Insomnia

Lynn is a girl who's lucky enough to be best friends with the four boys, Michael, Ashton, Luke, and Calum. She's very special to each of them and they all love her deeply. Some more than others. Why don't you check it out? :)

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The next morning I woke up with a huge smile on my face. Nothing made me happier than the thought of Mikey and I together the previous day. I waited for him to text me about our date. I was so excited, but I knew I shouldn't have been. I knew I was going to be let down and I didn't want to disappoint myself. Sadly, I was too happy to be rational about the situation. I really liked him and I didn't want anything to fuck up my only chance. I didn't want to look desperate, so I tried to play it cool. I waited and waited for hours on end. Before I knew it, it was dark out. 

I thought to myself, "Calm down and stop being such a pussy. If you want to know why he hasn't texted you, just ask him."

I called him and here's how it went down;

"Hello? Mikey here."

"Hey Mikey, I was just calling to see if we were still on for tomorrow."

"Oh... um.. yeah, I don't think we should, princess."

In the few seconds we had between each remark, I could hear another person's voice.

"Oh, okay."

Silence.

"Are you alone, Mikey?" I said, only loud enough for it to be audible.

All I heard was a giggle and he hung up.

I knew he wasn't going to go through with it. I sat down and placed my chin in the palm of my hands. There was definitely someone there with him and I really wanted to know who. I was starting to get curious and I knew it wouldn't do me any good to read too much into it. I was really excited, and I was also pretty upset. All I really wanted from him was a chance to prove myself. As I was overthinking everything, a text popped up on my phone. Calum.

Hey, Lynn. I was just wondering if you maybe wanted to go for a drive.

I couldn't find any reason why I should have said no. It wasn't like Michael still wanted me around.

I quickly typed back yes, and put on a random Metallica shirt lying on the desk. When he arrived, I told him what Mikey had said.

"Well, maybe you guys just aren't cut out for each other." he said to me. I felt comfortable, and Calum made me laugh. He could always fix my mood in a matter of seconds. I started to notice that we were going in a strange route. He was taking me into the desert. It was really dark out, and we were just two teenage kids. I loved having Cal on the open road with me. That's when I felt free.

We had Coldplay's "Violet Hill" on full volume. It was our song and we sung each note together. I'm not saying we were good, but we weren't bad either. We just had the "Viva la Vida" album on a loop. It was our thing whenever we went for a ride together. We started talking about what had happened the other night between us, and I couldn't help but notice Cal uncontrollably smiling. "Did you mean what you said the other day?" I said smirking. He kept one arm on the wheel and one around my seat. "About me and you?"

"Yeah. About that."

"Why would I lie to you?" he said with a very slight grin.

I felt myself warm up to him and my body was on fire just after feeling a spark. I started to notice a couple of people in the distance, but I didn't care.

"Pull over," I firmly said.

"What?"

I looked him straight in the eyes and repeated myself calmly.

"Pull over."

So he did as he was told. 

"What's up?"

"Calum, you're my best friend and I feel like I should be honest with you no matter what. I'm really confused about everything and I don't know what to do. I've loved Michael my whole life, but after what you said to me, I'm starting to exchange those same feelings with you."

Calum turned the music off and looked at me again.

"I don't want to play with your heart or anything, and I don't want to make you feel degraded or less significant in my life. I just really don't know," I continued.

"I wouldn't want to confuse you, now would I?" Calum mockingly said, smiling like a clown.

"You're not taking this seriously!" I snickered, punching him playfully.

"Hey! Don't do that. I'm not Ashton," he laughed.

"You could punch me back if you weren't such a pussy. You already know I don't mind."

"Nah, my biceps would crush you."

"Shut up."

He smiled at me and let out a little laugh. We both sat there not knowing what to do next. 

"So," I awkwardly sighed.

"So..." he murmured. His expression turned serious.

"Okay, listen. We obviously have a spark, and it was ignited when we... connected, let's say. There is definitely something between us, and I'm not going to ignore it. If Mikey doesn't like me, that's fine, but I can't put these other feelings on hold until it's convenient for him. I've been waiting for so long, and when I finally thought there might be something between us, he said it wouldn't work. That's a sign, right? I shouldn't just wait around for him anymore, it's time for me to take initiative of my own life." I said.

Calum looked a little baffled. I didn't think he was expecting me to admit that to him. I just stared at him and he stared back. Cal awkwardly looked at his feet and then back up at me. We just sat there, both feeling a little vulnerable, but you couldn't ignore the attraction. I could feel him trying to fight it, but I knew he couldn't last. I grabbed him by the neck and started kissing him. I knew it was wrong, but I didn't want to stop. I could't feel him trying to resist, but he eventually gave in to me.

I heard footsteps and pulled away, only to look over his shoulder and see the one and only. None other than Michael Gordon Clifford.

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*A/N* Okay I hope that was an alright enough chapter. If you want me to add anything to the next one, please let me know.

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