Okay so before we start I would like to give a disclaimer. This book will have a hot cabin sex scene. Sex is when a man inserts his penis in a women. If that makes you uncomfortable skip this chapter. If you don't care and you are rooting for #Pasher or #Ashton sex please commence to your regularly schedule programing.
"Ew, delete that. It's gross." I muttered cringing at the picture of me cross eyed and looking at my tongue.
"I like it." He mumbled scrolling down his photo album.
"When did you get all of these photos?" I asked looking at random pictures of me smiling and laughing.
"Over the course of our relationship." He muttered. I was laying next to him one leg thrown over his waist and my arms tucked into my chest.
"I have like no pictures of you. At all." I muttered looking at pictures of Gracie and Asher at the zoo and at the beach.
"Well, we'll have to fix that." Asher mumbled tossing his phone to the bottom of the bed and kissing me softly before moving his lips down my neck.
"I'll need some for your birthday." I muttered smiling at him. He sat up and arched an eyebrow.
"Will you now?" He asks his hand pressed tightly to my waist.
"Yep, absolutely." I said wrapping my arms around his neck.
"Why?" He asks. His eyes are shining as he watches my eyes and my mouth.
"I don't know. Something to post on Instagram." I shrugged.
"What are you going to do for your birthday?" He asks.
"That's not important. What's important is your birthday. You'll be 18! You'll be legal to vote and have sex!" I exclaimed winking.
"I didn't know you were worried about my legality to have sex."
"I'm not. Trust me. I'm just making a point."
"So what are we going to do?" He asks.
"I'm not sure. A party? I know a few club owners and a couple DJs. I'm sure I can find a caterer. Noel is big in the culinary world." I said sitting up.
"We don't have to go all out."
"You're only 18 once." I defended.
"You're only every age once. That's the entire reasoning to age." He explained chuckling. I whacked him with a pillow and frowned.
"Why aren't you as excited? You're turning 18." I said.
"I know, I just don't want to waste a birthday on a party when I can just spend it with you. You are all I want for my birthday." He said.
"Fine, we'll have a small party. But you and I will spend the day together." I promised.
"And you'll have your picture." He smiled.
"Yes, and then I'll finally have my picture." I chuckled laying my phone on the table.
"I love you." Asher said. I froze my voice pooling in my chest.
"I love you too." I mumbled. My voice and mind were fighting with each other.
"You don't have to say it. I just wanted you to know."
"But it's not that, it's just I didn't want you to say it." I explain roughly.
"You didn't want me to say 'I love you.'?"
"No, I didn't. I didn't want you to love me because I'm afraid you may love me more. And if you realize that I can't love you the way you want me to, you're going to leave." I said holding his hand.
"I love you regardless of how you love me." He smiled.
"I know. I'm just another insecure teenage girl." I muttered.
"Well I'll help you get rid of this insecurity." He smiled.
"Well, thank you. I'm going to have to repay you for all of the help you have given me." I smiled tracing his jawline.
"You don't. You repay me every time you smile or laugh or anything. You repay me by being you." He says kissing my cheek.
"Asher," I sighed.
"I know. I know. But let me at least tell you the truth. I love you. I loved you yesterday and I'll love you tomorrow. I'll love you no matter if you're near or far. Because that's how love works. You give me love and I promise the moon. You give me your heart and I'll give you the universe. You give me you and I'll give you me. Because that's love." He says seriousness covering his face.
"I love you." I muttered holding on to Asher. His hand ran through my hair.
"I love you too, Panda." He said kissing my hair. Asher called me Panda because I would usually roll myself into a ball and hide similar to pandas.
"You always get all the cute things in the relationship." I frowned.
"Why are you so argumentative?"
"I'm not." I defended.
"You never agree with me." He says.
"Yes I do." I retort.
"You are arguing with me as we speak."
"Maybe its you. Maybe you just never listen enough."
"Fine. Go ahead." He says.
"I'm prepared to listen."
"Shut the fuck up." I said throwing a pillow at his face.
"A tattoo!?" Sunshine and Angela yelled through the phone. Asher was outside talking to his parents and saying 'Hi' to relatives and promising to be a the family reunion.
"Yeah, two. A lion on my middle finger and a lotus flower on the inside of my thigh. Like higher up though." I said admiring my finger."
"Oh my fucking God! You got a tattoo before Sunshine!" Angela shouts.
"You know how Indiana feels about minors." Sunshine said.
"Sure." Angela and I said in unison chuckling at the obvious uncertainty Sunshine had on the matter.
