4. I couldn't....
Thursday 23rd July 2015:
I failed to stay strong. It was going so well, 2 months, but I failed.
I got sad and I blanked and went numb, darkness took over. At least it wasn't as bad as last time.
I Wrote more notes, notes for the box. I counted them, more than 52. 52 notes of feelings and thoughts that tell little parts of my life.