After I finished my 5 page essay, I finally went down stairs after like 1,000,000,000 months. I really miss Harry and I don't know what I will do if I don't see him right now. I will see him soon though. Today is his last concert. I just want to hug him again. I haven't been eating or sleeping. I got an F on my finals because I didn't sleep or eat. The teacher is giving me another try because she knows how hard it was been. Yes I go to college. I go to a college I have wanted to go to all my life and I got in. I am so happy but I am very upset. I want to be a teacher and I go to elementary schools to see the kids and sometimes their teacher lets me do like a math problem with them. It's 2 am. My mom is probably drunk like always and sleeping or having a hang over or something. I usually have to go to the bathroom with her because she likes to drink and drink and throw up a lot. knock knock!! Who could that be?
" I got it." - Mark (my step-dad)
Mark let me in the house and she said she was in her room so I walked up the stairs and now I am at Drew’s door. Is she going to answer? I just got home and am very excited to see her. I haven’t seen her in…. well all I know is that it was way too long. I missed her so much. She is my best friend next to the other 3 boys. I consider her as a sister because I called her every single day twice. Once in the morning and once at night. If she doesn’t open this door in 5 seconds I am going to go in there myself. 1...2…3…4… The door opened.
“HARRY?!” - Drew
“DREW I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!” -Me
She gave me a big, gigantic hug and I hugged her until she was over my shoulder as I was carrying her until I slammed onto her bed as she goes flying across it.
“How are you Harry? I missed you so so so so much!! You can never leave me again OKAY?! - Drew
“Okay Drew; I will try very hard . But you know how important this is to me. You know… my career. I wanted to tell you something but I was afraid how you were going to act.” - Me
“Please say you are not leaving again?” – Drew
“I have to Drew, I will miss you so much but I have to do this and you know that I don’t want to. But I really think this would be a good experience for me.” – Me
“HARRY?! YOU HAVE BEEN ON TOUR FOR FOUR YEARS NOW AND NOW WHEN YOU GOT BACK YOU HAVE TO LEAVE AGAIN?!” – Drew
She started to cry and would barely look me straight in the eye.
“Drew I-love-you!!” – Me
“What?” – Drew
“I love you Drew, I really, really do and I really want to be here with every hour, every minute, and every second of every single day.” – Me
“Harry your an amazing friend. But I am very upset with you! VERY UPSET!! I didn’t think you would leave me again. But I was wrong.”
“WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO DREW?! YOU DON’T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT MY CAREER AND THE CHOICES WE HAVE TO MAKE WHEN WE ARE FAMOUS. I can’t do anything about it Drew and you know that. I am very sorry for yelling but you need to understand how I feel about this.”
“HARRY I CAN’T DO ANYTHING ABOUT THE WAY I FEEL. YOU DON’T AT ALL. YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW MISRABLE MY LIFE IS SOMETIMES. DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT WAS FOR ME WHEN YOU WENT AWAY.I CRIED FOR SEVERAL WEEKS AS YOU WERE SINGING YOUR HEARTS OUT ALL OVER THE PLACE.I WAS SO HURT AND YOU JUST LEFT ME AND WENT ON TOUR FOR A WHILE.DO YOU REMEMBER THE DAY I CALLED YOU CRYING BECAUSE OF WHAT I HEARD ABOUT WHAT I WAS BEING CALLED. I WAS GETTING HATE MESSAGES! MILLIONS OF THEM AND I COULDN’T GET HELP FROM THE PERSON I REALLY NEEDED THE MOST!! I NEEDED YOU HARRY AND YOU WERE NOT THERE! I…..am just so done! AND I STILL CAN’T BELIE…”
I softly kissed her on the lips hoping she would just shut up.
“why did you do that harry?”
“I told you why. Because I love you.”
“I love you too Harry.”
I kissed her again and this time she kissed back. I loved it. I just don’t want to talk about this anymore. I just want to forget about this conversation and just be with her. I put a movie on and we cuddled on her bed and she slowly fell asleep. I quietly turned off her television and slowly moved her head and rested it on her pillow and I tucked her in and kissed her head. Then I heard her beautiful voice.
“Don’t leave Harry, come here.” –Drew
“Drew what’s the problem?”-Me
“I want you to say goodbye to me.” –Drew
“Okay Drew.” –Me
I was laughing so hard. She is so adorable. I kissed the top of her head and said:
“Goodbye Drew!” –Me
“Goodbye Harry.” –Drew
I walked out of her room shut her door and walked down the stairs. Her mom was passed out on the couch and Mark said:
“Bye Harry, have a good night.” –Mark
“Thanks you too Mark.” –Me
I got into my car and drove away.