Him, her, them, you, I.

A collection of poems inspired from my life, anime and music.
Thank you for reading.

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9. My Sad Life

Its been eight months

Eight months since you ditched me on my birthday

Left me to cry alone, dry my tears

Attend tuition with a smile

Sweetness in my mouth, bitterness in my heart

Its been eight months

Eight months since you last opened your heart

Told me what you needed to say

What I needed to hear

Then the door closed, immovable.

Its been eight months

Eight months since you acted like a jerk

And I acted like a stupid girl

Quarrels, tricks, taunts

Online and offline; useless

Its been eight months

Eight months since I last cried in school

Slowly accepting my classmates, teachers, school culture

Growing to love again

Learning how to belong

Its been eight months

Eight months since you gave into peer pressure

Became a person alien to me

Every night I would ask myself, “Did I really love him before?”

Its been eight months

Eight months since I gained confidence

Learnt to grow away

Be sure of myself

And ignore you despite any surprises

Its been eight months

Eight months without your encouragement, your help, your love.

Instead its come from other people

Primary, Secondary, confidants alike,

And slowly everything you gave… came from within me.

Its been eight months

Eight months before I could look at you without anger, pain or love

Eight months since we had a connection

Eight months since it was broken and frayed like a delicate spider thread

Eight months since... everything

Its been eight months

Eight months since we separated

The months we’ve missed, wept and learnt to live without each other

Now as unmerciful time continues to move on

I can only look to the heavens

Pick up my pen

And write.

o~O~o

Hi guys,

thanks to those who have stuck with me so far :)) Love you guys so much!

Today marks the third year anniversary of me and my boyfriend... except we broke up 8 months ago.
We still talk and all, but its awkward.

My life hasn't been easy after it, but I think our decision to break it off was the best.

Our world is super tiny anyway, so we might meet each other again in JC or Uni or something.

Until then we'll stay two worlds apart.

 

 

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