Harry saw me right away. We went into the room, where the school had the party, and the only thing I saw was him. He was with another teacher and he looked straight at me. Niall held my hand and I felt small. I just wanted to go up to Harry and tell him that he got me, though he didn't want me. It was as if I landed in a fog.
"Oh, they've got drinking?" I heard Niall say and he pulled me to the table with soft drinks. There was a large bowl of punch. Direct I noted that even Louis saw that there was no alcohol. He took out a small bottle and Eleanor chuckled as he poured it into the bowl.
"A bit of fun, we must have?" whispered Louis. I smiled and I knew I wouldn't drink of it, but Niall had a different opinion. He mixed and he poured two plastic cups with the drink. He gave one to me.
"I don't know if..."
Even Eleanor snorted.
"But come on and let's have some fun?"
I looked down in the glass, and then I looked over at Harry. I couldn't have the luck twice to be saved by him? Yet I chose to sip some of the drink and Niall pulled me to a table. I felt like Cinderella, but I was in the wrong prince. I sat down and I tried to look cheerful. Harry looked at me almost all the time and he seemed to have an eye where I was. I should be happy, but instead I felt as if I was totally at the wrong place. I wanted to be with him.
The music thunders out of the speakers. It was a known DJ and I think his name was Zayn. I tried to dance and I tried to entertain myself. Niall was near me all the time and he didn't give me room to even talk with Harry. It was as if I landed in the wrong side of the room and I just wanted to go home, but I smiled. I tried to look happy.
Harry was wearing a black shirt, tight pants and I saw that he had spent time on the hair. He stood with the headmaster and another teacher. He talked and he smiled. I felt my whole body was screaming for him. He was perfect and he had that thing that attracted me. Beside me was Niall dancing. He was like a child and I was almost was ashamed. I should have felt the opposite, but when Harry was in the room, nothing could save me. I was lost and I saw how my dreams slowly disappeared away. Harry now know that I had a boyfriend and with that was everything gone. I could no longer see before me how he saved me from the evil dragons or how he lifted me up on a white horse. It was as if I landed in darkness.
"You are silent?"
Niall seeking my attention. I smiled at him and I tried to be that person as he wanted.
"We have only just begun." I got up. He laughed and he nodded.
"Yes, this is just the beginning, darling!"
Harry stood by the door and I saw how his eyes followed me. I frowned and my imagination drifted over at Annie. I saw how he kissed her and I saw how he seduced her. Damn, I shouldn't have those emotions inside me. Harry was with her and I was with Niall, but I didn't let go of hope. I danced and I tried to look as if I liked it. Niall didn't see that I wasn't sure that I wanted to go home and I regretted that I had come there.
"I need air!" I got up. Niall didn't seemed to care.
"I'm staying here."
I nodded. I chose to glide through the room, invisible to Harry and quickly I took myself out. I took my jacket and I went out into the night. Damn, I shouldn't have gone there.
I leaned against a tree and I had my back to the party. I looked up at the sky, it was a starry night. It was a perfect night to have fun at, but I just wanted to cry. I was that hopeless girl who got the wrong guy, who always looked at another man, who never become happy.
"You shouldn't be out in such thin clothes."
I froze. Harry stood behind me and I could feel that he was close to me. I felt one of his hands on my waist and he leaned toward my ear.
"And if I were your date, I wouldn't leave you alone."
"What are you doing here?"
He laughed a little bit. He stood now closer to me and now was two hands on my waist.
"Oh, Kim!" he muttered hoarsely. "Why are you replacing me with him?"
I didn't know what to say.
"You didn't want me and you got Annie?"
He seemed to react.
I nodded and I felt how hopeless we were. There could never be an us.
"Yes, I saw you go in a restaurant and I saw you smiling at her."
I was surprised when I felt his lips against my neck. He kissed my skin, it tingled and direct it felt over all over my body.
