4. April 29, 2015
There's no excuse for what you did to me, and nor will there ever be. You have broken me, and you'll never repair it. It's just a game to you, and I'm the pawn in it. You sacrifice me so much that I have no more parts to give. None whatsoever. I don't know who I am anymore, just that I go though the day in a haze, waiting for it to be over.
One thing I do know, is that I still have loyalty and friends by my side. Where you have emptiness and nothingness. Yeah, I've given up, but it's just because if I stay, it's just going to get worse.
You don't have to carry the burden you are carrying. You've never had to. Give it a rest, and acknowledge the pain. You'll see that when you do, it's never as bad.
9 days until freedom