Diary Of A Emo

This is a diary of my life, things that had happen to me in my life, I may seem happy on here, but in reality I am struggling to hold on to my sanity everyday. This may be depressing, and It is going to super hard for me to write, but I will try. For you guys.....the people I love

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2. Entry #1- Depression And Self Harm

To Whom It May Concern....

I have struggle with depression since I was about 12, I'll explain what caused it and how it started in a another entry. Anyway I feel depressed everyday, even now as I write this. Not a day goes by when suicide is not on my mind. I started self harming when I was 13, there are scars all over my arms. legs, shoulders, most from knife cuts, some from burns by my lighter. I always say to my friends and family I'm okay, and give them a fake smile, I haven't smile in forever. I fake smile because the real me, along with my happy smile, died a long time. My hands are shaking as I type this. I'm in school so I can't cry. This is my depression. This Is Me......

Sincerely, Xavier

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