"I'm serious. You guys are bitches." She swore.
"Bitches with hella rad tattoos." Angela said.
"Hella rad? What? Are you a valley girl now?" Sunshine asked.
"Like, yeah, totally." Angela said her voice going high in pitch.
"Please, go suck a dick." Sunshine sighed heavily.
"Sunshine chill, what's up your grass skirt?" Angela asked. Sunshine sighed heavily. Sunshine started heaving.
"Danny broke up with me." She cried. Angela's voice could barely be heard with strings of profanities tied to empty threats.
"What? Why?" I asked.
"Something about wanting different things and not being the same people and wanting to start college with no obligations." She said.
"The only thing he'll start college off with is my foot in his ass." Angela said.
"Sunshine, it'll be okay. Angela don't do anything crazy." I tried to calm everyone.
"Everything isn't okay!" Sunshine yelled. Asher walked in smiling and then automatically frowning when he sees me stressed. He sits next to me on the couch and raises and eyebrow. I mouth Sunshine to him.
"Look, I'm going to go. I need to be alone. Both of you enjoy your vacation." Sunshine said hanging up.
"Bye." Angela and I said in unison as the line to Sunshine's phone went dead.
"Well that went well." Angela sighed.
"I can't believe this is happening. They're the last couple I'd imagine to break up."
"Exactly. Like what hope is there for Ryan and I if we don't have her and Danny?" She asked.
"I'm not sure. I'll call you back okay? Don't do anything-"
"Stupid. I know. Go have fun." She says hanging up.
"Daniel and Sunshine broke up?" Asher asks his eyebrows tightly strewn together.
"Yeah, it's horrible."
"Yeah, they were great together."
"It makes you think huh?" I asked.
"Think about what?" Asher asked dumbfounded.
"About love, and how long it really lasts." I said.
"Oh it won't. It like everything else is merely mortal and for someone else's pleasure." He says matter of factually.
"So you don't believe in the power of love?" I asked.
"It's not something that can be rightfully justified. Love isn't science. The brain waves act the same way when addicts snort cocaine. It's your chemical imbalance trying to figure itself out." He explains.
"So you loving me is a bad thing?"
"I can't say yet."
"Do you believe in anything?"
"Science." He smiled.
"No I mean anything that won't get you stoned or punched in the face." I clarified.
"If you mean God then no. I don't believe in God."
"I'm not getting on this topic." I said holding out my hands.
"I didn't know you were religious."
"I'm not. I just don't care for it. Everyone thinks that stressing yourself out with religion will give you a get to heaven free card." I muttered.
"As I said. I don't mind going to hell."
"Me either. It'd be an interesting place." I mused. Asher's hands tapped aimlessly on my thigh humming and looking out the window.
What do couples do when they're alone? Movies? Make out? Sex?
"Do you want to have sex?" I asked mentally face palming myself. Can't take it back now.
"What?" Asher asked. I sighed and looked at the ceiling before looking back at him.
"Do you want to go upstairs and have sex with me?" I asked slower.
"We can do it down here if you want." I said feeling my stomach plummet.
"Are you asking me to have sex?"
"If I say yes will you say yes."
"I'm not dumb enough to say no." He chuckled.
"Okay, give me five minutes." I said jumping off the couch and up the stairs.
"I don't think you get a head start in sex!" Asher shouted after me. I locked myself in a room and pulled out my phone. I needed to call the one person I was sure knew more about sex than the inventor himself.
"Peyton." Andy's voice was filled with relief.
"You have 5 minutes to tell me what goes where and for how long." I said in a whisper.
"Come again?" He asked.
"Sex! I'm having sex for the first time in eight months and I need to know how to do it right."
"Everything still goes in the same place."
"No shit. Help me."
"Okay fine. Listen you are going to seduce him and then you're going to fuck him."
"Seduce then fuck. Got it."
"Call me after, I need to talk to you."
"You didn't need to talk weeks ago." I said preparing to end the conversation.
"Please call me back." He says hanging up. I sigh and run into the bathroom in our shared room. I shake my hair out and make sure I'm shaved. I spray body spray on and change my bra into a push-up one and change into more promiscuous underwear.
"Two minutes." I said shaking my arms and legs out. I heard the door shut and I blew out my entire oxygen supply.
"Show time." I said walking out of the bathroom. Asher sat up and I immediately regretted every life decision.
