16. midnight break down
Saturday 29th August 2915, 12:12am:
My day is ruined by me saying up late at night depressed as hell. I just want to die, life is so god damn hard sometimes. Trying to talk myself out of selfharming tonight but I'm failing.
I deserve it
I deserve pain, it's the only thing I do deserve. I shouldn't have this life or any life! I don't even want it!!!