13. chapter 13
I have cried a lot in the past hours but now as I sniffle in the darkness I drift off to sleep. I'm to tired to think about the wedding, and James anymore. I simply let all fade away as my eyes get heavy and slowly shut. I sink into the warmth of my bed and let the darkness invade my mind.
Warms arms are wrapped around me as I slowly awake. James is holding me in his arms, staring down at me tentatively. "James?" My mind is still groggy from my recent sleep. "I love you Lizzy." he whispers into my ear. That wakes me up a little bit reminding me of recent events. "but I thought..." I loose my train of thought as James softly kisses my forehead, then my nose. "You are my world Liz I don't know what I would do without you." He says into my hair and my stomach does back flips. "I don't know why I couldn't say it before but… the thought of loosing you makes me want to die and I just want to always be there for you, protect you." He stares into my eyes and I can finally see the passion the love.
"I love you Jamie, always." I say shifting closer to him. He smiles a little and says "Never leave me." I stop inches from his mouth. "Never let me go." I stare into his eyes and finally lean into his lips. They are so soft and his sweet mouth cresses mine. He moves on top of me and slowly lays me down. His lips leave my mouth kissing every inch of my body. I lovingly watch him as he moves. I can't bear it anymore until pull him back up to my mouth linking together once again. I tug at his shirt lifting it of and skids his hand under my dress. All thought of waiting is gone as I study his body taking in every breathe. He breathes into my "I love you." with a low husky voice. And some how I can't get over those words being meant for me. The most handsome guy in the world loves me. How did I get so lucky?