Missing you...

It's been four years since michael left with luke Calum and Ashton...it's been to hard to face him...but Samina's missing him so much it hurts... *WARNING SELF HARM*

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1. CHAPTER 1

I was sat in my room just staring at the posters on my walls of my used to be boyfriend michael along with my and his 3 best friends luke Calum and Ashton...

I was thinking about all the good times we had...what it felt like when you were near me...I loved to listen to you sing and play guitar I loved everything you done...and all those times built up to nothing...your never there anymore...your off being famous now....

I had amnesia on repeat and I had tears running down my eyes I'm 19 years old and I'm still crying over a boy that will never come back... It's the 17th of November he should probably be coming back home in 3 days for his 20th birthday…

I'm not gonna be there...I don't want to get close to him again because it will hurt even more... I know that the album came out last month but amnesia is the best...

Over the four years I've had free merch and stuff straight from the boys because were friends... The boys have followed me in all social networks and they've tried texting me but I don't say anything I've literally spent 4 years of my life tucked away in my bedroom....I still have to go to school tho...

I go to a special music school...I play guitar like michael because he used to teach me.... I put covers on youtube... Mostly 5sos songs...

The song ended and the only reason started playing I put my face in my pillow and cried and cried...my best friend Sinnead walked in...

"You okay?" I looked up at her with thousands of tears running down my face...

"No!"…

"You need to stop doing this to yourself…"

I cried even more...

"Mina, face it he's gone, he's famous now, I'm not saying he dosnt care but, he just...you know"

I finished her sentence for her "he dosnt care"

She facepalmed herself "no"

"Well then"…

My mum then came upstair...

"You still crying over him?" She asked

"Why don't you go and see him for his birthday...I think he would love to see you"

I sniffed "no"

My mum shook her head "if you love him that much and miss him that much why don't you go to him when he is less than 50 feet away from you?!"

"Because it will hurt when he leaves again"

She nodded okay..."um well your not going to school for a long time" my mum said smiling

"Why?!"

"Because...wait until Monday you'll find out"

I looked at her confused..."okay?"

Sinnead turned amnesia off an made me come outside..."what time is it?"She asked,"it's 3:30 why?"

"Right we've got a good hour and a half were going shopping"

I nodded "okay"

"But first you have mascara going down your face I suggest you fix it" she said handing me a make-up bag...

We got in the car after I done my make-up and we went to a band shop and it had an isle full of 5sos merch, Sinnead looked at me

"To cheer you up I'm buying yo hall the things you don't have" I smiled

"Thanks so much Sinnead" I gave her a hug!

"As long as your happy!" So I ran and picked up every single part of merch I didn't have, and then the person with the brand brand new merch came in and I picked some of that up to..

"So do you know how it's michaels birthday in 3 days?" Sinnead asked

I looked at her and nodded

"Your getting him something"

"Fine but I'm not giving it to him"

"Ummm...yes you are"

"Sinnead...it's gonna hurt but I'm doing it for michael"

We went into this other shop and it had literally all of a guys dreams in there, I picked him up a pizza t-shirt and pizza converse and black ops 3 because he likes video games and to top that off I got michael a cd of all of your covers by 5sos...my heart stopped "you what?" She nodded "yup..I've got your covers on a cd"

I thought to myself that I had to stay strong and do it for michael.

"Okay I said" so then we paid for michaels stuff and got back in the car, Sinnead took us to McDonald's and we made way for home...

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