"No, she's just a friend." he murmured, and instead he devoted time for me. "And I'm angry that you have that blonde guy. You don't even love him."
I groaned quietly. His lips were wonderful.
"But he wants me unlike the man I want."
Harry spin me around me and he pushed me up against the tree. He kissed me hard, with feelings and all that as I wanted. I took my arms around his neck and he kept his arms around me tightly. He played with my tongue, he sucked on my lips and he was desperate. When he ended the kiss, I was already hungry for more.
"Oh, Kim!" he muttered hoarsely. "I can't continue like this."
"So take me?"
"It's not that simple." he muttered hoarsely, and he pulled a hand through my hair. I smiled and I gathered courage.
"Well, it's that simple. Take me here and now. You already own my heart."
He had a smile and I felt how he pressed his hardness against me.
"Do I have your heart?"
He looked over to the building and then he looked at me again.
"And your boyfriend?"
"Niall survive. He got Eleanor and Louis there and he doesn't lack direct my company."
"Damn, Kim!" Then he kissed me hard again.
I don't know what happened. Harry held my hand tightly and he unlocked the door to the school's main building. He locked the door as soon as we came in and he pulled me along the corridor. I dared hardly breathe and I was tense all over. He was purposeful, and this time, he couldn't say no to me, at least in my imagination.
We came into the teacher's room, where a couch was. He turned around and, without a word, he pulled off my jacket, then he pulled off his jacket and he looked all the time straight at me. He caught up my face with his hands and he kissed me. I pulled my hands over his shirt, and I almost tore it up. I wanted to feel his skin. Harry moaned and he pulled me to the sofa. He helped me to get off his shirt, and then I knew. He would take me.
I landed with my back to the couch. He ripped off my dress and then he kissed my breasts, as he had once kissed at his home. I was crazy, I was horny and I pulled my hands through his hair. He felt what I wanted and he gave more to me that I had fantasied about. In the end we were totally naked. He lay on top of me and kissed my lips. I took my legs around his waist. He held me hard and eventually I felt how he penetrated. I whimpered and I felt how he filled me. It was as if he filled me with all the feelings to the width and I couldn't almost be able to receive more.
I have no idea about time and space. I was in a fog, and I really felt how he repeatedly moved inside me, deep inside me. We kissed each other, we caressed each other and we were almost unaware that we actually did it. He took me hard, he took me as I wanted and I let all the fantasy that I ever had, to vanish away. The reality was much better, and Harry was all I really wanted.
I held his body convulsively when I arrived. I was squealing and I shrugged in the whole body. I pressed my lips against his neck and I lost my mind. I had never felt this way before and it was like I couldn't stop. I almost started to cry and it was like I was filled with passion, even though I was aware that it was just an orgasm.
Afterwards, was Harry all over me. He kissed me and he pulled his hands through my hair. I was happy, I was even more happy than ever and I felt my whole body finally was satisfied with life.
"What should we do?" Harry mumbled hoarsely, and he ended the kiss. He lifted his head and he looked into my eyes. "This time I can't let you go. I don't want to be without you."
I smiled and I held him tight.
"So don't let go me away?"
"You know I'm scared about losing my job?"
Yes of course.
"About half a year, I'm not your student any more?"
He smiled a little bit.
"I know, but think of all around us. What will your mom say?"
"I want you and if she don't approve it, it's her problem."
Harry smiled big and he kissed me again. I could feel how his sweaty body was totally on me and I liked that feeling. I loved that he devoted all his attention on me and I loved this, all as happened right now. I had never before felt so much at one time and he was better against in my dreams.
"Please don't drop me again." I muttered hoarsely and I was close to crying of all the emotions. In front of me I saw the half year as had passed and I didn't want to suffer another six months. Harry lifted his head and smiled at me. He caught my face with his hands and his hair hung over me like a shield against the outside world.
"I promise, I wont let you vanish away from me this time."
"I can't do it again."
He kissed me.