Thantophobia

THANTOPHOBIA (n.) The phobia of losing someone you love....................


A Michael Clifford fanfic.

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6. hospital day 52

"Michael pov

I woke up about 5 hours ago to find out i was in the hospital with diana who by the way hasn't woken up yet. Ashton came up and apologized but he said i deserved it because all i've put her through.I figured out that she told him everything but he didn't tell her he knew me, which was rude.I do kinda feel bad but i was busy and it's not like i could off flown to see her, well i probably could but  i didn't want to because then i would've felt bad. Screams, i  just heard screams i got out of my bed to see where its was coming from, it was diana. I rushed over to her only to be pushed away by the doctors "MICHAEL NO,STOP,PLEASE, YOU'LL REGRET IT". she was screaming my name,what was i doing? The doctors told me she was having a nightmare and there was nothing i could do to help.

Diana's pov

I was having a nightmare it wasn't real i told myself but it felt real. Open your eyes! light!!! That's all i saw i heard people crying some people saying She's awake!  I SAW people and then my eyes landed on a blue haired boy. Michael.No. Why was he here? "Mom" 

"yes sweetie"?

"why is he here"?

"because after you passed out ashton punched him in the face". 

wait Ashton new him the whole time?
"Ashton knew him"?

"yes there in a band" she quickly stated like i was going to die any moment. 

"why did i pass out though"?

"Because you saw me". Michael said.

"Oh ya, you stress me out" I said being totally honest. 

"And whys that"? he asked.

oh hell no i'm not playing his games today.

"hmh maybe because you literally broke me, snapped me in half, you left and i had no one and you knew it to, You ignored all my calls,messages,facetimes you didn't even answer your snapchat but i saw that you opened it i wasn't stupid not to mention a car hit me and i was in a comma for a long ass time and you didn't even bother to ask hey you okay, you just left me all together. And that right there is why i hate you, and you stress me out because of that."  I finally got that off my chest.

"oh". 

That was all that he said are you serious?

"OH"?? 

"um ya". he said and walked out just like he did when he left and that was all it took for me to loose control i started throwing things punching things, screaming. No One stopped me because if they did they would get hurt and im sure they knew that. "I'm sick of being used"

"F you all"

"F it all"
"F him "

"I'm done caring, loving,feeling,and being used from this point on i won't put up with shit anyone to come in my way will regret it" i screamed.

"The old me is gone, and the new me is staying".

After that i signed papers and left to my mom's house, she didn't say anything on the way home.
We pulled up omg this house was huge i was amazed but i didn't show it but i knew she wanted me to because she was staring at me smiling. UGH. First day of summer started good but now summer sounded horrible.

Michael pov

After i walked away i felt my heart drop after i heard her screaming this 

"I'm sick of being used"

"F you all"

"F it all"
"F him "

"I'm done caring, loving,feeling,and being used from this point on i won't put up with shit anyone to come in my way will regret it" she screamed.

"The old me is gone, and the new me is staying".

She was right i hurt her i pushed her to the point to not care at all anymore, i have to make this up to her, i love her, wait what, no i don't. 

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