Everybody feels alone.
The mom, sister, dad, brother, friend, lover, anybody you can think of feels alone at some point in their life.
Some more than other.
Like take me for example.
Over 3/4 of my life, alone.
Bam, I was put in this world for one reason, only one.
And I thought it was to be that girl that sits in the back of the class.
Using my newly sharpened pencil.
Then just scratch the hell out of my arms.
But not enough to draw blood.
And then hide it from everybody.
I felt alone, for so long.
And though all I could do to suppress that pain of loneliness was to just use anything I could and just scratch my arms.
All my life story was, make friends, get bullied, move, make more friends, get bulled slightly less, move, make a friend, move again, stay.
All I ever did was pack boxes and become an expert at moving.
I felt like I was being isolated, punished for no reason.
Make everyday a living Hell, in my eyes that's what I thought everything I did was.
Anyways away from me, and back to loneliness.
It hurts, more that physical pain.
It breaks your heart feeling alone in the world.
Don't become that kid in the class like me.
Don't keep it inside.
Because one day it will be all too much.
Then, bam, your life ends.
Because you took it yourself.
And you didn't want to feel alone in your life anymore.