Insomnia

Lynn is a girl who's lucky enough to be best friends with the four boys, Michael, Ashton, Luke, and Calum. She's very special to each of them and they all love her deeply. Some more than others. Why don't you check it out? :)

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My heart stopped. Calum got out of the car and tried to talk to Michael. "Listen, Mik-" Before Calum could finish, Michael started yelling at him. "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK CALUM," he said, punching Cal in the face. "STOP! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" I screamed at him. Calum fell to the ground the second Mikey punched him. "ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS CALUM? REALLY?" 

"Michael please stop yelling. Please," I said shakily. "Lynn, do you want to know why Calum drove you out here? So I could surprise you. I wanted to do something special for you but obviously you don't give a fuck. Seriously? I tried to do something cute, sweet, and whatever the fuck you'd call it. Do you even like me or did Calum tell you to say that so you could keep denying what's going on here?" 

"Michael, I'm sorry. I realise that I was wrong and I shouldn't have kissed him. I just thought you didn't want anything to happen between us. And over the phone, I heard you talking to someone else. There were giggles and then you hung up. I assumed you had some other girl over."

"Close, I had Luke over. Not some girl. Unless Luke counts."

Michael and I were avoiding eye contact. I couldn't look at him and he couldn't look at me. I felt like complete and utter shit.  All I wanted to do was go back to ten minutes before hand and waited. Maybe if I noticed Michael a little bit earlier everything would still be fine.

"You know how I feel about you right? I never intentionally tried to hurt you. This is all I've ever wanted. I just wish I knew how to fix this. I want to say I love you, but I don't want to embarrass myself. For my whole life, there's never been anyone who I wanted more than I wanted you.  Come on, we're still just teenagers and we're going to make mistakes. This was obviously one of them," I said trying to calm myself.

"Hold on," Calum said, getting back up slowly. His nose was bleeding and his eye was throbbing. "I'm just a part of a big mistake to you? I thought you just said you might like me. I can't fucking believe this. You literally just said you didn't want to toy with my heart and yet that's exactly what you decided to do. Will you ever try to consider how we feel for once?"

"You said you liked him?" Mikey asked slowly, sounding tired.

"I don't know what to do anymore. You're both huge parts of my lives and I don't want that to ever change. I like you both, and I don't want to ruin anything between any of us. I've loved you my whole life, Mikey, but I don't know, I guess I'm just starting to have some feelings for Calum too. You are both such amazing people and I don't ever want anything to go wrong," I said, breathing heavily.

"Well, I guess if you feel that way then none of us should be with you. You know, to make sure nothing bad happens," Calum whispered, looking at his feet. 

"If that's what you want," Michael responded.

There was a long pause before anybody spoke.

"I think I'm going to leave you two alone. You deserve a chance to talk things out," Calum said rolling his eyes very slightly. You could tell he still meant it, even if he was annoyed. He got in the car and drove off. 

"If you don't feel comfortable talking to me right now, I get it. Maybe you just need some time to think," Michael said to me.

"Maybe."

"Come on. I'll drive you home."

I got into his car and he took me to my house. We didn't say a word for the whole ride, but he kept opening his mouth as if he wanted to. I got out and waved him goodbye. When he was out of sight, I sat down on the sidewalk and just stared and the empty road. I looked at Calum's house around the corner, and I saw him in his car. I wanted to go say something to him, so I stood up and walked in the direction of his house. I was debating the thought of going over there, not knowing what would happen. I eventually gave into my thoughts and decided to just go over to him. 

I knocked on his window. "Calum?"

He looked up at me and opened the car door. "What do you want now? Please, if it's something about Michael, I'd rather not hear it. I like you and I don't want to lose my best friend over this."

"Okay, then you won't."

I grabbed his arm and pulled him out of the car. I hugged him and just breathed out. "I'm sorry about what happened today. Is your eye okay?" I asked him.

"Yeah, it's a lot better now."

"Good. Do you need anything?"

"Well, I could use some help inside. I have a couple of boxes to move. You wanna help out?"

"Sure, why not?" I said smiling.

I went inside and looked around. "Where are the boxes?" I asked.

"Oh, those? Yeah about that, there aren't any." He said, barely giving me a second to process before pulling me in and placing his lips onto mine.

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*A/N* Heyyyy okay so as usual, please let me know what you think and follow me on instagrammmm @michaelsclit thanksss

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