Here is the next chapter.
Hope you like it.
I stood there.
I feel betrayed.
You pushed me.
Pushed me to the point of death too many times.
I cried every night.
I never hid the fact I was hurting.
I wanted to make you pay.
I was the one that did.
So now as you push me.
I say only two things.
I hate you.
But I always loved you too.
My words seemed to make you to come back to your senses.
But it was too late.
I'm glad you feel bad that you pushed me.
I'm glad that you still want to be with me.
I'm sad that you soon forgot about me when a girl came along
I'm sad that you threw everything that we shared together out.
I'm sad that you erased all of our memories together.
I'm happy that you would get a pained expression when I invade your thoughts.
I'm happy that you soon remember everything years later.
I'm happy you visit my grave everyday to apologize.
I'm happy that when you come you bring flowers and say.
I love you too.
and I miss you.
I miss you too.
I wish I could hold you.
I wish I could kiss you.
I wish I could be with you.
I miss your smile.
I miss your face.
I miss the way you would hold me.
I miss everything about you.
Oh how I wish to be beside you.
Not every wish will come true.
I know because all of my wishes.
They never came true.