...I was already missing before the night I left, who am I, who am I, when I don't know myself...
I did't understand, how could this have happened to me. It's all changed I felt like leaving, no I Need to leave.
Man, I was so pissed! I needed to keep punching something to calm my anger. i need to punch something metal, so I did. I repeatedly punch a large garbage disposal despite how bloody or in pain my hand was.
-Elena "Luke stop! I know you're going to need someone to talk to so let that be me, just please stop hurting yourself..."
I could hear the hurt in her voice growing stronger by the minute. She started to sob, i know she didn't want to see me in pain and i didn't want to see her in pain either. She ran to me and gripped her arms around me.
-Elena "I am so sorry I didn't tell you, about a year ago Becca and I saw Amanda head out to the woods with Daryn at the homecoming dance. I- I just didn't want to tell you that she was cheating on you, I didn't want to cause you pain. I'm so sorry!"
-Me "It's fine, I would've found out anyways, that being today. Don't worry I'm not mad at you, i just need to calm down. I'm mad at Daryn."
-Elena "J-just stay with me here, I don't want you to go somewhere i can't find you. Stay here I'm going to get my car and pick you up."
She ran off to go pick her car up, she actually cared for me. She was right, I needed to let out my feelings. She came back with her car and i got into thee passenger seat, i jut needed to get away.
-Elena "So where are we off to now, any ideas?"
-Me "How about we try the city, I here it's amazing at night. Plus, I need to focus on something else."