?," Nadine asked, walking downstairs in a robe.
Wait what? Oh shit, that's Emily's!
"Hello, I asked you something," she said.
That red robe. The one she had on in New York. Before we made love. I blinked.
"Harry!," she said, snapping her finger in my face.
"Can you please take it off," I said.
"Take what off?," she asked.
"The robe," I said.
"I thought you didn't want to. But as you wish," she said and slowly took it off dropping it to the floor.
My eyes just looked at the robe, I wasn't interested that she was standing there in a thong and lace bra.
I went over and picked it up.
"I'm just gonna take this back, to the room," I said, walking past her.
She grabbed my hand and pushed my back words onto the couch.
"No, first we'll have fun," she said and palmed my cock again.
"Nadine I said no! If you don't get off of me, I swear our relationship will end here and now," I said.
"Our relationship?," she asked.
"Yes," I said. Then I thought it over. Shit.
"Oh...so you don't wanna rush into things then," she said.
"No," I answered, getting up.
"Well if I knew you're my boyfriend then I'd let you set the pace," she said.
"My pace is slow, trust me," I said as I took the robe again and walked upstairs.
I just got myself into a relationship with Nadine. Fuck.
But perhaps that wasn't so bad?
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