Madness

My collections of nightmares for you. This is my story and you are just here to listen and wait. Wait each day so I can give you a nightmare. Just wait and see...... Want to know what goes on in my head? Want to find out?.... Just ask.

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12. The nobody

I'm back.

That is what I am.

A nobody.

The one person that stands in the back.

Watching.

Watching how everybody gets along.

Wishing I could join in too.

That wont happen.

And I know that.

I always have.

I was never loved.

Ever.

Nobody cared.

And they never will.

Don't blame me if you bump into me in the halls.

And when you look at me you see something.

Want to know what you will see?

A nobody.

Who is scared.

Scared of human contact.

Scared of everybody.

Scared of you and everything that talks.

And guess what?

I bet you just though of your new victim to pick on.

To pick on to the point where.

I just want to kill myself.

To just end it all.

To just cry and cry.

Until I have no more tars.

Until I jut start to cry blood.

That is possible I think.

If not then it just might happen.

I just feel all alone.

I want to fit in.

I want to love.

I want to be cherished.

I want to be normal.

I don't want to be the outsider.

I don't want to be the victim.

I just want to fit in and be like you.

To be pretty.

To have real friends.

To have a relationship.

To just feel wanted.

I want to be me.

But without consequences.

I bet I would be happy.

I bet I would be loved.

I bet you would of found me sooner.

I bet you would hate me for being me.

I am not like you.

I want to be though.

I want to feel normal and loved.

But that wont happen.

Want to know why

I'm a nobody.

That is what I am.

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