Absent dreams

"I'm in a band, but, we kinda suck.."
"Oh you do now do you? Let me be the judge of that. I'll see you at seven.."


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Chasity's POV

I woke up the next morning to find that Luke was still in my bed. I smiled to myself, knowing he spent the night made me happy.

I sat up slowly, unwrapping Luke's arm from around my shoulder, careful not to wake him.

I was sweating, profusely. Hot flashes. I went into to bathroom to do my business and my normal morning routine, but stopped when I started feeling dizzy. I sat down on the floor, waiting for it to pass. But it never did, instead I leaned myself over the toilet, throwing the seat up, wow I love being sick.

"You okay in here?"

I turned to see Luke standing in the doorway, stretching his arms over his head, revealing his belly button. He yawned and ran his hands through his messy bedhead.

"Just dandy" I replied, leaning back against the wall and flushing the toilet.

"Hey, it'll pass soon don't worry"

I nodded my head as he took a seat next to me on the floor, leaning my head onto his shoulder.

"I hate being sick I feel so weak"

"It's okay you'll be back to normal before you know it" he smiled, reassuring me.

"I-" I was cut off by what felt like acid running up my throat.

"Shit" he mumbled, pulling my hair back into a makeshift ponytail.

I sat back against the wall, rubbing my eyes with the palms of my hands.

"Do you want water or anything?"

"If you don't mind, yes"

We both got up, him leaving the room, me going to the sink to brush my teeth.

When he came back upstairs, I was in my room again.

"Here" he handed me the glass, flat ginger ale.

"Thanks" I paused.

"Hey I'm sorry you gotta be here for this"

"It's ok, I got nothing better to do anyways, I'd be here either way, the guys are all downstairs"

"Great" I said with a sarcastic smile.

He laughed and went over to turn the tv on.

"Thanks" I smiled.

I didn't really feel like I had to throw up again, but I didn't wanna just go back to normal, I had to take it easy.

"Hey Luke?"

"Yeah?" He sat at the foot of my bed again.

"Does this mean I can't eat" I whined.

He laughed, "no you shouldn't, but if you think it's worth it just to throw it all up afterwards go for it"

"No, I don't like being sick so I guess not"

"You gonna be okay up here?"

"Yeah, you can go hang out with the guys I'll be fine" I gave him a weak smile.

"Yeah ok whatever you say," he laughed. "You look like shit"

"I feel like it" I felt a smile creep onto my face. "But really, if you wanna go down there you can"

"Just tell if you need anything ok?"


He smiled and left the room. I could hear everyone's voices erupt from downstairs, meaning he was probably down there by now.

"Man why'd you stay here, eh? You bang her?" I heard Michael.

"Shhh dude no shut up she's sick" Luke laughed. "Did you bang her" he mocked him.

"Well I just figured since you l-"

"Dude no, I didn't bang her Holden would kill me"

"Well that seems to be the only thing stopping you then" Ashton butted in. God they're so loud, but I guess it's ok because now I was interested in what they were saying.

"Shh stop she can probably hear us"

"Good" Calum laughed.

"Besides why would I? Thats weird she's literally like a sister to all of us now you guys know that"

"Yep but she likes you, hurt her and I'll hurt you" I heard Holden's sing-song voice coming up the stairs. "Is she awake?"

"She was when I left her, looks like she went through hell though so just be patient with her"

"Yeah yeah I get it I'm the big brother here not you"

Luke laughed, "ok man whatever"

Seconds later my door opened, revealing Holden and a stack of mail.

"Hey, you ok?"

"I'm fine."

I was keeping my answers short. I know what he said last night but I'm still mad at him.

"Look, I know we fight a lot and I hate it just as much as you do, ok? But I'm sorry, I just get over protective because I care about you"

"Holden I know what you said last night.."

"He told you?" He looked at me, a shocked look on his face.

"He didn't have to, I wasn't sleeping"


"Thank you"

"For what?"

"Looking out for me, we didn't do anything Holden, we probably never will you don't have to worry"

"I just know how they are sometimes I don't want to see you be in the situation where one of them sleeps with you and then leaves"

"None of them even think of me that way, please Holden just trust me I'm not gonna do anything" I was yelling as much as my voice was letting me, so it wasn't very loud.

"You need to start taking your meds"

"I took them last night"

"Chasity Ray don't lie to me about something like this"

"I did, ask Luke! He made me"

"How about today?"

"No I've been throwing up, I'll take them later"

"You're probably throwing up because your body isn't used to taking them anymore"

I nodded my head. "Ok"

"Get some rest, Luke was right you look like you went through hell and came back"

I flipped him off and rolled over under my comforter, snuggling up into Luke's sweatshirt that I still had on. My stomach hurt like hell.

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