Absent dreams

"I'm in a band, but, we kinda suck.."
"Oh you do now do you? Let me be the judge of that. I'll see you at seven.."


33. O.o

Chasity's POV

"So shopping was just an excuse for your date? Do you think I was born yesterday? I literally saw this coming but I told myself I had to trust you" the magazine was thrown down onto the kitchen counter with haste, anger clear in Holden's voice.

"Slow your roll, what in the hell are you talking about?" I took another bite of my cereal.

"You went on a date with Luke! What happened to not liking each other huh? You made that very clear to me, where'd that go?"

I just sat back and laughed.

"This isn't funny ! I'll send you home oh my god I'm sick of your games"

The comment was rude to say the least but that was the least of my worries right now "Holden this is ridiculous"

"Well according to the tabloid you guys are 'Hollywood's hottest new couple' seen out on a date yesterday"

"That's actually so funny, no we just got swarmed by like fans kinda we were just getting lunch at the mall it was nothing"


"Why do you always just say my name like it's supposed to trigger something inside of me? It's not because there's nothing to crack out of me!"

"I just want to know if you're involved with one of them okay? So that I can beat the shit out of them if they hurt you"

"I don't know right now okay? I'm a little lost myself" I picked up my bowl of cereal and headed for the living room.

I had just barely been in the living room five minutes when Holden came in behind me, a confused look on his face.

"What do you mean you don't know?"

I looked up at him. "I mean I don't know what's happening between us"

"Us?" He shot me a weird look, sitting next to me on the couch, "who is us?"

I sighed. "Luke, I just, I don't know okay?"

"What happened yesterday?"

"Well we weren't on a date despite what everyone seems to think, but at lunch a couple of fans had just been saying stuff about me and Luke being together and we both just kinda brushed it off but" I shook my head, trying to clear my brain, "just, we were both avoiding it on the way home but then he said something and I just don't know"

"What did he say? He wasn't mean about anything right? Because I'll kill him"

I laughed a little, "I appreciate you caring but no it wasn't anything mean, I was probably more mean about it than he was"

"Oh god what did you do" he laughed, causing me to laugh as well.

"No no I didn't say anything bad" I took another bite of my cereal, "but that's exactly it, I didn't say anything"

"What did he tell you that you had nothing to say Chas? Oo gossip I like this"

"No" I paused to chew my fruity pebbles, "he just brought it up and we were talking about how when I got in the car I told him about our conversation before I left, and we don't like eachother and all that, you remember right?"


"Well... Apparently he has a different opinion, I just.. I didn't know how to respond to what he told me and so I just, my brain shut down and nothing came out of my mouth"

"You know I already knew this right?"

I turned my head faster than I think I can describe, "what"

"That he's absolutelly head over heels for you, that's why I tease you ya know? I know you like him you must"

"Well I can't really deny that, I just didn't even know how to say that to him, but apparently you guys all knew that already"

"I wasn't allowed to say anything, Luke's orders, none of us were but I mean of course we dropped it a few times, trying to get you to admit you like him so he could know for sure"

"Well what do I do now? Are you gonna tell him? Oh no please don't tell him this is something I need to talk about with him!"

"I won't I won't, but I'm totally calling Ashton!"

"He probably already knows, I told Mike

Right after it happened because I was confused"

"Okay, I know I said you're grounded but if you need to Go talk to him I can surely take back what I said"

"No I, I don't think I'm ready for that"

"You gotta do it at some point" he smirked, getting up and going upstairs. Leaving me alone to try and think about what to do.

I brought my now empty bowl of cereal into the kitchen, placing it it the sink to be washed later. Then I grabbed a juice box from the fridge and headed up to my room, immediately pulling out my phone and calling Ashton.

"You sick son of a bitch" I said as soon as he picked up.

"Well hello to you too?" He laughed.

"You weren't recording yesterday, you just wanted me to go with Luke"

"Ohhh so that's what this is about" I could practically hear the smirk on his face. "Yeah, you're right. I wasn't recording I just knew you'd go to him next"

"Ashton you asshole! The whole world practically thinks we went on a date" I laughed.

"Oh I know, I saw it on the cover of every magazine in this house, Luke is loosing his shit very quickly. Mike won't stop bantering him about it and Luke insists it wasn't a date"

"Well duh, it wasn't"

"Anyways, is this all you called me for?"

"Well, sorta. Holden ungrounded me so that I could go talk to Luke and try to figure out what the fuck to do but I just don't think I'm ready to talk to him about this yet and-"

"Wait wait wait, about people thinking it was a date? Chas why are you nervous to talk to him about that you both know it wasn't"

"I'm gonna assume mike didn't tell you then?"

"Tell me what?"

"Luke confessed his feelings for me on the way home"

There was a long pause on the other end, "..shit hold on" a few seconds later I heard a door being closed. "Okay, sorry we were all in the living room I didn't want Luke knowing what we were talking about, what did he tell you?"

"That he's crazy about me, and I just..."

"Well you told him you liked him too right? Don't try and play any of that 'I don't like him' bull shit I know you do"

"No I actually.." I took a deep breath. "I didn't even say anything"

"Oh dear, why not?"

"I just, I was trying to process that he actually said it and then, well nothing came out"

"You said Holden ungrounded you right?"


"Grab a sweatshirt and be ready in ten, I'm coming to get you and we're going out so I can talk some sense into you"

"Ashton it's fucking 10:30 where are we gonna go?"

"Just trust me okay? It gets kinda cold at night bring a sweatshirt I promise you won't regret it"

"You're lucky I love you, I can promise if it wasn't THE Ashton Irwin coming to get me I would plant my ass in bed" I giggled.

"I know you do, now go tell Holden you're leaving so you don't get yelled at again" he laughed.

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