"Okay?" He asked. I straddled his waist
"No, I'm scared shitless. Now kiss me." I said pressing myself to Asher his lips missing my mouth and kissing the nape of my neck. I bit my lip groaning my stomach fluttering as Asher's hands moved up my waist sliding my shirt up my body. My breath caught mid moan as I fell back on to the foot of the bed pulling Asher over me and connecting our lips. His groaned vibrated through my body and his hand moved down the side of my body gripping my waist.
"I'm surprised it took three days for you to fully throw away your rules." Asher said his lips scaling my body. I closed my eyes as his fingers curled around my shorts and slid them down tossing it by my shirt on the floor. He sat up and pulled his shirt off. Looking at me.
"Are you sure you want to do this?"
"Yes, and if you won't I'll have to do it myself." I joked running my hands down his chest and tugging down his sweats.
"I have no doubt in my mind that you will."
"Yes, okay now no more talking." I snapped trying to keep a straight face.
"Yes ma'am." Asher murmurs as he wraps his arms around my waist and presses his lips to mine. My fingers moved through his hair holding on to the back of his neck. Asher laid me down and knelt down pressing his lips to my waist. I sighed heavily my breath breaking as his lips hovered over my underwear. His breathing was heavy the air tickling my core I giggled biting my bottom lip as his lips met my core.
Asher's mouth was warm and soft making me yearn for him. His finger slid down the inside of my thigh making me curl my toes. My stomach clenched and I found myself began to get wet. His hands pulled my underwear away from my body and his lips continued on their journey over my core. My fingers laced themselves in his hair gasping as his tongue licked over my center. His fingers traced over sliding in and moving slowly in and out as his free hand held me still by my waist. I arched my back sighing as pleasure took over and stretched through my body. Asher's hands were working more magic than most guys I'd ever had sex with.
Hums and grunts left my lips falling on the bed alike the small drops of innocence that Asher was fingering out of me. My hands moved to the sheets on the bed twisting them under my fingers as my chest moved up and down trying to hold in multiple moans of pleasure. He sat up and pulled a silver square from off the nightstand. The bulge in his boxers were visible as he tossed the condom at me. I was trying not to release all over the bed so I laid there breathing heavily staring at the ceiling in absolute bliss. My fingers fidgeted with the wrapping paper on the rubber. Asher's eyes followed my entire body amused as I worked my way on opening the condom.
"Let me help you." He said holding his hand out. I shook my head rolling my eyes as the plastic continued to fight back. Asher moved so that his lips were pressed to mine and I fell on my back moaning as his hands found mine and in one swift motion opened the condom. His lips never left my own as he slid his boxers down and handed me the rubber. I stretched out the condom rolling it over the top of his length and then slowly unrolling it. I slid my hand down his length finding the sheets I had previously ruffled in my almost failed attempt at not having an orgasm.
"You ready?" He asked. I nodded and his lips touched mine and almost automatically I felt Asher inside of me. He slowly moved in and out making me wince at first. He kissed the nape of my neck as he mumbled apologies. My only reply was 'its okay' and 'don't stop' an occasional 'faster' or other mindless encouragements were thrown in as Asher went deeper and faster making my toes curl and my back to arch as he sunk in deep with each thrust. His grunts filled the room as he came close to his climax. Asher's voice rang in my ear as he breathily whispered sweet nothings in my ear. Asher came after I had came my third time. He laid next to me pressing a kid to my shoulder and wrapping a blanket over us. It was too hot for a blanket and I was too tired to move it.
"That was amazing." I breathed heavily as the sweat fell down my face.
"Glad you enjoyed it."
"That was the best sex I've ever had."
"I'm not. Maybe because it meant more."
"What? The sex meant more?" I asked.
"Yeah, I care about you. That's what made it worthwhile. I cared about how you felt. Seeing you in absolute euphoria was quite a turn on."
"That's weird. You're a weird person." I chuckled sighing.
"And you're beautiful. You're an absolutely beautiful person." He smiles.
"I love you."
"I love you even more, panda." He smiles wrapping his arm around my waist and yawning before falling into a light sleep.
Okay first off sorry for the wait. I didn't know how to start this chapter. I overthink things. So this one chapter was rewritten 7 times! But here was the one I enjoyed the most.
I had thoughts about discontinuing but with the help of some great friends I decided against it. The story shall continue as planned.
Also yay first smut scene ever written by me.
+ ps. I'm sorry
+I'm so sorry
+this smut sucked.
+ Sunshine and Daniel tho
+hated breaking them up.
+one week of spring break left
+what's up Andy.
+I'm an Andy girl.
+all of yall are Asher girls.